A Facebook page that's "me" but not me.

 I recently discovered an unusual page on Facebook. It's apparently me, but of course it is not me. The page has the same name as mine, and has the same profile photo as my own page although the photo has been edited a bit. As of now it has no other information, no posts, and few friends.

The page can be seen here:

https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100092194986774

Of course my real actual Facebook page is here:

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75/ 

I suppose that most people would mind or be bothered by finding a page on Facebook that appeared to be them, but I don't see any reason to mind. I actually consider it to be sort of funny that someone went through the trouble of creating the page and also downloading and editing my profile photo. At the most I'm curious about why they did it, but I'm not really able to care that they did. 

I considered sending a friend request to the page, but for now I don't want to interfere with whatever the point of the page is.

I suppose the page owner could contact or message some of my actual Facebook friends, but those friends would probably notice that they weren't currently Facebook friends with the person that contacted or messaged them. 

I doubt that is happening though, since the odds are good that a few friends would relate to me that someone appearing to be me contacted them.

If highly doubt that it could be the case, but if their intention was to somehow expose me or to send photos or videos of me naked to my Facebook friends or to anyone else, that would be entirely on them and not me.

My own Facebook friends and anyone else they want to are actually supposed to either be able to see me naked, or to actually see me naked. So in a way the one who owns the page has the right to do that if that was somehow their intention.

The appearance of the page is that it was created, then abandoned. Without an exceptionally good reason, I have to desire to interfere with the page, and it's creator is more or less free to do as they please with it.

 

Facebook post notifying friends to view me naked online.

 Anyone who has seen my Facebook page at: https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 may have seen posts there that enable my Facebook friends and followers to view something of my exposure naked online. Most of these posts contain an image or a code to scan, and a link. A Facebook notification would then go out to friends and followers, and at least some of them would surely then view it. Since these posts began to be posted, it has been suggested several times that something be posted that asks my friends and followers to view me naked online, but until now I have never felt able to just come right out and do that. 

I knew there were enough reasons for it to be done, but I still hesitated to do it. I did hide my exposure from them until recently, and it's been pointed out to me more than once that it's only right if they see me naked just as anyone else can.

I finally knew it was time to just do what had to be done. 

So a post was made that explains a little bit about why these friends and followers should see me naked. It felt too strange to just ask them to see me naked, so the post informs them about how my exposure was hidden from them, and that they have the right to see me naked if they care to see me naked. 

It also lets them know that they should share it with others they know, since they may know others who know me but who I am not connected to on Facebook.

The post can be seen on my Facebook page at: https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

and on the Facebook page at: https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd 

The content of the posts is:

Anyone who knows me here is probably already aware that I can be seen entirely without clothing being worn, and in some situations or positions that might amuse or entertain some others. Some may have already seen some of this for themselves, and if they have, they obviously have the right for it to remain anonymous.

There's no presumption that everyone would want to see what there is to be seen of me online, but it's there for anyone who might want to see it, anyone who's just curious about it, and when it's possible, for it to be downloadable for anyone to have, to re-post, or just to share in any way.

Some of what can be seen of me unclothed on the internet has been there for a while, and more was included later. It was always intentionally concealed from anyone who actually knew me in person in the past or present. Someone who knew me could still stumble upon something of me, but the odds were low for that to happen.

But the fact that total strangers could easily see me and watch videos of me online without me having any clothes on meant that they could see more of me, and be aware of more about me than people who actually knew me could. That might not actually be a deception, but if it's not then it's close to it.

Nothing can undo the original concealment, but it could at least be stopped. Anyone who knows me or knew me previously does have a right to see and know about whatever total strangers to me can already see and know. There's some humiliation for me that comes along with that, but that's just how it is.

Anyone with little or no real interest in seeing me without clothes on or doing some things without clothes on still might care to check it out a little, at least just to see what was attempted to remain concealed from them.

It's how I have to be seen if I am to be seen in an honest and accurate way.

Anyone who knows me should at least be aware of and know about what is online of me without clothes on, but it's more accurate if they actually see it for themselves. As much or as little as they choose to see.

For the purpose of honesty, anyone who knows me who is aware of or has seen anything of me online, might seriously want to consider sharing this with other people who might know me, or just with anyone at all who they know, so that it's as far from being a secret as it can get.

It's the only way for there to be any sort of compensation for the fact that the concealment ever occurred in the first place.

No one should feel any hesitation or guilt if they inform others or share it with others. Everything is already there to be seen or known about. Informing about it or sharing it is only directing someone to what's already accessible. Just honesty about me alone could make it the right thing to do, since nothing can be concealed once it's known about or once it has been seen.

I don't intend on reverting to concealment, but if somehow I would, it's best if the effort would be futile and pointless due to most others knowing about or having seen it all already.

I am who I am, and it's everyone's right to know who that is and to see it for themselves.

In the intro or "About me" section of my profile page, some links are available that might be useful.

The page: https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd can also be visited.

An unfiltered web search will provide additional results through searching either "David Steckel nude" or "David Steckel naked"

 

It seems likely that many Facebook friends and followers were already aware of my online exposure, and some have definitely already seen some of it for themselves. But the post may cause some of them who dismissed or never engaged with previous posts about my exposure to finally access or view it. 

The post may also enable some to dismiss and hesitation or guilt they may have about viewing me naked or for sharing my exposure to ensure that additional others are aware of it and see it. 

In any case, I am now irreversibly committed to being seen naked by more people who know me than ever, and even to those who might know me but who are not Facebook friends or contacts. 

Even though not many are likely to share my exposure with additional people, it shouldn't require too many of them to do it for me to be seen naked by a significant number of additional people who know me.  

More online exposure from unexpected source.

 A few days ago I received and email from an unrecognized email address. At first I assumed that it would be an email that had to be replied to, and that someone would soon be receiving the three signature images of me naked that are part of everything sent by me from that address. 

But the email seemed to be some group or organization, which made me think that I might not be exposed again because of it.

When i curiously opened the email, all I saw was this:

I recently found and watched a video of you at: https://clipchamp.com/watch/7lDRE2DQzKS I'm sure you deserved it and that you deserve for it to be watched very publicly, but what must be on your mind from knowing people you know are seeing it.   

The sender was listed as:

<anonymous@sendity.org>

 Once I realized it was an email sent anonymously, I knew I wouldn't need to reply to it, since I couldn't. But I saw the link in the message and knew right away that it just had to go to a video of me naked. I clicked the link to see which video it might be. 

The moment the page loaded I saw that the video was the one of me that's currently being featured on Facebook, where a lit cigarette is in my asshole and I'm tied and have to wait for it to burn down and punish my asshole. 

At first this made me anxious, since it was proof that someone had watched that video, and had sent the link to it to me. But I quickly realized that the video was there for anyone to watch and that it was only one more person who had now seen it. So I didn't think too much more about it afterwards.

But the very next day I saw that another email had been received from the same place. This one went even further by including the link to the same video, but also including a working link to the Dropbox full of photos and videos of me naked. 

I recently mentioned finding and watching a video of you at: https://clipchamp.com/watch/7lDRE2DQzKS I just came across your Dropbox where a lot of pics and videos of you can be seen and downloaded. https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fo/2yzbofrn4k2pdju7ncot5/h?rlkey=45zgt41wvnlrmoeoc7ft0a8sq&fbclid=IwAR0NWYvNjwTB-JBAxJTLTCQPvhx3DAnJZ4sWCpIG2-FI8z-OW9lBukXBapo&dl=0 As I said before, I'm sure you deserved what the video shows of you and that you deserve for it to be watched very publicly. Especially by people who know you. Since your Dropbox link is public and anyone can have pics and videos of you, maybe more people you know and people everywhere should see the pics and videos of you, and be able to download them for any use they might have for them. It's probably best for this email to be accessible to others, and it will be. You just won't know where that is or be able to change it. You're welcome for that.  

This email was sent anonymously using Sendity.
Please do not reply to this email, Your reply I will go nowhere

My attention was on the links in the message and not so much on the text of it, and I wondered what the point was for sending me links to my own exposure. 

But then I noticed that some of the text mentioned the email being accessible to others and how it would be. I felt some anxiety rising as I wondered what that meant. I didn't see any other recipients listed. I wondered if separate emails might have been sent to other people. 

When I tried visiting the site where the emails came from all I saw was a page for sending an email anonymously. I pondered it all for a while, but then I decided it wasn't worth trying to figure out since there was nothing I could do about it anyway.

For two more days everything seemed to be over with, with no more emails like that coming.

But then another email appeared in my inbox from the same location. This one was both more stunning and more confusing, since it contained my name, me email address in the actual message, a list of links to videos of me naked, and it even mentioned how three photos of me naked have to be in every email I send or reply to. I knew whoever it was had to be someone pretty familiar with me and with my online exposure naked. 

 

To: DaveS113065@gmail.com (David Steckel) Your online presence seems to be endless. So much that more of you keeps showing up. Just in the last day, these were came across. 

 https://clipchamp.com/watch/NFu3iNYGkHM 

  https://clipchamp.com/watch/giDZnaBrTXU 

 https://clipchamp.com/watch/2xwNOfJ6OZn 

 https://clipchamp.com/watch/LBl6TVZlcLI 

 https://clipchamp.com/watch/kaFLFQfdnAH?utm_source=share&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=watch 

 https://clipchamp.com/watch/9j7X0pU8YMw 

 And then there's this: "Without exception, all emails and replies sent from Daves113065@gmail.com must include the three signature images of David Steckel." Three very revealing images of you of course. There must be times when you dread that obligation. When you don't know who will be seeing you or when you really don't want someone to see you. But rules are rules which can't be changed due to feelings.

This email was sent anonymously using Sendity.
Please do not reply to this email, Your reply I will go nowhere

 

That was the stunning part. The confusing part is that it seemed like a lot of trouble to send all of that to me, since I would be the only one who could see it.

I was perplexed enough to go back to the website and to look at it a little better.

I still couldn't find anything that explained much. Then I noticed a few lines in a small box on the top right side of the page. When I clicked on it, a drop-down menu opened. As I read the options in it, my eyes focused on a line that said "Anonymous Wall". 

Assuming it was something that was only accessible to some sort of paid membership, I clicked on it without expecting to be able to access it. 

But a long page opened up with all kinds of random email messages that appeared to be sent to people anonymously. They were arranged by date and got older as the page was scrolled down. I clicked on one message and it opened up to show the whole message. It seemed like gibberish, so I closed it which returned me to the list page.

It began to occur to me that the emails sent to me might also be on the page somewhere, and as I started to scroll down to see if that was true, I know that I said out loud "No. It couldn't be. It can't be..."

But it was. Only a short scroll down and there was the last message to me. A further scroll down showed the other messages to me. 

Now I knew what was meant by "accessible to others". The emails came from someone who was anonymous, but what they contained was available to anyone who scrolled down that page. With videos of me, a Dropbox, and my full name and email address all being so available, and where it's anyone's guess at how many other people might see it all, I assumed there must be a way to hide or remove those messages. 

But there appears not to be any method or means for removing anything. As I sat back and realized there was not a single thing I could do about it, I couldn't ignore the fact that by the time I found that page, that some people had probably already seen the emails to me.

Then I thought "Maybe they won't last long there. Maybe the moderation for the site will remove them". 

But not so far. Their policy seems to be that only threats of violence get removed.  The site appears to be content just to leave the messages in place where users or visitors to the site are able to see them. I can only assume the sender of the emails knew that or wanted that. 

I am curious about who sent and posted the messages, but then I think about how I probably don't have a right to know that. 

But since the emails can be seen by anyone on that site, there's no point in it being withheld from anyone else.

The list page or wall page can be found at:

https://sendity.org/wall/ 

The three emails I received can be found at: (in the order they were received)

https://sendity.org/a-video-of-you/ 

https://sendity.org/re-a-video-of-you/

https://sendity.org/more-of-you/ 

For me there's not much to do except to wait and be seen with everyone being able to know my name and my email address. 

Some of the other emails I saw on the wall page seem to be from some not so nice or not so pleasant or polite people, so I don't know what I might expect once they click any of the links and end up seeing me naked. I'm a little, but not too concerned about that though. All I really expect to happen now is that more people will be seeing me naked, and will see me in some videos.

What I think about most is how, even if it was necessary, there really is nothing I can do about it, since rules for things like voyeurism and privacy rights do not apply to me. The sender must be aware of having the right to expose me as they wish. 

I suppose they do deserve some credit for their resourcefulness. 

They found and used a website that I'd never heard of before. 

They sent messages that I thought only I could see, but all along were visible to other people. 

They knew where to find things that showed me naked, and they basically made sure other people would see those things. 

They had to know that once the messages were sent to me, they would end up on a page where anyone could see them, and where I would have to leave them even if I found the page. 

So for now I'm just waiting as people using the site see me, and waiting to see if anything more than that results from it that would be known to me. 

I already realize that I will never know how many people will have seen me naked because of it all. There's always the contrast of how the ability to see me naked is so public, and how everyone who sees me naked can always see me anonymously and privately.

 

Video for December 2023 available to Facebook friends and more.

 The video for December of 2023 that is now available for viewing by Facebook friends and by others happens to be one that would preferably have remained obscure and mostly unseen. But its absence from public view has not gone unnoticed by at least some people. Because it's a public video just as all of the others of me naked are public videos, when asked about its absence for viewing by Facebook friends, the answer would be that it is coming soon. 

Even when that was said, I knew that I did not want others to see the video, and especially not for it to be seen by people who know me. But if it was not available, then it meant that what was said was untrue, and also that a public video was being kept from or concealed from those with the right to see it.

The video can be seen at: https://clipchamp.com/watch/7lDRE2DQzKS

The posts on Facebook can be seen by Facebook members on the pages 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75  

and 

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

The video shows me completely naked and helplessly tied to a bed in a bent over position. My wrists are tied separately to the rail below the far side of the bed and my legs are tied in a spread apart position. My bare ass and my balls are clearly visible, and my asshole is at least partly visible. But the worst part is that the filter end of a lit cigarette is stuck in my asshole, which has already burned much of the way down as the video begins.

The title of the video is "David Steckel endures a hot-butt punishment" and I'm seen becoming more and more desperate as this "punishment" begins to occur. 

The preference for the video to not be seen publicly is not due to me being seen naked and exposed in it, since I will always be seen naked publicly anyway. I think it's due more to the fact that the video shows my asshole being "punished" and because I'm totally restrained, all I can do is wait there being watched as it starts to happen and during the whole time it's happening. In spite of what some of the text in the video says, it never left my mind entirely that people were going to be seeing everything. They would see me tied up and stuck bent over naked and with a lit cigarette stuck in my asshole. They would see me have to leave the lit cigarette there because there was no way for me to reach it or to remove it. They would see how my asshole held the cigarette there so that the ember would reach my asshole and then even stay in contact with my asshole for as long as it existed. 

Once the ember was very close to my asshole, they would see me start to squirm as it was felt. Once the ember reached my asshole, they would see me squirming, kicking my legs and feet, and fidgeting as much as my restraints would allow. They might even also be able to hear me whining and moaning as I endured what was going on in my asshole behind me. At the time I felt pretty sure that I had taken it rather stoically and that I had not really made any sounds. When I did see the video later, I found out that I could be heard whimpering even though I had not realized I had been doing it.

I had not wanted to put on any sort of show, and I tried not to show any reaction, but the point came when I just could not help it. I think even at the time my main thought over everything else was that it would be humiliating when everyone saw me like that. I knew that by the time the restraints were removed, the video might already be public somewhere on the internet. I knew that the point was for it to end up online in places where I had no way to remove it even if I tried, and in places and in front of people that I did not know about. 

For about a month afterwards I was told that the video had been posted on at least a dozen websites, but the two others who said they made the posts would not tell me what the sites were or how to fund them. I was basically told that it was so that a lot of other people would see the video before I even knew where it was posted or how much it was being viewed. 

Once one posting of the video was said to have reached five thousand views I was told how to find it. When I tried to find it though, I found out that to see it I would have to join the site and pay a large membership fee to be able to access the video there. It turned out to be a bondage and S and M website that specialized in a certain kind of video like the one I was shown in. At the time I could not afford the membership fee. I could see a listing for the video that included a title with my full name and a single screenshot image of me bent over a bed with my ass exposed, but clicking to try to play it or to see more about it brought up a box for joining the website and paying the fee. I had to give up on trying to get to the video there even though the huge number of members that the site had could all see the video of me whenever they wanted to. 

When I related this fact to the one who posted the video there, they said it was a shame that I couldn't see the stats and comments on the video, since it was receiving even more views that they had hoped for and some of the comments included things that seemed impossible to be done with an asshole, but were talked about being done to my asshole. I was told that a huge amount of cum was being shot out while I was being watched in the video.

Considering what some viewers might want to do with my asshole was enough to make my asshole tighten up a little bit involuntarily, but luckily my asshole had completely recovered from its ordeal by then. 

I knew that the best thing I could do is to try not to think about the video, about how many places online where I might be ending up, who might be seeing it, and what some viewers of it wanted to do with my asshole after seeing the video. For a while I mostly succeeded in that, until the one who posted the video on that website sent me a screenshot of the video page that site members had access to. The comments section was not dropped down, so no comments were visible, but the view count had risen to above 92,000 views. 

I could not believe that the video had so many views on one single website that wasn't even a free website. I told myself that some people probably just watched the video a lot of times, but I knew that even if that was true a whole lot of people still must be watching the video. 

After that the video was discussed or mentioned less and less, until it seemed forgotten about at least to me. I found myself preferring for the video to just slip through the cracks and fade away. I knew that it would stay posted wherever it was posted, since the video had been included when all photos and videos of me naked had become a part of the public domain. This meant I could never seek or ask for its removal from anywhere that it had been posted by anyone. I just planned to not increase or further its display online, or to draw more attention to it.

That worked at least as well as I had hoped it would until a video of me naked began being offered for viewing each month on the Facebook page "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist", and then shared on my own personal Facebook page so that friends and followers would see it.

It wasn't long at all before I started being contacted through anonymous emails asking when the "ass punishment" video would be shown to everyone on Facebook. I still don't know if it was all one person doing the asking or if it was more than one person, since the sources of the messages are often different. I would reply that it would be soon, while I tried to figure a way to avoid having the video end up where so many people who know me would see it and where anyone else would be free to watch it. 

I knew that besides for the humiliation it would cause me, that there was no reason I could ever come up with for why the video wasn't shown to everyone. Since my humiliation is never a factor, and is often even more of a reason for a posting rather than less of a reason, I knew the video had to be seen by everyone at some point. No matter what, I was going to be seen tied naked while my asshole was "punished", and that it would include being seen by people who knew me. 

So when I was recently contacted again about when the video would be shown to everyone on Facebook, I said that it would be by the end of the year. Since it's December at this time, there is no more time for delay left for me. 

So the video is currently available through a post on the Facebook Exhibitionist page, and that post has been shared on my personal Facebook page. The video will be watched for sure by Facebook members that include people who know me and friends, and by now that has already started to happen. 

Since I can't fool myself into believing that no one will bother to watch the video, I'm left to just reminding myself that the video does belong to everyone and that it's everyone's right to see it. 

A screenshot from the video:

The same screenshot image but with the cigarette circled:

 This is how friends, people who know me, and how many others will see me and are already seeing me. But I do know that I have to be seen this way, because a public video that legally and legitimately belongs to everyone cannot be hidden.

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