100 days of no masturbation or cumming

April 11th of 2023 marks the 100th day since being prohibited from masturbating or cumming intentionally. On average I would have masturbated and came about 400 times during this period. 

So instead of masturbating, cumming, and then going back to non sexual and non arousing things and thoughts, I have for the most part remained aroused, turned on, and often thinking sexual or kinky thoughts when none of that would otherwise be occurring.

The poll for deciding about my masturbation can still be voted in, and will remain available until February 1st of 2024, when the decision with the majority of votes at that time will become permanent for me. Clicking the results button at the bottom of the poll page will show the current results whether voting is performed or not.

https://poll-maker.com/QW60PXF8K

Just as they have so far, the majority decision must be and will be respected and obeyed by me at all times. Only others are qualified to decide what it is that I deserve in this matter. 

Of course one result on not masturbating, shown in the photo below, is an extremely common occurrence for me, at any time or place and often seemingly without a reason or direct cause.

 

The requirement that I remain exposed naked all night, every night means there's no hiding or concealing any erection I get, and that others are either likely or sure to see me with one. 

Also, as I continue to wear a pair of jeans with a hole beside the zipper (without underwear since none can ever be worn by me), and as the size of the hole continues to enlarge, my dick continues be become more visible and easier for others to see. Ongoing spontaneous erections will not only continue to pop out through the hole, but will surely pop out more often as the hole becomes larger. 

Wearing a long shirt and having it pulled down is already the only real means for keeping my dick from being openly exposed in public settings. Common erections due to not masturbating are nearly impossible to entirely conceal, especially once my erection extends fully out through the hole.  

                    My dick is often just inside the hole and on the verge of popping out

 

Once an erection begins to occur, my dick tends to come out through the hole. Getting it back inside of the hole is not always easy or possible if others are nearby.

 

Once I have a full erection in any public place or around others, it's not really possible to force my dick back into the hole without also only revealing my dick while doing it, or without trying to forcefully bend it. If not privacy is available to undo my pants, then my erection must remain outside of the hole until it subsides or until there is an opportunity to undo my pants. At best an attempt to pull down my shirt to cover it is the only available option while trying not to allow the bulge under my pulled down shirt. 

One second of loosing the grip on my shirt can lead to my erection being fully revealed and visible, such as having to used both hands for other tasks, or of course if someone else intentionally pulled up my shirt. 

Many of my shirts are just not long enough to offer much cover, even while being pulled downwards. Only one is actually long enough to not need to be overly stretched to cover my dick while also concealing a bulge underneath. 

Each time an erection occurs in public while wearing those jeans, I can only wonder if attempts to conceal it will be successful, or if this is a time when my erection will end up being openly exposed.

A hole in jeans

 In a post it was mentioned how one pair of jeans of mine has a hole near the zipper area. It was mentioned in a comment that I should keep wearing them for as long as possible.

I do have a few pairs of jeans, so the pair with the hole is cycled through. As they are washed or laundered, each pair is worn again. Each time the pair with the hole is worn or washed, the hole inevitably gets larger and more easily noticeable.

It began as the tiniest of holes, but has now become large enough to be potentially revealing.

As of today they are due to be laundered again, but before removing them for laundering, a few photos were taken. The hole will surely be slightly enlarged once the jeans go through the washer and the dryer.

So far only a small part of my penis is visible through the hole, especially when I have a full or partial erection. Since I still have no permission to masturbate, erections tend to occur often. Most shirts I own are not long enough to cover the hole unless the shirt is pulled down and held at all times, which is not possible. 

When I'm out and walking around it's hard to tell how much can be seen, since my point of view is from directly above, while the view of others is more straight on.

The few strings covering the hole are slowly being worn away with each wearing and each laundry cycle. 

When at home I'm naked most of the time, and I only put clothes on when I'm about to leave home, excluding any underwear of course. It's almost always just a shirt, pants, and shoes.

I have noticed a few others in public just glancing down towards the hole, but I can't be sure what may have been visible to them at the time. I often even forget that I'm currently wearing the jeans with the hole either until someone glances toward the hole or until I'm walking and feel a flow of cooler air on my penis. 

It's inevitable that the hole will become large enough to see through, at very least showing that I'm not wearing anything underneath. 

It's hard to say when "for as long as possible" will be, but clearly that point has not been reached yet.  

Of course this is what the jeans are concealing at least for now

 

David Steckel exposed naked as he uses the toilet

 David Steckel has no time or act that is private, and must remain naked during any act that would be private for others. So when David Steckel sits down naked on the toilet, his time and actions there are not private in any way, and are always public. However much he might wish for some small amount of privacy for some acts, David Steckel can have none. He must remain fully exposed for public viewing. His only option is to hope that others may choose not to view or observe him, which is the most privacy he can ever receive.

 

David Steckel naked and exposed while seated

 When David Steckel is naked in the presence of any visitors or guests, he must not only remain naked, but when seated he must ensure that his legs remain spread apart. David Steckel cannot sit in any manner that does not offer a clear and open view between his legs to all who are present. He is permitted to shift the position in which he is seated, but his legs must remain open wide at all times. Failing to do so is not only a show of rudeness, but also shows a complete lack of respect for any guests or visitors, and is construed to be an insult.
 Unless requested to by any guest or visitor, David Steckel must not look directly at any others present, in order for them to observe his naked, exposed body without being observed by David Steckel in return. In ALL cases, David Steckel is required to be the only one who is observed, watched, or looked at. Others can or will remain entirely clothed in they choose, and are entirely free to photograph or take video of David Steckel, including any close-ups of ANY area of David Steckel's exposed body.
 If, for any reason, David Steckel closes his legs however briefly, he must immediately and profusely apologize to all who are present for his failure to show due respect to them. When David Steckel needs to rise from his seat for any reason, he must provide that reason before rising, and it that reason must be approved by those present. Upon returning to his seat, David Steckel is again required to spread his legs wide apart and continue to offer a free and unobstructed view of the area between his legs. David Steckel can be seen above in a manner that complies with these requirements.
 

      David Steckel Naked: Dropbox Link
                              https://www.dropbox.com/sh/58jgt1168jivmln/3pLYLl1yYE

                              https://www.dropbox.com/sh/58jgt1168jivmln/3pLYLl1yYE

Please use the dropbox link provided, for full and free access to all photos and videos that depict David Steckel naked. Every person has the complete right, and is entitled to be aware of, to view, possess, copy, download, share, post, and display all photos and videos of David Steckel naked, masturbating, or otherwise exposed. Although this overall exposure to the public is mandatory and permanent, others are entitled to, and asked to assist in this exposure, or to further it to any able extent.

The rights of all others for this exposure are protected through licensing, through contractual obligations for the exposed (David Steckel), and through multiple releases. Furthermore, the rights for the exposed (David Steckel), are limited and restricted to:
1) Being viewed naked in a free and unrestricted manner, by every person, through any means.
2) Being exposed naked in any manner or act, by any other person or entity, for any reason or
    purpose, without exception.
3) Accepting or enduring all potential humiliation and outcomes that may result from this exposure.
 
 **Under no circumstances is the exposed (David Steckel) allowed or permitted the following:
        a) The exposed will not seek or request the removal or censoring of any posting, display, or
            exposure of them, made or done by any other person or entity.
        b) The exposed will not contact, attempt to contact, or otherwise communicate with any person
            or entity that exercises their rights and entitlements to expose and display them naked
            publicly. Contact will remain limited to the exposed only being contacted by others, for their
            own reasons. The exposed must respect the rights of all others to expose them freely.

All others are entitled to be aware that all body privacy for David Steckel has been permanently removed/revoked, meaning it does not exist and will remain so. The exposure of David Steckel naked will entertain or amuse some, which is only proper and fitting. Because this exposure requires the awareness of, and viewing by all others possible, to and beyond any degree that will humiliate the exposed, and allow others to recognize the exposed (David Steckel) upon sight, the extent of this exposure must be as widespread ad possible. All possible assistance for this, by all others, is appreciated and entirely correct.

                              https://www.dropbox.com/sh/58jgt1168jivmln/3pLYLl1yYE

         David Steckel masturbating naked with an audience
 An internet audience was "arranged" for David Steckel. He will never know the identity of any audience member. He will not know the number of viewers he might have until he completes his "task", which is to enter the room naked, climb onto the bed, and masturbate in full view of his audience. He will then be disappointed to find that the connection to his audience has already ended when he attempts to view the size of his audience. Hmm... What an unfortunate "accident".

 



 

                     David Steckel strips and displays naked
For David Steckel, being seen clothed is a much greater privilege than he can ever deserve, even if his being clothed is sometimes necessary. Of course any clothing must be removed as soon as possible, so that he is once again seen in the only manner he deserves to be seen in... completely naked. But there is still the issue of compensating for any time spent by him clothed, which nearly always means some displaying in his deserved, naked state.