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Tuesday, December 12, 2023

Video for December 2023 available to Facebook friends and more.

 The video for December of 2023 that is now available for viewing by Facebook friends and by others happens to be one that would preferably have remained obscure and mostly unseen. But its absence from public view has not gone unnoticed by at least some people. Because it's a public video just as all of the others of me naked are public videos, when asked about its absence for viewing by Facebook friends, the answer would be that it is coming soon. 

Even when that was said, I knew that I did not want others to see the video, and especially not for it to be seen by people who know me. But if it was not available, then it meant that what was said was untrue, and also that a public video was being kept from or concealed from those with the right to see it.

The video can be seen at: https://clipchamp.com/watch/7lDRE2DQzKS

The posts on Facebook can be seen by Facebook members on the pages 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75  

and 

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

The video shows me completely naked and helplessly tied to a bed in a bent over position. My wrists are tied separately to the rail below the far side of the bed and my legs are tied in a spread apart position. My bare ass and my balls are clearly visible, and my asshole is at least partly visible. But the worst part is that the filter end of a lit cigarette is stuck in my asshole, which has already burned much of the way down as the video begins.

The title of the video is "David Steckel endures a hot-butt punishment" and I'm seen becoming more and more desperate as this "punishment" begins to occur. 

The preference for the video to not be seen publicly is not due to me being seen naked and exposed in it, since I will always be seen naked publicly anyway. I think it's due more to the fact that the video shows my asshole being "punished" and because I'm totally restrained, all I can do is wait there being watched as it starts to happen and during the whole time it's happening. In spite of what some of the text in the video says, it never left my mind entirely that people were going to be seeing everything. They would see me tied up and stuck bent over naked and with a lit cigarette stuck in my asshole. They would see me have to leave the lit cigarette there because there was no way for me to reach it or to remove it. They would see how my asshole held the cigarette there so that the ember would reach my asshole and then even stay in contact with my asshole for as long as it existed. 

Once the ember was very close to my asshole, they would see me start to squirm as it was felt. Once the ember reached my asshole, they would see me squirming, kicking my legs and feet, and fidgeting as much as my restraints would allow. They might even also be able to hear me whining and moaning as I endured what was going on in my asshole behind me. At the time I felt pretty sure that I had taken it rather stoically and that I had not really made any sounds. When I did see the video later, I found out that I could be heard whimpering even though I had not realized I had been doing it.

I had not wanted to put on any sort of show, and I tried not to show any reaction, but the point came when I just could not help it. I think even at the time my main thought over everything else was that it would be humiliating when everyone saw me like that. I knew that by the time the restraints were removed, the video might already be public somewhere on the internet. I knew that the point was for it to end up online in places where I had no way to remove it even if I tried, and in places and in front of people that I did not know about. 

For about a month afterwards I was told that the video had been posted on at least a dozen websites, but the two others who said they made the posts would not tell me what the sites were or how to fund them. I was basically told that it was so that a lot of other people would see the video before I even knew where it was posted or how much it was being viewed. 

Once one posting of the video was said to have reached five thousand views I was told how to find it. When I tried to find it though, I found out that to see it I would have to join the site and pay a large membership fee to be able to access the video there. It turned out to be a bondage and S and M website that specialized in a certain kind of video like the one I was shown in. At the time I could not afford the membership fee. I could see a listing for the video that included a title with my full name and a single screenshot image of me bent over a bed with my ass exposed, but clicking to try to play it or to see more about it brought up a box for joining the website and paying the fee. I had to give up on trying to get to the video there even though the huge number of members that the site had could all see the video of me whenever they wanted to. 

When I related this fact to the one who posted the video there, they said it was a shame that I couldn't see the stats and comments on the video, since it was receiving even more views that they had hoped for and some of the comments included things that seemed impossible to be done with an asshole, but were talked about being done to my asshole. I was told that a huge amount of cum was being shot out while I was being watched in the video.

Considering what some viewers might want to do with my asshole was enough to make my asshole tighten up a little bit involuntarily, but luckily my asshole had completely recovered from its ordeal by then. 

I knew that the best thing I could do is to try not to think about the video, about how many places online where I might be ending up, who might be seeing it, and what some viewers of it wanted to do with my asshole after seeing the video. For a while I mostly succeeded in that, until the one who posted the video on that website sent me a screenshot of the video page that site members had access to. The comments section was not dropped down, so no comments were visible, but the view count had risen to above 92,000 views. 

I could not believe that the video had so many views on one single website that wasn't even a free website. I told myself that some people probably just watched the video a lot of times, but I knew that even if that was true a whole lot of people still must be watching the video. 

After that the video was discussed or mentioned less and less, until it seemed forgotten about at least to me. I found myself preferring for the video to just slip through the cracks and fade away. I knew that it would stay posted wherever it was posted, since the video had been included when all photos and videos of me naked had become a part of the public domain. This meant I could never seek or ask for its removal from anywhere that it had been posted by anyone. I just planned to not increase or further its display online, or to draw more attention to it.

That worked at least as well as I had hoped it would until a video of me naked began being offered for viewing each month on the Facebook page "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist", and then shared on my own personal Facebook page so that friends and followers would see it.

It wasn't long at all before I started being contacted through anonymous emails asking when the "ass punishment" video would be shown to everyone on Facebook. I still don't know if it was all one person doing the asking or if it was more than one person, since the sources of the messages are often different. I would reply that it would be soon, while I tried to figure a way to avoid having the video end up where so many people who know me would see it and where anyone else would be free to watch it. 

I knew that besides for the humiliation it would cause me, that there was no reason I could ever come up with for why the video wasn't shown to everyone. Since my humiliation is never a factor, and is often even more of a reason for a posting rather than less of a reason, I knew the video had to be seen by everyone at some point. No matter what, I was going to be seen tied naked while my asshole was "punished", and that it would include being seen by people who knew me. 

So when I was recently contacted again about when the video would be shown to everyone on Facebook, I said that it would be by the end of the year. Since it's December at this time, there is no more time for delay left for me. 

So the video is currently available through a post on the Facebook Exhibitionist page, and that post has been shared on my personal Facebook page. The video will be watched for sure by Facebook members that include people who know me and friends, and by now that has already started to happen. 

Since I can't fool myself into believing that no one will bother to watch the video, I'm left to just reminding myself that the video does belong to everyone and that it's everyone's right to see it. 

A screenshot from the video:



The same screenshot image but with the cigarette circled:


 This is how friends, people who know me, and how many others will see me and are already seeing me. But I do know that I have to be seen this way, because a public video that legally and legitimately belongs to everyone cannot be hidden.


Davidttthttteckelend

Thursday, September 15, 2022

Temporary exposure not so temporary

 I often forget for a few days about the four posts exposing me on the exxxpose.me website, and I don't always get around to checking on them even when I do remember them. 

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=275968

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=277346

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=283012

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=304236

The "temporary" posts have been there for more than two months so far and it's so hard to believe that some still have close to another month before they expire. 

The posts are one situation where there is absolutely nothing that I can do, since the settings do not allow it. All I can really do is look at what anyone else can see of me, and accept that they can not only see it all, but also copy or download any of it. 

Even though I've surrendered all rights to those and all photos of me naked, it's not often when I literally have to stay exposed, and when it's only up to others how long I have to stay exposed there. There's no discussing it, no suggesting anything, no bargaining possible, or anything else besides remaining on display naked for anyone to see.

This is one time where the rights of others to keep me exposed naked for even more people to see is all encompassing, and where my only option is to stay exposed and be seen naked. 

Just after the posts became available, I would have bet quite a lot that they would only last for a couple weeks at the longest. I doubt I would have believed they'd be there even for a full month. I couldn't have been more wrong, and I would obviously have lost any bet.

Instead of finding the posts being nearly expired on my most recent look there, I see them no closer, if not further from expiring than they were when I last looked. 




                                                Status of posts as of September 15th, 2022

It's clear that I am helplessly exposed naked for as long as others wish for me to remain that way, so I can only accept their wishes.





Wednesday, January 13, 2021

Seen naked by another Facebook friend

This is an update related to the post: https://davidsteckelnakedandexposed.blogspot.com/2020/12/first-known-exposure-to-facebook-contact.html

One more Facebook friend has chosen to inform me that they've seen me online naked. I first learned of it when they sent me a message on Facebook messenger. A while later they sent me an email where they said they had used the links on my Facebook page to see me. This person and I have known each other since high school. They mentioned that they had clicked all of the links and that they spent a couple days looking at everything before they decided to contact me about seeing me.

 https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

Since I received the message on Facebook messenger first, and it included a photo of me that more than proved they'd seen me naked, I wasn't quite sure what to think about it. Their short comment seemed to be more on the positive side, but the message did remind me of just how easily those who know me can see me naked. 

Recently I've received quite a few notifications from other friends who very rarely send me anything. These notifications don't mention anything about seeing me naked, but they do seem arbitrary and coincidental. I'm unsure about whether they really are just notifications that happened to come close to the same time from people who rarely send me any notifications, or if those friends have seen me naked and are unwilling or too uncomfortable saying so. It just seems strange that they suddenly sent something to me. I guess that will remain unknown since there's no way to know for sure unless they mention it themselves, and there's also nothing I can do about it.

A screenshot of the message received on Facebook messenger is shown below. Since the privacy of this friend needs to be protected, anything identifying them has been blacked out. It's provided so that those who wanted to be informed about how or when I was seen naked by friends can know of and be assured that I am being seen.



This friend did ask me what other friends have said to me when they saw me naked, and I could only say that only one other friend had mentioned seeing me. They didn't mention any names, but I can't help but wonder if they know of others who have seen me or whether they found out about the links from someone else or found them on their own. 

I know I can only accept being seen naked and on display naked by friends and people who know me, but most of the time I can almost convince myself that no one is bothering to click the links. When someone does and then tells me about it, it becomes very real for me all over again. 

This friend had said they looked at everything of me naked, but I have to admit that it was stunning to see a photo of me sent by them that shows me naked with my ass cheeks spread and with my asshole displayed. It told me right away that someone I've known for years had definitely seen me displayed that way.

I do accept that I have to be seen that way by friends, but I'm still seeing that accepting something and being prepared for it aren't always the same thing. I know I have no choice but to do both though.

It wasn't mentioned by the friend which site they got the photo of me from, but this is obviously the photo they chose to send.


 

It's been pointed out to me that in the last post made it was mentioned about the female friend of mine on Facebook whose email address is listed in the comments section of the Google photo album https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 but that I failed to task for the privilege of a viewer submitting the album link to her, so that she is sure to see my exposure and of course for me to endure the humiliation that would result. As it was mentioned in previous posts, I am blocked from viewing the photo album and I still have no idea which female friend this might be. So, please, if at all possible, view this friends email address somewhere in the comments of the album, and then please submit the album link to her by email. Thank you.




Sunday, December 27, 2020

No questioning any aspects of my exposure naked

 It seems that I keep having to do this, but I've gotten myself into some trouble over asking a question about a comment in a previous post. I owe all viewers of my exposure and voters in the poll an apology for my actions.

https://davidsteckelnakedandexposed.blogspot.com/2020/12/exposure-to-facebook-friends-update.html

https://www.poll-maker.com/poll3242987x72cf4612-100 

I didn't see my question as interference in my online exposure naked, but it wasn't what I asked that was the issue. The fact that I asked anything at all is what ended up being the issue. 

What I did was, when I saw a comment from my contract holder asking others to visit a Google photo album, find a comment there that offered the email address of a some friend of mine, and then share the link to the album with them, I asked which friend it was.

Since I'm blocked from viewing the album myself, I couldn't see which friend it might be. My curiosity and a little bit of anxiety over this possible humiliation got the better of me and I convinced myself that my asking would be harmless. When someone anonymously commented and called my comment into question, I began to think that my asking a question was a mistake.

I knew for sure that I'd been wrong to ask when the person who holds my exposure contract actually commented there as well. They more or less publicly reprimanded me for asking my question. Later, they send me an email that detailed how and why my question had been such an issue.

I was told in no uncertain terms that when anyone does or says anything about exposing me in any way, that it's not my place to question it at all. My exposure only concerns those who desire to see me exposed, those who choose to expose me, and those who view my exposure. My only part is to be the object of exposure and to be seen naked. 

There is to be no difference between my exposure to random people online and my exposure naked to people who know me or who are friends. My own feelings or opinions about this are not relevant. The exposure contract does make a lot of this clear, and my recent punishment of being exposed to Facebook contacts through links has removed any rights I may have still retained for keeping my online exposure hidden and concealed from people who know me. I didn't factor those two things together when I asked my question. 

Due to my question, I now know that this still unidentified friend must absolutely have my exposure shared with them. I know this means they have to see my naked and see that I am exposed online for anyone to see. I also know there is no way to prevent this anymore.

I was surprised when I found out that they aren't to be notified about my exposure by me until I found out why. One reason for this was so that I wont know when this friend first sees me exposed naked, which will allow them to view me naked without me being aware of it unless they choose to tell me about it after they've seen me. Another reason is so that this friend will know that I am unaware of them seeing me naked, which cannot happen if they are notified of my exposure by me. They can then be free to view me at their leisure and share my exposure with others all without any concerns that I know anything about it. For those reasons, only a random or anonymous person is asked to share my exposure with this friend of mine.

As my penalty for asking a question, and for showing that I still need to learn my place in my exposure, I am required to ask the assistance of others in sharing my exposure with this friend either until this friend informs me of having seen me naked, or until someone notifies me that they have shared the link to the Google photo album with this friend. This has to begin here and now.

Please visit this Google photo album at: https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6

Please locate the comment with this friend's email address and just send them the link to the album.  Please allow them to see what their friend has deceptively kept concealed from them until now. Thank you.

                                     Visit the Google photo album to view the full email address. 

                                                     Until the friend of David Steckel views him naked and exposed,

                                                     the friend's email address and their identity must remain concealed

                                                     from  David Steckel. Please submit the Google photo album limk

                                                     to this friend of David Steckel's by email. Thank you.






 

I've also learned that the poll was been updated to be more accurate. I was told that the poll was unchangeable and not able to be altered or closed, but I know better than to question how it has now been updated. I just know that the voting results have made it clear that I will remain exposed to Facebook contacts permanently through links to my exposure being public in my intro there. 

This seems to be a slower and random process for exposing me to people who know me, while having this friend seeing my exposure is more definite and instant once my exposure is shared with them. I do understand though that I cannot do anything about either one of those things.

Sunday, November 15, 2020

David Steckel naked and indentified

 A minor issue that was pointed out to me some time ago, which is that in some photos of me naked, I am unable to be identified. The reason for this is that some photos show my naked body in some way without my face being visible, either because the photo shows my lower body or the photo shows me from behind.

Since photos of me are already on many websites, many of which I am positive that are unknown to me, there is really no way to correct the issue completely. I was recently informed though, that in as many photos as possible of the sort described, that I need to be identified through a photo inset of my face.

The laborious task of finding and adding a face photo was begun, but part way through it I was further informed that I also needed to be identified by name as well. This meant starting over and adding what was necessary for anyone seeing the photos to be able to identify me by face and by name.

After some additional time, some of these photos now contain the necessary identification of me and are included here. As always, the photos are public domain and free for any and all uses.