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Showing posts with label exhibitionist. Show all posts
Showing posts with label exhibitionist. Show all posts

Thursday, June 22, 2023

Am I sufficiently exposed to those around me?

 One of the things that most who contact me are curious about relates to whether people around me and who know me personally have viewed my online naked exposure, and if so, how did they react or respond?

In the earlier days of my online exposure, some care was taken to limit the chances that anyone who knew me would come across or view me naked on the internet. When asked by anyone whether those around me had seen my exposure, the response was generally no or at least probably not. Quite a few others who asked and were told this were noticeably disappointed and even displeased by this fact. In a few cases, I was even given what would best be called a reprimand for being so openly exposed to countless people online, while practicing an ongoing "deception" on those who knew me. 

In effect I was told several times by different people that an exhibitionist cannot pick and choose an audience, and that my online exposure needed to be equally available to both known and unknown people alike. Still others stated that my exposure needed be presented to an even greater extent to those around me than it was to strangers, since those who knew me had the right to see the full and true depiction of me. The word "deception" was not always used, but the definition and the description was basically the same.

An effort was made to ensure that my real full name was always somehow included with any online exposure of me. This would clearly make it easier for those who knew me to discover and view my exposure online. Although some others did see this as a positive step, it was still deemed by some to be not enough.

Of course I knew all of the was true and correct, but just to be sure, a poll was created asking whether my exposure did need to be readily available for those who know me to see. The end result of that poll was more than clear. A majority of more than 17 to 1 stated that those who knew me did need to be able to easily find and view the online photos and videos of me naked. 

At that point I did resign myself to the fact that my online exposure did have to be easily available, if not even presented to those who knew me personally. It seemed pretty sure that some who knew me had already found and viewed my exposure, but that "some" would now become "many". 

The first step towards this was for a page on Facebook to be created that would inform others who knew me, as well as others, about my online exposure, and as much as permitted there, to potentially direct people who know me towards finding and seeing it.

The page is titled "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist" and the link to it is:

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd/

Just to help ensure that people who know me will find and view the page, a link to it is on my personal Facebook page, and occasionally a post there will include the link.

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 

Also, most Facebook friends have been invited directly to the Exposure page using an invite option on that page. Not many have responded to the invite, but some clearly did since they gave the page a "like". It's fair to assume that many more visited the page and viewed what's there but without interacting with it in any way that's visible. 

 

Edit: This Facebook page prominently displays a blue "Watch Now" button that always links to a video of me naked where I will be seen performing some act. A specific video will be linked to the button for approximately 30 days in order for enough time to be provided for others to view the video. On or around the 1st day of each month, a different video of me naked will be "featured" through the button. This cycle will repeat for as long as the page exists.

Posts will occasionally be made on the page itself, as well as on my personal Facebook page that inform others of the button and direct them towards finding and clicking the button, where they can then watch the current video. All Facebook friends who have notifications enabled will be notified automatically about each post, and the posts will be visible to any and all other viewers of either Facebook page.

The "Watch Now" button appears as:


On other sites, such as https://www.quora.com/ when a friend or known person is found there, they will be followed by me so that they will become aware of my profile page there. My profile information there contains information that will allow them to find and view my online exposure. 

https://www.quora.com/profile/David-Steckel-1 

On Twitter, the same process is followed. If or when any known person is found to be on Twitter, they will be "followed" so that my own page there can be found and viewed. On Twitter my exposure can be seen directly on the page, as well as containing links to sites further exposing me naked, including videos that are too large for posting on Twitter.

https://twitter.com/davidsteckel1

And finally, a page exists that contains links to most basic sites where I am exposed naked.

https://allmylinks.com/daves113065 

A link to this page is "pinned" as the top post on both the Exposure Facebook page and my personal Facebook page, among other places. 

It should be fairly easy now for those who know me to find and view photos and videos of me naked online, and for additional people who know me to continue to find and view my exposure. 

Of course if anyone has an ideas or suggestions for how my exposure might be made easier for those who know me personally to find and view my exposure online, their input could be useful. Any input could be sent by email to DaveS113065@yahoo.com or to DaveS113065@gmail. com.

If remaining anonymous is preferred, an anonymous message can be left at:

https://secret.viralsachxd.com/91c89b4db 

Also, although I do not contact those who know me personally for the purpose of notifying them about my exposure, or send anything exposing me directly to them, anyone with the desire and the ability to personally notify anyone who knows me of my online exposure, or to share it with them has the absolute right to do so, without exception. 

Most sites mentioned above also contain a link to a Dropbox that contains nearly every photo and video of me naked, as is most likely the easiest and most efficient means to view my naked exposure

https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fo/wfmphkwngcoupqqgcu3gs/h?dl=0&fbclid=IwAR0moLhwqMdlcNRq5Z_9HwejBmZYOR4ugr4EC_9Z21tMUMMhX8vjFhs7gmY&rlkey=vlsxkdsydbclkpnegdz9xhobs 

It's realistic that not everyone who knows me personally would have an interest to see me naked online or have a desire to see me naked, but it does seem that they have every right to be aware of my exposure and to view it to whatever extent they might want to. 

Regardless of whether I might not want to be seen naked by any specific person who knows me, there really isn't any way to justify being seen naked by thousands of others while not also being seen naked by people who know me. To be truly exposed publicly and in the public domain, it does seem to require also being seen naked by everyone around me and to people who know me in any way.

 



Friday, December 23, 2022

One more (post) before 2023

 One more post seems in order to relay some updates, mostly for my nightly exposure. Some are aware of it already, but for anyone who doesn't know, every night I have to sleep naked, without covers or covering, with lights on, and with the window blind raised enough for anyone outside or nearby to be able to see me. 

The requirement is for me to masturbate in bed at least once each night, also in possible view through the window. Requests have been made for slight alterations to this, and this update is to relate some of them and what is being or will be done about it soon.

One thing is for others to be able to see through the internet that I am being exposed each night, so that I can be seen or watched by anyone, and so anyone can confirm at any time that I am exposed in bed and while asleep. A streaming service or site of some kind was suggested, so one will be found or utilized if possible. It will be free if possible so that there is no cost for seeing and confirming my nightly exposure. If and when a free streaming site is found, all information necessary to access it will be made available. I tend to go to be between 11 pm and 12 am Eastern Standard time most nights, and the streaming would begin when I got into bed and end when I got up in the morning. Until a site is found and set up, there's not much more to relate about it yet.

It has been requested that I not masturbate for a period of time, which would undoubtedly mean I would go to bed horny, and likely cause me to thrust myself against the mattress or hump the bed while asleep or nearly asleep. Since it seems that it's desired for anyone seeing me through my window to see this, and would be possible for anyone watching the stream to see this, I will abstain completely from masturbating for a week or so once things are set up where I can be observed in bed naked online. This is not intended to be avoiding ir ignoring my requirement, but only a temporary alteration to it. It will happen once, but it's unknown if it will be repeated. Time will probably tell.

One other request is for me to wear something to bed that might cause some increased arousal for me while sleeping, such as something that will stimulate me. Since I'm required to be and remain naked and exposed at night, wearing anything doesn't seem permissible. The requirements don't seem to allow me to just decide to wear anything in bed at night. The only solution might be if what I wore left me still nearly naked and offered little or no real concealment. Something may have been found that might qualify, and will take some time to obtain through an online purchase. In the meantime, photos of this will be submitted to allow feedback on whether this can be something permissible to wear in bed at night.

Here are some images of what it might look like, although until the actual item arrives it can't be known for sure.


 

Obviously in front, the rings are meant to hold the penis. I appears that in back, all that would show would really be the waist strip, since the rest would be hidden between butt cheeks. If this violates the requirement for me to be completely naked, then it can be related in a comment. Also, if it's allowable and permissible, that can be related too. Wearing them may also be temporary, going along with me refraining from masturbating, but not much about it is able to be decided by me. It's something for those who want to see me exposed, or who just want me exposed in general to decide. 

It's also only right if I mention that it is to be exceptionally cold even here in Central Florida over the next week or so. My small room heater is older and not very efficient during such cold temperatures, A new, better heater is due to arrive any day now, but until then it may get too cold to remain completely naked and uncovered all night. I will attempt to fulfill my requirement for remaining exposed but it may not be possible for the entire night. 

Many neighbors are coming and going more than usual at night, and seem to have guests over who stay later, probably due to the holiday, and I know that being exposed for them to possibly see me is part of my requirement, so I will remain exposed at night until it's too cool or cold to do so. I only mention this because unless I do, I'm basically breaking a requirement and without seeming to have a reason for it. It's also likely that it will only be for one or two nights, since the new heater should arrive by then. I'm almost sure that by New Years Eve the heater should eliminate any need for covering or concealing my exposure. I almost wish otherwise, since I feel quite sure that I'm going to be seen naked by a few nearby people and some of their guests or friends on the night of New Years Eve. That's separate from any who have already seen me or who may be watching my window waiting for me to get into bed naked. 

Please offer your thoughts or opinions on the article of cloth and whether or not it's something permissible for me to wear while exposed in bed.

Of course updates will follow soon.

ADD ON: December 26th, 2022

Currently and for the time being, using an app to access my laptop and its camera are the only way for anyone to see, once I'm in bed for the night, that I am naked, with lights on, and being exposed through an uncovered window. Once a new and separate webcam is obtained, the camera will provide a view of me along with the uncovered window. For now the camera on the laptop only provides a view from directly next to the window. Anyone looking in will see mostly what the camera would show. For the moment it is the only way to verify that I my requirement is being fulfilled. 

Although the resolution on the camera on my laptop is low, and the videos are grainy, some video has been taken during my required nightly exposure from next to the window. The videos present me performing my required masturbation. One is from the middle of the night and the other is roughly at dawn. The videos can verify to some extent that my required exposure is occurring. They also might verify the low quality video that my laptop camera produces. Videos will be uploaded here once compressed, due to limits on file size for uploaded videos. The apps enabling me to be seen exposed at night and enable verification that I am exposed are:

Teamviewer address: 1 054 262 400 Password: Nakedandexposed1
Anydesk address: 990 573 524 Password: Showmystuff1


                                                Masturbating in early a.m. while exposed

 

                                             Exposed masturbating at dawn
                                          

                                                          window at night
                                    


                                                window during daytime


Wednesday, December 14, 2022

Last Exposure update of 2022

 With just over two weeks left in the year, 2023 will begin with me as exposed online as ever, if not more.

I continue to be exposed to Facebook friends and to random others through two pages on Facebook. 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd 

On the "Newd" page, another video of me naked continues to be featured through a "Watch Now" or "Watch Video" button (apparently depending on whether the page is accessed by PC or phone). Each video is available from the first day to the last of each month, leaving a good amount of time for others to view it.

On my personal Facebook page, each month a post is added with a link to that months video and with a qr code that can be scanned and also goes to the video.

When the video for the button changes, the posts on my personal page remain even after a new post with a new link is added. Anyone viewing and scrolling down my personal Facebook page has access to posts with links to previous months videos. With each post there, friends are likely to receive an automatic notification about it. Some are likely to ignore the notification, but some are sure to see the post and click the link in it and see the video of me naked. The reason the posts have to be made each month though, is to make sure friends and people who know me do see the video each month.

Voting has slowed down to almost nothing in the poll for deciding which video of me will be featured next, but many videos did receive one or more votes. Many have tie votes. Videos that received the highest vote count first are featured in case of a tie vote, followed by the others in later months.

https://www.supersurvey.com/poll4236812x01b63125-133 

Coming up in January of 2023, another tie vote situation will occur unless one or the other videos involved receives another vote in the meantime. One is of me masturbating naked on the floor next to an open door, and the other shows me inserting a marker into my ass before masturbating. The masturbating on the floor video received its vote count just barely before the insertion video did, which would make it the video for January. The insertion video would them be featured during February. Some anonymous comments on posts, which may be from one person or more than one, first questioned why the video wasn't in the poll to be voted on. At the time it was had not yet been rotated into the poll but has been since then. The video did immediately receive a vote and soon tied with the other video. 

Recently an anonymous comment on an older post inquired about why the video wasn't being featured yet due to having enough votes for it. I explained that it was likely to be featured in February and why, which they pointed out was a short month. They said they wanted it featured on a longer month to give people a couple more days to watch it. They made it clear that they really want people to see that video of me. 

I know it's inevitable that the video will be featured soon in any case. I know that whenever that happens, that I will feel humiliated because absolutely anyone can watch it, and that it will be watched for sure by who knows how many people, which is sure to include people who know me due to the corresponding post for it that will be on my personal page. 

I know switching the videos makes very little difference, since both are going to be featured and seen probably on consecutive months, which makes my urge to delay the insertion video seem pointless. Following the usual selection process for videos would delay the insertion video for a month, but at least one person really wants it to be seen sooner and for a few days longer than it would be otherwise.

I suppose I'll have to accept the humiliation sooner since the only right thing seems to be for the insertion video to be featured next. My consolation is that at least having it seen will be over with sooner. 

A link to the insertion video is also somewhere in the list of links in the intro of my personal Facebook page, but there it's less obvious. Soon the button on the "Newd" page will show it, and a post with a link to it will be right on the timeline of my personal page. Once notifications for that post go out, People who know me are sure to see it too.  All of that will be true in just over two weeks. The video was voted for though, so I know it has to be featured and seen. 

On another matter, participation in the questionnaire for my exposure has slowed but not stopped. Most decisions are still nearly unanimous.

https://forms.gle/5cKY3zygukkqemJC7 

I won't bother listing all of questions here, since that's been done in prior posts, but the summary is that I currently and probably permanently have to be exposed as directly as possible to others, including to people who know me.

When anyone approaches me and demands or commands me to strip naked, I have to do so, and present them with all of my clothing as a gift. I do hope for leniency in such a situation, but I know I have no right to ask for or to expect any. 

 Anyone at all can post or display me naked on the internet wherever and however they want to, and I have no right to even ask for it to be removed or altered in any way. I take that to mean that I don't even have to be made aware of any post of me naked, and that anyone can even share my exposure directly with anyone else they wish to, and there's nothing I can say about it.

My PC must remain accessible to anyone who cares to access it, through both the Teamviewer app and the Anydesl app. The only limit is that no changes to the PC settings are to be made, 

Out of compliance, my PC is left on and available as often as possible, and some access has occurred, mostly when I'm asleep or away. I only know when I find pages or folders left open later on. Also out of compliance, the access information is included here:

Teamviewer address: 1 054 262 400 Password: Nakedandexposed1
Anydesk address: 990 573 524 Password: Showmystuff1

Lastly, I have to sleep naked, uncovered, with lights on, with blinds open and in view of the outside every single night, and I have to masturbate there at least once per night, so that neighbors and anyone outside can see or watch me. 

As mentioned in previous posts, I can't see much more than my own naked reflection in the window at night, since the lights are on, so I really can't tell if or when anyone is looking. A couple of nights I was so tired that I fell asleep while masturbating, since it tends to take longer on some nights due to being tired and also due to the knowledge that I could be being watched at that very moment. Aside from that, I'm exposed all night while asleep, so there's no way I can know who sees me during the night. 

                                                         Daytime view across my bed


                                                         Nighttime view across my bed
                                         

Two plastic wire ties are secured tightly around the base of the blind ensuring that the blind cannot be lowered at any time without cutting away the ties. Although it may not appear so, the blind is in the same position in both photos since the ties were in place in both photos and have not been removed since they were put in place. No sheets or covers are left on the bed other than the sheet over the mattress, but can be retrieved if cold temperatures make it necessary. This means getting up and retrieving them though. All of this is to ensure that I can't just casually close the blind or cover up, or cannot unknowingly cover up while sleeping. The decisions stated that I have to be exposed naked to the neighborhood all night, so as much as possible is done to ensure that I stay exposed naked to anyone outside or who can see me from any window within sight of mine,

It's extremely likely and almost certain that multiple neighbors have seen me at night, since they seem to pay attention to my window even during the day, as if they feel compelled to look to see if they can see me. In the nearest building, one older, heavyset female resident has begun smoking her cigarettes on the side of the building, which would enable her to see me from there at night. She faces my window the entire time she's out there during the day, and she does come outside at night and in the early morning before daylight to smoke too. I'm pretty sure she has started standing where she does just so she can see me sleeping naked. She may have also seen me masturbating at night, but I don't know if she has. She hasn't lived there for too long and I don't know her. She's far from attractive but I know I have to let her look and watch me naked as much as she wants. I have to let anyone else look or watch too, since I'm there because I'm supposed to be seen naked by whoever wants to look in at me or watch me.

As another year starts, it's not a matter of whether I will be exposed naked to, and seen by more people this year, but only a question of who and how many, and whether I'll know it or not at the time it occurs.  The apps that enable me to be seen at night are:

Teamviewer address: 1 054 262 400 Password: Nakedandexposed1
Anydesk address: 990 573 524 Password: Showmystuff1



Monday, October 31, 2022

Update: The level of Exposure of David Steckel (Questionnaire)


 

The questionnaire for deciding the level of exposure I deserve is still ongoing and is receiving a small number of responses. The responses are quite decisive though. The questionnaire has been embedded below, but if it fails to fully load, it can be found here:

https://forms.gle/nq7pxtjh7NDEUyzj6 

A fourth question has been included to decide how much access others should have to my PC using a remote app such as Teamviewer or Anydesk. The question was originally separate, but has now been merged with the original questionnaire. 

The results so far a quite decisive and it's clear what responders are deciding what I deserve. 

For the first question for how available my exposure online should be, all but two responses has decided that my exposure must be available in ways that directly present it to others, including to people who know me personally. This means that my exposure must be presented as readily as possible to as many others as possible, and to people who know me in even more direct ways. These ways will have to be sought out and made use of, possibly with the assistance of others when the opportunity arises. 

For the second question for what must occur when I am encountered in person and requested or demanded to remove all of the clothes I am wearing, the responses are so far unanimous. All respondents have decided that I must remove all of my clothes (likely in the nearest place where a momentary or minor amount of privacy is possible), then permanently "gift" or give away all of the clothing to whoever is present and be left completely naked wherever this occurs. If or when this occurs, it will no doubt be extremely humiliating for me and will almost certainly lead to me being seen naked by others nearby or along any route I will then have to follow naked. Obviously it's not about what I think, want, or hope for though. It's only about what I deserve and respondents have left no doubt so far that I do deserve to be left without a single article of clothing to cover my naked body with. The number of responses leave no question about it and are beyond all dispute. If or when I end up in such a position, I will just have to try to play it by ear and make my way naked to wherever I can again obtain clothing or privacy. 

I can hope for the "gift" to be refused or returned, but I can't expect or count on it, since the clothing would no longer belong to me, and would be the property of whoever it was gifted to.

For the third question for posts exposing me made by others, all but one response have decided that I have no say at all about who posts me naked, where they post me or why, regardless of who will see it. This kind of goes hand in hand with the question of how my exposure must be presented to others online, so the results are not too surprising. The decisions also say that I am forbidden from even asking or requesting for any post to be limited or removed once it is posted. This just ensures that my exposure is always entirely in the hands of others and that I can only accept any exposure made by anyone else for any reason on any website or online location.

The fourth question that was recently merged into the questionnaire had also received unanimous responses, although it has taken some time to receive the small number or results. It pertains to how accessible my PC must be to access by others using a remote access app such as Teamviewer or Anydesk. The results state that my PC must be free to be accessed by anyone who desires to access it in order for them to view photos, videos, book marks, and websites used, but without making changes to the settings for the PC. As long as the PC itself is not affected or altered, I must accept that my PC is an open book for anyone who wishes to access it. I suppose this is just another way of being exposed and lacking privacy. The responses are again so one sided stating that I deserve it that there's no room for questioning the results. So for the sake of compliance and accepting what I must deserve, the necessary details are:

Teamviewer address: 1 054 262 400 Password: Nakedandexposed1
Anydesk address: 990 573 524 Password: Showmystuff1

 Due to the responses being so unanimous or near-unanimous, it doesn't appear that any other results will ever outnumber the current results, so it seems accurate that what I deserve has more or less been decided already. Since what I deserve is also what I get or what will be, I can only accept it and do my best to incorporate this into my daily life.

Current result tables can be seen below:

 

Forms response chart. Question title: How available should the Internet exposure of David Steckel be?. Number of responses: 18 responses.

 Forms response chart. Question title: Live, in-person exposure of David Steckel naked. Number of responses: 18 responses. 

 

Forms response chart. Question title: Internet Posts by others of David Steckel naked. Number of responses: 18 responses. 

 

 Forms response chart. Question title: Access to the PC (personal computer) of David Steckel using a remote app. (Teamviewer, Anydesk). The ability of others to view his photos, videos, and websites used. (no changes to PC settings). Number of responses: 17 responses.