A hole in jeans update

 A couple months ago I related in a post about having a pair of blue jeans that had developed a small hole next to the zipper area. At the time a comment on the post suggested that I keep wearing them for as long as possible. Since "as long as possible" isn't very defining, it was decided that I would continue to wear them until a negative comment is made by someone about them to me personally while I am wearing them.

I currently have three pairs of jeans that I cycle through, wearing one after another. Each pair is worn, washed, and dried in a clothes dryer about once per week. Since the last post about them, the pair with the hole has been repeatedly worn just as I committed to doing. They have been washed and dried since then between eight and ten times. Here is what the hole currently looks like:

The hole continues to grow larger after each washing and drying, and my dick tends to pop out of the hole at times. Especially when I first stand up or while walking. It doesn't pop out every single time I get and erection, but if the hole is lined up in a certain way while an erection is growing, the tip of my dick will pop out of the hole. 

If no one is nearby, and I can push my dick back into my pants, only part of my shaft would show through the hole. But if I can't shove my dick back into my pants and my erection becomes full, it's very difficult to just shove it back inside without undoing my pants because of how much of my dick is extended beyond the hole. If I'm lucky, my erection will subside quickly and allow me to push my dick back into the hole. If I'm not lucky and others are around me, all I can do is to try to keep my shirt pulled down enough to cover my erection while it's extending through the hole.

The week before the photos were taken I was in a large drug store when one of my now common spontaneous erections began to occur. At first I didn't think much of it even though there were people throughout the store. Then I felt the tip of my dick begin exiting the hole. I was in an aisle where there were people in front of me and also behind me, and I didn't know what to do. I stopped walking and pretended to be looking at something on a lower shelf as I attempted to get my erection back inside of the hole while keeping my shirt pulled down as far as it would go. Since I was carrying items I had to set them down to free my hands. I could only use one hand since the other hand had to keep my shirt pulled down far enough. By then my erection had grown too much and too much of it extended out of the hole for me to get it to go back inside of the hole. I nearly succeeded but my pants were too tight for there to be enough slack in them, and my dick was too stiff. As others began walking in my direction I had to abandon my attempts and reign myself to just tying to keep my shirt pulled down. I had to pull down hard and stretch my shirt out, which was surely noticeable, but if I didn't my erection would be right out in the open.

I also had to keep the bottom of my shirt slightly away from my body, or the bulge and outline of my erection would easily show under my shirt. I couldn't carry the items I'd selected and keep my shirt pulled down at the same time, so I had to go and get a small basket the store keeps available and carry the basket with one hand while keeping my shirt pulled down. 

Fortunately for me, the checkout counter is high enough that by standing up against it, I was able to let go of my shirt without it rising up. As far as I know I managed to exit the store without anyone seeing my erection directly, even though one or more people may have noticed either the bulge under my shirt or the fact that I was making an effort to stretch the bottom of my shirt down as far as it would go.

I have dozens of t-shirts that I regularly wear, and of all of them only one will hang down far enough to cover the hole in my jeans or the fact that my dick is sticking out of it or at least visible through the hole. When that shirt is in the laundry, only shorter shirts are available. 

When I first put on the jeans with the hole, I am aware of the hole. But I very often forget that it's those jeans that I'm wearing when I go out anywhere. Unless something draws my attention to the hole, such as feeling my dick pop out through the hole, I often fail to think about the hole at all. On cool days I might feel the cool air hitting my dick and be reminded of the hole, but on warmer days as it's been lately where I live, I often go in and out of places and do whatever I'm out to do all without acknowledging the hole. Only later when I once again realize I have those jeans on, do I realize that I was walking around oblivious to the hole being there. I don't recall anyone obviously noticing the hole or seeing my dick through the hole, but if I'm not conscious of the hole at any moment, I'm not watching out for that sort of thing.

At times while wearing those jeans I will happen to look down and see my soft dick right inside of the hole, and if it won't be too noticeable to anyone I will quickly shit my dick to the right side, since the hole is on my left side. That only works for a short time or until I move around, since my dick naturally moves to the left side and will stay there. On it's own my dick will settle right where the hole is, which may have something to do with how the hole began to form in that spot to begin with. 

At the moment the hole is big enough to enable my dick to just pop through it at any time, but otherwise the jeans are still in decent enough shape for them to continue to be worn. More than once lately, when I need to pee and I'm about to unzip my pants while standing on front of a toilet, I will notice that my dick is already partially sticking out of the hole, and I will just pull it out through the hole a bit more and then pee without having to unzip the zipper at all. 

The next few cycles through the laundry are sure to enlarge the hole even more, and it's inevitable that others will notice it or possibly see my dick. If someone sees it and says something negative about it, then the jeans can be retired. If they see and don't say anything then nothing changes and the jeans will be worn again. 

If I could wear some sort of underwear, the jeans might be able to be worn indefinitely, but I long ago promised and committed not to ever wear underwear for any reason at all. It's also been so long since I've worn any that the feeling of them is intolerable to me. I only possess one single pair of underwear that were originally kept for unique times like doctors exams or such things, but underwear has not been worn even for those reasons for a long time. If I'm told at an exam to strip to my underwear, I just have to inform them that I don't wear any and have none on. So wearing underwear is not an option for me.

For now the jeans with the hole will continue to be worn regularly along with the other pairs that I own. It's inevitable that my dick will pop out from time to time, and I will deal with it as best as I can. For them not to be worn anymore, someone will not only end up seeing my dick, but they will also have to make a negative comment or react about it in a less than positive manner. Until that happens the hole will become larger and larger and will expose me even more than it already does.

 

A hole in jeans

 In a post it was mentioned how one pair of jeans of mine has a hole near the zipper area. It was mentioned in a comment that I should keep wearing them for as long as possible.

I do have a few pairs of jeans, so the pair with the hole is cycled through. As they are washed or laundered, each pair is worn again. Each time the pair with the hole is worn or washed, the hole inevitably gets larger and more easily noticeable.

It began as the tiniest of holes, but has now become large enough to be potentially revealing.

As of today they are due to be laundered again, but before removing them for laundering, a few photos were taken. The hole will surely be slightly enlarged once the jeans go through the washer and the dryer.

So far only a small part of my penis is visible through the hole, especially when I have a full or partial erection. Since I still have no permission to masturbate, erections tend to occur often. Most shirts I own are not long enough to cover the hole unless the shirt is pulled down and held at all times, which is not possible. 

When I'm out and walking around it's hard to tell how much can be seen, since my point of view is from directly above, while the view of others is more straight on.

The few strings covering the hole are slowly being worn away with each wearing and each laundry cycle. 

When at home I'm naked most of the time, and I only put clothes on when I'm about to leave home, excluding any underwear of course. It's almost always just a shirt, pants, and shoes.

I have noticed a few others in public just glancing down towards the hole, but I can't be sure what may have been visible to them at the time. I often even forget that I'm currently wearing the jeans with the hole either until someone glances toward the hole or until I'm walking and feel a flow of cooler air on my penis. 

It's inevitable that the hole will become large enough to see through, at very least showing that I'm not wearing anything underneath. 

It's hard to say when "for as long as possible" will be, but clearly that point has not been reached yet.  

Of course this is what the jeans are concealing at least for now

 

Nightly Exposure in bed

 To show that my required nightly exposure while in bed is occurring and ongoing, some recent photos are now available. Due to the current results of decisions in the open questionnaire at: https://forms.gle/cx6YQK5zF6fuNk3n8 there has been no masturbation by me for 15 days. 

This has made erections more common, unpredictable, and caused them to last much longer than they otherwise would. Erections occur while awake and also during sleep at a time while my exposure is occurring each night in bed through a window. 

With the night time temperatures being quite low recently, the window has had to remain closed but still largely uncovered as the photos show. The blind is fixed in place and cannot be closed without the removal of plastic ties that hold it in place. 

The light level in the room is the same each night and no sheets or any other covering is present or within reach. 

A series of timed photos show me in bed naked and show the uncovered window beyond. At night the light in the room causes a reflection in the glass, which from my position on the bed mostly appears as my own naked reflection. The photos don't appear to show this reflection of me, but it causes me to be able to see little or nothing of the outside at night, or to know whether anyone might be seeing me or not. 

In order to sleep I can only lie there exposed whether I'm being seen at the moment or not. There have only been a few times while I was awake when it was clear that others were looking in at me and seeing me. While asleep it's unknown if or when I am being seen or observed in bed. 

The photos might appear much the same, but they can also be seen in gif image that shows the small differences in them. 

 

                          

 

 

The photos and the gif show how I spent every night, all night long. Photos of the view outside the window during day time are included here again to show the potential for my nightly exposure to be seen.

 

It has also been pointed out to me a few times where my exposure was lacking or insufficient in some way where it was deemed not be presented or so easily accessible by others. If and when these things are pointed out to me, they will be addressed if at all possible. In situations like that I can only apologize for any failure to be exposed as others deem that I should be. 
                 

Update on my requirement for no masturbation.

 I was asked some questions in a comment about my masturbation, or actually about my lack of it. It's probably just easier to share the entire comment and my response to it before going further.

The comment:

 Can you absolutely swear that you're not masturbating at all and haven't since even once since day one of not being able to do it? Not a single drop of cum? Do you edge yourself at all? Bringing yourself to the very edge of cumming? If you do then how can you keep from cumming when you're so desperate for it? What about when you hump your bed at night? If you haven't cum because of it, how do you avoid it? These are things everyone should know.

My reply:

 Yes I can swear that it's one hundred percent true that I have not masturbated since the first day of being required not to. The last time I masturbated or came was in the early evening on Sunday, January 1st which was New Years Day. I didn't know then that I wouldn't be doing it again anytime soon. If everyone should know about all of those things, then it's probably best if it's related in a post instead of a response. I'll admit that a couple times a drop of cum nearly came out, but as far as I know there hasn't been a single drop. If it got that far I think a lot more would have ended up coming out. I promise to address all that was asked in a post very soon

I can swear to the fact that I haven't masturbated or came at all even once since I was first required not to masturbate. I realize that it can seem easy for me to just say so but most people who know me personally would probably know that I don't do such things. My own conscience won't allow it and I know I can't get away with it for long. 

Since everything about this is to be public knowledge, I know that telling the absolute truth about it is even more necessary. I also know that others expect their decision to be abided by.

I'm sure that not a drop of cum has come out of my penis since the last time I masturbated. Even if it happened while I was asleep, something would show up on the sheet over my mattress or on the tip of my penis. By now I probably have a good amount of pent up cum that would come out if any cum at all came out while I was asleep. I don't think I could sleep through anything like that.

I admit that I've tried a few times to bring myself close to cumming, but it just ends up with me teasing myself and leaves me highly aroused and feeling even more desperate to masturbate and cum. Once it was five days or so into not masturbating I would get so close to cumming so fast and in such a short time that I had to start just leaving my penis alone entirely. Otherwise I would have cum by masturbating and then have to reveal to everyone that I ignored a decision and did what I was required not to do. 

The event of nearly cumming from my penis rubbing a box that I was carrying, and from thrusting my hips up and down while sitting at a red traffic signal have proven to me that I have to be very careful about stimulating my penis in any way. 

I honestly don;t know how I haven;t cum due to humping my bed at night, especially since it seems to happen much more often than it did before. I can only assume that whenever I get anywhere near cumming then, I wake up. Once I wake up it usually only takes me a short time to realize that I'm basically on display naked to much of the neighborhood and that I'm possibly being seen or watched at that very moment. That could be just enough to keep me from cumming at least for now.

It's not so much that I think anyone watching would know for sure that I was cumming, but that they would see me humping my bed like crazy and see my ass bouncing up and down as it does. I know it's very possible for anyone nearby to be seeing that anyway if I do it in my sleep and don't realize I'm doing it or being seen doing it, but it's pretty humiliating to know I'm doing in possible full view of the neighborhood. I can't stop or prevent anyone from seeing or watching me naked in bed all night long or what I might do while asleep, but I do at least have some ability while I'm awake and aware to avoid having them see my bare ass going up and down while I thrust my penis onto the bed. It's one of the few things I can have some effect on. 

I've mentioned before how it feels my penis is in charge and in control now, and how I'm just along for the ride. I know that's just a creation of my own mind, but that doesn't make it feel any less true. It can get hard and erect any time it wants to and it doesn't care where it happens or who sees it. It can seem as if it knows that it can tease me to no end and that I just have to let it do it. If it could and did know any of that, I might have to admit that it was right. 

I'm a bit embarrassed to admit one thing, but since it's all public anyway there's no point in me concealing it. That is how in spite of the desperation and not having any release from being aroused and horny so often, it's really not all bad for me.

I would never have expected it or know any different if I could still masturbate, but there are moments when I find that I actually enjoy feeling so turned on, and how little it takes for me to come close to climaxing. I also enjoy some of the quite erotic dreams I seem to have recently, even in spite of what it might be or is enabling neighbors and others nearby to see. Even though I can't climax or cum, it does feel good to simply thrust my hips a few times and for it to have such an effect on me. Not being able to continue with it until I cum is frustrating, but the feeling itself is very good. 

It's also a bit of an erotic feeling to be around others while being so aroused and turned on without them knowing anything about it. Sometimes I wonder if they can tell or if they know it, but unless I would have an orgasm and cum right there in front of them I know there's no way they can know.

 

 

Seen exposed naked during night in bed

 I know there are some who are curious about whether or not I've been seen while exposed naked in bed at night, and some might even want me to be seen. This might satisfy both of those things.

During a recent night of sleeping naked and exposed in bed, I woke up by chance near midnight. Since I was groggy and not fully awake, I laid there for a moment looking at my TV that was still on. I often fall asleep watching it. Not long after I saw some light from the corner of my eye. Since it's been warm enough, the sash on my window is up for air and ventilation, so the usual glare and reflection from the glass wasn't present.

I noticed that a person was standing beside a vehicle that is often parked nearby. The drivers side of the vehicle was facing me and the person was standing right outside of the drivers door. I noticed that someone else was standing on the far side of the vehicle, and only their shoulders and head were visible above the roof. They appeared to be talking to each other, and even though they were mostly silhouettes, there was just enough light for me to see that they were looking my way. Since the only thing to look at in my direction was me, I knew they must be looking at me. At the time I was lying on my back naked and they were in an ideal spot to see me. The light I'd seen was the headlights and the tail lights of the vehicle they stood next to.

I had the sudden urge to do something, but I didn't know what exactly. There were no sheets or covers on or near my bed, the room was lit up and even if I could turn off the lights, reaching the switch would mean standing up naked almost directly in front of the window, and doing that would expose me even more, Closing the blind was even less possible, since not only would that require standing naked right in the window, but the electrical zip-ties keeping the blind open would need to be cut with something sharp. 

Those things went through my mind, but I knew there was nothing I could do except to stay as I was while they looked at me naked. I hoped they would just look for a short time and then go about their business, but they just kept standing there. I knew they were talking to each other but I couldn't hear them. They were roughly 50 feet from my window. (Just over 15 meters). 

I tried my best to act like I was oblivious to their presence while I waited for them to finish looking at me. Minute after minute they just stood there talking and looking at me. I could see just enough from the corner of my eye to tell that they just kept looking. All I could do is stay still while they looked. I could tell that the nearest one to me was a slightly heavy-set female, but I couldn't see the other one clear enough to tell anything about them other than they were tall enough to see over the roof of the vehicle, which was an SUV. 

Even knowing that time could feel like it passed slowly while being looked at naked, I knew at least four minutes had to have passed before I saw another small light. This turned out to be the interior dome light of the vehicle as they apparently got inside. After nearly another minute the vehicle backed out from the parking spot slowly. Once it was out, it turned towards me and the headlights shined into my window. 

The vehicle stayed like that for thirty seconds or so before completing its turn and moving off. I was relieved that it had gone, but I knew for absolute certainty that both people had not only seen me naked, but had stood there looking for a while. What I don't know is how long they might have been looking at me before I woke up and noticed them. 

After a few minutes of contemplating about how I'd just been seen naked by people outside who I didn't know, I managed to relax enough to fall asleep again. Later, sometime in the early a.m.hours, I woke up again and noticed that the vehicle was back in its parking space. It had returned sometime while I was asleep. There's almost no doubt that I was looked at or watched again, but I just didn't know for how long or what positions I was in when they saw me again. It's one thing to wonder if I'd been seen while asleep, but another to actually know it. I don't even know if they took any photos or video of me naked, but somehow I think they did. If they really did, there's no doubt at all that they will be showing it to other people, who will then know that I am exposed naked every night.

I suspect that I've been seen naked several times or so while I was asleep, and I knew it was inevitable for me to eventually know I was seen naked. Now I know I have been. It's bound to happen again, and when it does I'll have to just lie there and be looked at naked.

I do realize that the main purpose for my exposure every night is so that people can and do see me naked in bed during the night. There's a certain feeling of helplessness and humiliation when I'm lying there naked and I know I'm being looked at, But I suppose that's just another part of being exposed.

 

UPDATE Jan. 4, 2023

Someone who lives close by to my window, who usually sits on their partially enclosed porch has set up a chair next to their front door and started to sit out there at night. They were already capable of seeing me naked in bed from the porch, but only from my chest down. They can also see me from where they park and when going to and from their vehicle. They're not the ones who were recently watching me, but it's very possible that they have seen me naked in bed at some point while I was asleep. From what I can tell, it's a heavy-set woman who has friends stop over nearly every day.

The chair can be seen as the white object in the photo below on the left side of the photo , just to the left of the front door. The porch can be seen on the left end of the building.

There's no way to know for sure, at least yet anyway, but it's possible that the chair was put there as a place to sit and observe me naked in bed at night. No chair had ever been there before in the entire time since the current residents moved in a few years ago. It's either an extreme coincidence or it's for sitting in while looking at me naked in bed. There's not many reasons for a chair to suddenly be placed there.

I may be wrong, but if I'm not then I could end up being looked at or watched naked a lot more.

An expanded view of where the chair is located:

  It's also possible for me to be seen in bed from any of the windows visible, and the door.

UPDATE Jan. 6, 2023

It's not for sure yet, but someone nearby whose window is nearest to my window has just recently begun to open the slats on her Venetian blinds after dark, and may be observing me while I sleep naked at night. A light is turned on in the room, and her silhouette can be seen opening the blind slats. She can briefly be seen through the open slats before the light is turned off and the room becomes dark.

That window offers the best possible view of me compared to all nearby other windows. There may be some unknown reason for the slats to be opened at night, but it's possible the reason is for looking at me or watching me while I'm naked in bed all night. 

The slats remain open until mid morning of the next day, when they are closed again. I've never once seen the slats open at night until recently, and it's too dark at night to know if anyone is looking out through the open slats. 

The woman who lives there appears to be in her sixties. I don't know her and have never talked to her, but I do see her outside once in a while when I'm also outside. If she is looking in at me at times during the night, she has absolutely seen much more of me than I ever have of her. She may have even already seen me with an erection or seen my tendency to hump my bed while I'm asleep, both of which seem to have become much more common during the time I've had to abstain from masturbating. 

If she really is looking in at me, I can only guess what she may have already seen of me, or what she will be seeing.

One more (post) before 2023

 One more post seems in order to relay some updates, mostly for my nightly exposure. Some are aware of it already, but for anyone who doesn't know, every night I have to sleep naked, without covers or covering, with lights on, and with the window blind raised enough for anyone outside or nearby to be able to see me. 

The requirement is for me to masturbate in bed at least once each night, also in possible view through the window. Requests have been made for slight alterations to this, and this update is to relate some of them and what is being or will be done about it soon.

One thing is for others to be able to see through the internet that I am being exposed each night, so that I can be seen or watched by anyone, and so anyone can confirm at any time that I am exposed in bed and while asleep. A streaming service or site of some kind was suggested, so one will be found or utilized if possible. It will be free if possible so that there is no cost for seeing and confirming my nightly exposure. If and when a free streaming site is found, all information necessary to access it will be made available. I tend to go to be between 11 pm and 12 am Eastern Standard time most nights, and the streaming would begin when I got into bed and end when I got up in the morning. Until a site is found and set up, there's not much more to relate about it yet.

It has been requested that I not masturbate for a period of time, which would undoubtedly mean I would go to bed horny, and likely cause me to thrust myself against the mattress or hump the bed while asleep or nearly asleep. Since it seems that it's desired for anyone seeing me through my window to see this, and would be possible for anyone watching the stream to see this, I will abstain completely from masturbating for a week or so once things are set up where I can be observed in bed naked online. This is not intended to be avoiding ir ignoring my requirement, but only a temporary alteration to it. It will happen once, but it's unknown if it will be repeated. Time will probably tell.

One other request is for me to wear something to bed that might cause some increased arousal for me while sleeping, such as something that will stimulate me. Since I'm required to be and remain naked and exposed at night, wearing anything doesn't seem permissible. The requirements don't seem to allow me to just decide to wear anything in bed at night. The only solution might be if what I wore left me still nearly naked and offered little or no real concealment. Something may have been found that might qualify, and will take some time to obtain through an online purchase. In the meantime, photos of this will be submitted to allow feedback on whether this can be something permissible to wear in bed at night.

Here are some images of what it might look like, although until the actual item arrives it can't be known for sure.

 

Obviously in front, the rings are meant to hold the penis. I appears that in back, all that would show would really be the waist strip, since the rest would be hidden between butt cheeks. If this violates the requirement for me to be completely naked, then it can be related in a comment. Also, if it's allowable and permissible, that can be related too. Wearing them may also be temporary, going along with me refraining from masturbating, but not much about it is able to be decided by me. It's something for those who want to see me exposed, or who just want me exposed in general to decide. 

It's also only right if I mention that it is to be exceptionally cold even here in Central Florida over the next week or so. My small room heater is older and not very efficient during such cold temperatures, A new, better heater is due to arrive any day now, but until then it may get too cold to remain completely naked and uncovered all night. I will attempt to fulfill my requirement for remaining exposed but it may not be possible for the entire night. 

Many neighbors are coming and going more than usual at night, and seem to have guests over who stay later, probably due to the holiday, and I know that being exposed for them to possibly see me is part of my requirement, so I will remain exposed at night until it's too cool or cold to do so. I only mention this because unless I do, I'm basically breaking a requirement and without seeming to have a reason for it. It's also likely that it will only be for one or two nights, since the new heater should arrive by then. I'm almost sure that by New Years Eve the heater should eliminate any need for covering or concealing my exposure. I almost wish otherwise, since I feel quite sure that I'm going to be seen naked by a few nearby people and some of their guests or friends on the night of New Years Eve. That's separate from any who have already seen me or who may be watching my window waiting for me to get into bed naked. 

Please offer your thoughts or opinions on the article of cloth and whether or not it's something permissible for me to wear while exposed in bed.

Of course updates will follow soon.

ADD ON: December 26th, 2022

Currently and for the time being, using an app to access my laptop and its camera are the only way for anyone to see, once I'm in bed for the night, that I am naked, with lights on, and being exposed through an uncovered window. Once a new and separate webcam is obtained, the camera will provide a view of me along with the uncovered window. For now the camera on the laptop only provides a view from directly next to the window. Anyone looking in will see mostly what the camera would show. For the moment it is the only way to verify that I my requirement is being fulfilled. 

Although the resolution on the camera on my laptop is low, and the videos are grainy, some video has been taken during my required nightly exposure from next to the window. The videos present me performing my required masturbation. One is from the middle of the night and the other is roughly at dawn. The videos can verify to some extent that my required exposure is occurring. They also might verify the low quality video that my laptop camera produces. Videos will be uploaded here once compressed, due to limits on file size for uploaded videos. The apps enabling me to be seen exposed at night and enable verification that I am exposed are:

Teamviewer address: 1 054 262 400 Password: Nakedandexposed1
Anydesk address: 990 573 524 Password: Showmystuff1

                                                Masturbating in early a.m. while exposed

 

                                             Exposed masturbating at dawn
                                          

                                                          window at night
                                    

                                                window during daytime

A few more images of me submitted by others.

 Whenever someone takes the time and effort to make or create any image that includes me in some way, and then sends it to me or notifies me of where to find it, I commonly save a copy.Most times they suggest or request that the image or images be shared or posted in some way, which is difficult to refuse to do.

I honestly do have the intention of sharing or posting those images, but I often tend to put it off until some later time. It's usually when asked by their creators about why they haven't been posted or shared or where they have been shared or posted that I know that "later time" has arrived.

Here are the images created or received that are now being posted:

Because the images were created using photos of me that are public domain photos, the images belong to their creators. Each creator of the images has chosen for their images of me to also be public domain and requested that they be shared and displayed publicly.

New Google Document "Videos of David Steckel (naked) on Clipchamp"

 A new Google document is available that contains a list and links to all videos of me naked that are currently available on the "Clipchamp" website.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1TvjrcuJYAXyNKK_mmpA3kcsqrWAnk6NmqcOxv3NUzwg/edit?usp=sharing

Each video link has a small photo beside it that corresponds with the that link.

The link to the document can also be found on the page  David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist

                                           

A few photos of me naked follow the video links.

Comments are are enabled on in the document. 

 

Temporary exposure not so temporary

 I often forget for a few days about the four posts exposing me on the exxxpose.me website, and I don't always get around to checking on them even when I do remember them. 

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=275968

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=277346

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=283012

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=304236

The "temporary" posts have been there for more than two months so far and it's so hard to believe that some still have close to another month before they expire. 

The posts are one situation where there is absolutely nothing that I can do, since the settings do not allow it. All I can really do is look at what anyone else can see of me, and accept that they can not only see it all, but also copy or download any of it. 

Even though I've surrendered all rights to those and all photos of me naked, it's not often when I literally have to stay exposed, and when it's only up to others how long I have to stay exposed there. There's no discussing it, no suggesting anything, no bargaining possible, or anything else besides remaining on display naked for anyone to see.

This is one time where the rights of others to keep me exposed naked for even more people to see is all encompassing, and where my only option is to stay exposed and be seen naked. 

Just after the posts became available, I would have bet quite a lot that they would only last for a couple weeks at the longest. I doubt I would have believed they'd be there even for a full month. I couldn't have been more wrong, and I would obviously have lost any bet.

Instead of finding the posts being nearly expired on my most recent look there, I see them no closer, if not further from expiring than they were when I last looked. 

                                                Status of posts as of September 15th, 2022

It's clear that I am helplessly exposed naked for as long as others wish for me to remain that way, so I can only accept their wishes.

Monthly (September) video on Facebook

 The video for the month of September is now publicly available on Facebook. The video was chosen by votes received in the poll: https://www.supersurvey.com/poll4236812x01b63125-133

On the Facebook page "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist"  https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd the video is available through the blue "Watch Now" button on the page.

On my personal page https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 the video is available through a public post containing a link to the video, and through a qr code which can be scanned. 

The video shows me masturbating naked with my legs above my head and cumming into my face and into my mouth. It's one of the videos I would most prefer not to be widely seen, especially by friends or people who know me, but no video can receive any special considerations. It was selected through voting and the poll results are always final.

A few images from the video and a link to the video:

                                      https://photos.app.goo.gl/i82Ajb7UctrrYZdz6

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For me this is a particularly humiliating video to be available so publicly and to friends and people who know me. In the days after it became clear that this video would be made available, I hoped for anything that might at least delay its availability, but no such thing happened. 

On top of that, a fairly close and long-time female friend discovered and followed the Facebook Exposure page, and are automatically notified about any posting. It's a pretty sure thing that they have already seen me naked and watched me masturbate in the previous months video. They will inevitably watch this months video due to receiving a notification about the update to the "Watch Now" button. They are also a Facebook friend, and friends and followers receive notifications for any posts on my personal page.

So far they have not contacted me directly about seeing me, but whether or not they ever do, they will or have already seen this months video of me.

Since other friends and an unknown number of others will inevitably watch this video of me, it can seem pointless at times for me to feel such humiliation due to any specific friend seeing it. This friend is especially well known, has spent a lot of time with me, and has known me for many years without ever seeing me naked or even being aware of my online exposure until recently. They are likely not to keep what they see of me to themselves, at least for long, which could lead to additional friends seeing me.

There is still some disbelief for me that this friend followed the Exposure page just as an extremely humiliating video of me was about to become available to so many others on Facebook, but there's nothing that can be done about it now or ever. 

I have just been completely and forever exposed to one more person who knows me, and they received almost immediate access to one video that is particularly humiliating for me for her and other friends to see.

Facebook Exposure Page reformat and update

 The Facebook page "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist" https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd has been reformatted by Facebook. 

A few things have changed there as a result, with one thing being that the "Watch Video" button is now the "Watch Now" button. The button continues to link to the "video of the month" that is chosen by poll results. https://www.supersurvey.com/poll4236812x01b63125-133

For several weeks before the reformatting, the means to "invite friends" was unenviable without any explanation, so several recently acquired friends were not sent invites to the page. This has been restored after the reformatting, but all prior invites had been removed. 

The simplest solution to identifying who had not yet been sent an invitation was for an invitation to be sent, or resent in many cases to more than a couple hundred Facebook friends. Any and all new friends will of course receive an invitation to the page upon or soon after becoming a Facebook friend, as it was before the invite option became temporarily unavailable. 

The reformatting only occurred on the Exposure page and had no effect on my personal page or any of its posts, including posts with links to the "video of the month".   

Each month when the video for the "Watch Now" button is updated, a post on my personal page is also added which contains a link to the video of the month and a qr code that when scanned links to the same video. These posts will remain even after the "Watch Now" video is updated each month, enabling viewing of the prior videos as well as remaining available through the search option on Facebook. https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

There is no tracking whatsoever for who watches the videos or even how many times they may have been watched or downloaded. I have no idea who watches them, but once they are linked by the button and in a public post on my personal page, there is no doubt at all that they are being watched and have been watched.

Below: An embed of the most recent public post on my personal Facebook page containing a link and a qr code to the video of the month. These posts will remain available there even after the month is over and a new post is created with with a new link and code to a different video.

So once a video becomes the video of the month there will always be a link to it in a public post on my personal page regardless of the current video of the month. All posts there are always permanent. https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

On a separate but related topic, it's been noticed that five prior classmates of mine have been followers of mine on the Quora site https://www.quora.com/profile/David-Steckel-1 One male and four females. This means that much or all of what was posted or shared by me there has been included in their homepage feed once they began following me. Since they are lower on the list of followers, they have been following me for some time now and are very likely to have seen responses that contain photos of me naked.

I hadn't paid the least bit of attention to who followed me there, at least since I first joined the site and did some initial exploring of the options there. I occasionally receive notifications of new followers, but I don't recall any notifications for a majority of those who follow me there, including these classmates.

These five classmates are all also Facebook friends, so it's likely that they had all seen photos if not also videos of me naked even before the Exposure page was created and before links to my exposure became public in posts on my personal Facebook page. 

Overall this is probably not significant, since my exposure would currently be available to them through Facebook whether they followed me on Quora or not. It's just a bit of a surprise for me to find that they have very likely been among the viewers of responses by me on Quora for quite some time, which include many responses that contain photos of me naked.

 

 

Images (of me) submitted by others

 A few others have used photos of me naked to create images, which they notified me about or sent to me. They were and are all fully aware of the photos public domain status and knew they had every right to use the photos. 

Since the images they created are their own property, their permission was given to include the images in public posts online.  This was not only recommended by the creators of the images, but preferred by them, Obviously information about those creators mustn't be revealed so as to ensure their privacy, but their created images of me can be publicly shared.

Although I tend not to ask where the photos of me were found and obtained, since that is mostly irrelevant and is not really any of my business, but in some cases it is mentioned to me where they were obtained. 

Monthly video updated - Facebook pages

 

 In accordance with the ongoing poll results at: https://www.supersurvey.com/poll4236812x01b63125-133 , the "Watch Video" button on the page: https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd has been updated with the video that received the most votes at the end of the month of July. A link and a qr code for the same video is also posted publicly on the personal page: https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75  The video will remain available on these pages until the next video update on September 1st, 2022. 

The qr code posts along with any links they contain will remain on the personal page even after future updates, even though updates to the "Watch Video" button also update all previous posts related to the button on the Exposure page. 

The August video that was most voted for and is now available on both pages is:

 https://photos.app.goo.gl/d7zhsSaetrjXX9keA

 

As usual. the video can be watched by anyone anonymously, and surely will be watched. I will then be seen naked and masturbating by all who view it.

Temporary Exposure Post? Updated 4th post

 A new exposure of me naked has become available at: https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=275968

 Like on some previously existing websites, several photos can be viewed, downloaded, and also extended by a day for an unlimited amount of time. There is also no ability to delete the photos or post unless the time runs out. 

All are invited to view the post, since all exposures of me naked are necessarily public.

Update: Second post available at: https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=277346&key=7d950009701d52cf45ae62cae3636a71

As mentioned in a comment on this post, I only recently discovered that a slightly different link for the posts will show that the option to remove any post has been removed, and that only when the time for all extensions runs out. The links that can show that and a code that can be scanned are:

Post 1: https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=275968

Post 2: https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=277346

Post 3: https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=283012

Those links should show that the posts can't be removed. They show that to me, so it should be the same for everyone else too. 

That does leave me with no option besides continuing to stay exposed there for as long people extend them for. That's unless the website does something like a previous but similar site did by purging their servers. I don't see that as being too likely to expect again on a different website.

Update: It seems that even the links that are supposed to show if there's a removal option or not show nothing about it. It appears that only posts made in the last few days will have a new formatting that doesn't apply to posts before that time. Other differences seem to be that web searches will be able to pick up any post there that lasts long enough. I don't know for sure, but I don't think that can happen to posts made earlier. 

The only other method to show there can be no removal is a screen shot of a version of the posts that only I seem to be able to see, at least aside from giving out the log-in information that gets me logged into the website. 

 

Update: A fourth post is now available. https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=304236

 

 This is one under the new settings for the website. There doesn't seem to be much difference in the actual posting except that a country flag is visible under the photos. 

Other differences are more hidden. 

One is that the post cannot be hidden from search engines like Google.

Another appears to be that all comments are now also extensions, probably only if a comment is made after an extension, since I'm not sure there could be more than one extension by one person. 

The new settings include an "Extreme" setting that automatically enables downloads, allows no option for removal, sets the original time for the post to one day, and automatically makes extensions be for one day, the maximum setting.

The settings for this newest post have that extreme setting. 

I don't know how or why Google or another search engine would include anything from a temporary exposure website, or how long that takes. Since this is the first posting of me under the new settings, I'll just have to see how it goes.