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Tuesday, December 12, 2023

Video for December 2023 available to Facebook friends and more.

 The video for December of 2023 that is now available for viewing by Facebook friends and by others happens to be one that would preferably have remained obscure and mostly unseen. But its absence from public view has not gone unnoticed by at least some people. Because it's a public video just as all of the others of me naked are public videos, when asked about its absence for viewing by Facebook friends, the answer would be that it is coming soon. 

Even when that was said, I knew that I did not want others to see the video, and especially not for it to be seen by people who know me. But if it was not available, then it meant that what was said was untrue, and also that a public video was being kept from or concealed from those with the right to see it.

The video can be seen at: https://clipchamp.com/watch/7lDRE2DQzKS

The posts on Facebook can be seen by Facebook members on the pages 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75  

and 

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

The video shows me completely naked and helplessly tied to a bed in a bent over position. My wrists are tied separately to the rail below the far side of the bed and my legs are tied in a spread apart position. My bare ass and my balls are clearly visible, and my asshole is at least partly visible. But the worst part is that the filter end of a lit cigarette is stuck in my asshole, which has already burned much of the way down as the video begins.

The title of the video is "David Steckel endures a hot-butt punishment" and I'm seen becoming more and more desperate as this "punishment" begins to occur. 

The preference for the video to not be seen publicly is not due to me being seen naked and exposed in it, since I will always be seen naked publicly anyway. I think it's due more to the fact that the video shows my asshole being "punished" and because I'm totally restrained, all I can do is wait there being watched as it starts to happen and during the whole time it's happening. In spite of what some of the text in the video says, it never left my mind entirely that people were going to be seeing everything. They would see me tied up and stuck bent over naked and with a lit cigarette stuck in my asshole. They would see me have to leave the lit cigarette there because there was no way for me to reach it or to remove it. They would see how my asshole held the cigarette there so that the ember would reach my asshole and then even stay in contact with my asshole for as long as it existed. 

Once the ember was very close to my asshole, they would see me start to squirm as it was felt. Once the ember reached my asshole, they would see me squirming, kicking my legs and feet, and fidgeting as much as my restraints would allow. They might even also be able to hear me whining and moaning as I endured what was going on in my asshole behind me. At the time I felt pretty sure that I had taken it rather stoically and that I had not really made any sounds. When I did see the video later, I found out that I could be heard whimpering even though I had not realized I had been doing it.

I had not wanted to put on any sort of show, and I tried not to show any reaction, but the point came when I just could not help it. I think even at the time my main thought over everything else was that it would be humiliating when everyone saw me like that. I knew that by the time the restraints were removed, the video might already be public somewhere on the internet. I knew that the point was for it to end up online in places where I had no way to remove it even if I tried, and in places and in front of people that I did not know about. 

For about a month afterwards I was told that the video had been posted on at least a dozen websites, but the two others who said they made the posts would not tell me what the sites were or how to fund them. I was basically told that it was so that a lot of other people would see the video before I even knew where it was posted or how much it was being viewed. 

Once one posting of the video was said to have reached five thousand views I was told how to find it. When I tried to find it though, I found out that to see it I would have to join the site and pay a large membership fee to be able to access the video there. It turned out to be a bondage and S and M website that specialized in a certain kind of video like the one I was shown in. At the time I could not afford the membership fee. I could see a listing for the video that included a title with my full name and a single screenshot image of me bent over a bed with my ass exposed, but clicking to try to play it or to see more about it brought up a box for joining the website and paying the fee. I had to give up on trying to get to the video there even though the huge number of members that the site had could all see the video of me whenever they wanted to. 

When I related this fact to the one who posted the video there, they said it was a shame that I couldn't see the stats and comments on the video, since it was receiving even more views that they had hoped for and some of the comments included things that seemed impossible to be done with an asshole, but were talked about being done to my asshole. I was told that a huge amount of cum was being shot out while I was being watched in the video.

Considering what some viewers might want to do with my asshole was enough to make my asshole tighten up a little bit involuntarily, but luckily my asshole had completely recovered from its ordeal by then. 

I knew that the best thing I could do is to try not to think about the video, about how many places online where I might be ending up, who might be seeing it, and what some viewers of it wanted to do with my asshole after seeing the video. For a while I mostly succeeded in that, until the one who posted the video on that website sent me a screenshot of the video page that site members had access to. The comments section was not dropped down, so no comments were visible, but the view count had risen to above 92,000 views. 

I could not believe that the video had so many views on one single website that wasn't even a free website. I told myself that some people probably just watched the video a lot of times, but I knew that even if that was true a whole lot of people still must be watching the video. 

After that the video was discussed or mentioned less and less, until it seemed forgotten about at least to me. I found myself preferring for the video to just slip through the cracks and fade away. I knew that it would stay posted wherever it was posted, since the video had been included when all photos and videos of me naked had become a part of the public domain. This meant I could never seek or ask for its removal from anywhere that it had been posted by anyone. I just planned to not increase or further its display online, or to draw more attention to it.

That worked at least as well as I had hoped it would until a video of me naked began being offered for viewing each month on the Facebook page "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist", and then shared on my own personal Facebook page so that friends and followers would see it.

It wasn't long at all before I started being contacted through anonymous emails asking when the "ass punishment" video would be shown to everyone on Facebook. I still don't know if it was all one person doing the asking or if it was more than one person, since the sources of the messages are often different. I would reply that it would be soon, while I tried to figure a way to avoid having the video end up where so many people who know me would see it and where anyone else would be free to watch it. 

I knew that besides for the humiliation it would cause me, that there was no reason I could ever come up with for why the video wasn't shown to everyone. Since my humiliation is never a factor, and is often even more of a reason for a posting rather than less of a reason, I knew the video had to be seen by everyone at some point. No matter what, I was going to be seen tied naked while my asshole was "punished", and that it would include being seen by people who knew me. 

So when I was recently contacted again about when the video would be shown to everyone on Facebook, I said that it would be by the end of the year. Since it's December at this time, there is no more time for delay left for me. 

So the video is currently available through a post on the Facebook Exhibitionist page, and that post has been shared on my personal Facebook page. The video will be watched for sure by Facebook members that include people who know me and friends, and by now that has already started to happen. 

Since I can't fool myself into believing that no one will bother to watch the video, I'm left to just reminding myself that the video does belong to everyone and that it's everyone's right to see it. 

A screenshot from the video:



The same screenshot image but with the cigarette circled:


 This is how friends, people who know me, and how many others will see me and are already seeing me. But I do know that I have to be seen this way, because a public video that legally and legitimately belongs to everyone cannot be hidden.


Davidttthttteckelend

Monday, September 19, 2022

Google Classroom: David Steckel naked

 A Google Classroom session has become available entitled "Observing David Steckel nude". It describes aspects of my naked body and my masturbation. It also contains photos and videos which show some of what is described and for reference purposes.

It's essentially an online class about my naked body and how I masturbate. 

 https://classroom.google.com/c/NTQ4NjIxMjI4MDYz/p/NTQ4NjI0NTQwNjA5/details

It has been made available on Facebook, both on the page for my exposure, and on my personal Facebook page.

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

 

The post itself is quite subtle due to what can or can't be posted on Facebook, but the same isn't true for what the post links to. 

Some parts describe my naked body or what I do naked in what is often humiliating detail, but quite accurately. It presents things about me and my naked body that I hadn't given much thought to but can now be seen and known by anyone who accesses the "class".

It's pretty sure that even people who've known me for a while will see and discover at least a few things about me they would never have known about otherwise. 

Additional "classes" may even follow this one at some point.

A code doesn't appear to be necessary to access the class, even though one is available. If one is needed for access, it is: x6hipzk

The class enables comments at the bottom of the page.

This is the first time ever for a class about me naked and masturbating. It's quite daunting and humiliating, but as the class mentions a few times, my humiliation is irrelevant compared to what others have the right to see of me... naked.

 




Saturday, September 17, 2022

Signature image and text for DaveS113065@gmail,com

Although the email address most used by me is DaveS113065@yahoo.com, a less used email address for me is DaveS113065@gmail/com

The yahoo email is used for most websites as part of the log-in information, but the gmail will become more and more used. It is already the email address shown in my contact details on my personal Facebook page.

To increase my exposure, a signature has been added to my gmail that is automatically added to any email sent from that address. The idea wasn't mine, but was suggested by someone who is often conversed with online through emails.

The signature contains three photos of me naked. No email sent to anyone, regardless of who it's sent to, will be sent without the signature. I have sworn to this and committed to it. All replies to any email received on my gmail will also contain the signature. There can't be even one exception to this, ever. 

My yahoo email will still be used as necessary, but there will be a transition to using the gmail as often as possible and it will eventually be the primary email used by me.

In email conversations with the one who suggested it, the signature is expected to be there to ensure I keep to my commitment and my promise. 

The signature photos have been copied and pasted from a draft on my gmail, including the text that goes along with them:

--

signature images of David Steckel. Three (3) images. If not present then David Steckel is intentionally concealing them from you and can be questioned about it.

Anyone who receives an email from my gmail account or who receives a reply to an email from my gmail account can and should expect to see these photos. As my gmail becomes more commonly used, these photos are assured to be received and viewed more and more.
 
I don't expect it to be easy for me if and when the signature with these photos has to be sent to people I know, or when corresponding with new contacts. The first time it has to be sent to someone will probably be the hardest. After that the photos will have been seen by them, so any future emails to them that will contain the signature photos probably won't be as difficult to send.
How humiliating it is for me will mostly depend on who the recipient is, but humiliation is unavoidable.
At some point in the future, the photos are likely to be exchanged for others, but most likely not until many dozens or more emails have gone out that contain them, and not until a large number of recipients have received them.
Anyone who cares to test this commitment can email me at DaveS113065@gmail.com and can expect a reply that contains the signature photos, even if no message is sent to me other than requesting a reply from me.

 

Thursday, September 15, 2022

Temporary exposure not so temporary

 I often forget for a few days about the four posts exposing me on the exxxpose.me website, and I don't always get around to checking on them even when I do remember them. 

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=275968

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=277346

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=283012

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=304236

The "temporary" posts have been there for more than two months so far and it's so hard to believe that some still have close to another month before they expire. 

The posts are one situation where there is absolutely nothing that I can do, since the settings do not allow it. All I can really do is look at what anyone else can see of me, and accept that they can not only see it all, but also copy or download any of it. 

Even though I've surrendered all rights to those and all photos of me naked, it's not often when I literally have to stay exposed, and when it's only up to others how long I have to stay exposed there. There's no discussing it, no suggesting anything, no bargaining possible, or anything else besides remaining on display naked for anyone to see.

This is one time where the rights of others to keep me exposed naked for even more people to see is all encompassing, and where my only option is to stay exposed and be seen naked. 

Just after the posts became available, I would have bet quite a lot that they would only last for a couple weeks at the longest. I doubt I would have believed they'd be there even for a full month. I couldn't have been more wrong, and I would obviously have lost any bet.

Instead of finding the posts being nearly expired on my most recent look there, I see them no closer, if not further from expiring than they were when I last looked. 




                                                Status of posts as of September 15th, 2022

It's clear that I am helplessly exposed naked for as long as others wish for me to remain that way, so I can only accept their wishes.





Sunday, July 10, 2022

Temporary Exposure Post? Updated 4th post

 A new exposure of me naked has become available at: https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=275968

 Like on some previously existing websites, several photos can be viewed, downloaded, and also extended by a day for an unlimited amount of time. There is also no ability to delete the photos or post unless the time runs out. 

All are invited to view the post, since all exposures of me naked are necessarily public.

Update: Second post available at: https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=277346&key=7d950009701d52cf45ae62cae3636a71


As mentioned in a comment on this post, I only recently discovered that a slightly different link for the posts will show that the option to remove any post has been removed, and that only when the time for all extensions runs out. The links that can show that and a code that can be scanned are:


Post 2: https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=277346



Post 3: https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=283012

Those links should show that the posts can't be removed. They show that to me, so it should be the same for everyone else too. 
That does leave me with no option besides continuing to stay exposed there for as long people extend them for. That's unless the website does something like a previous but similar site did by purging their servers. I don't see that as being too likely to expect again on a different website.

Update: It seems that even the links that are supposed to show if there's a removal option or not show nothing about it. It appears that only posts made in the last few days will have a new formatting that doesn't apply to posts before that time. Other differences seem to be that web searches will be able to pick up any post there that lasts long enough. I don't know for sure, but I don't think that can happen to posts made earlier. 

The only other method to show there can be no removal is a screen shot of a version of the posts that only I seem to be able to see, at least aside from giving out the log-in information that gets me logged into the website. 






 
Update: A fourth post is now available. https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=304236
 

 This is one under the new settings for the website. There doesn't seem to be much difference in the actual posting except that a country flag is visible under the photos. 
Other differences are more hidden. 
One is that the post cannot be hidden from search engines like Google.
Another appears to be that all comments are now also extensions, probably only if a comment is made after an extension, since I'm not sure there could be more than one extension by one person. 
The new settings include an "Extreme" setting that automatically enables downloads, allows no option for removal, sets the original time for the post to one day, and automatically makes extensions be for one day, the maximum setting.
The settings for this newest post have that extreme setting. 

I don't know how or why Google or another search engine would include anything from a temporary exposure website, or how long that takes. Since this is the first posting of me under the new settings, I'll just have to see how it goes.

Monday, July 4, 2022

David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist, July 2022 status

Updated July 16, 2022  

The Facebook page David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist is still active and is getting views. The daily views are in the single digits, but a day rarely passed without the page receiving views. For the most part, I have no idea who the viewers are. Of course I have no real right to know who views my exposure unless the viewer wishes for me to know, and I have almost no control over who has access to and views my exposure.

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

On my personal Facebook page, https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75/ some posts from the Exposure page have been shared, although Facebook flagged one post that had already been on the exposure page for weeks. The others are currently still up, but are set to friends only. The posts are friends only since it appears that some non-friends who visit my personal page are reporting posts that show an image that suggests that I am naked. 

The posts on my personal Facebook page do contain links to sites such as the Google album "Public Domain Photos and Videos of David Steckel Naked" https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 and to the image "David Steckel Naked in mirror" which is offered on Wikimedia at: https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:David_Steckel.jpg

A link is also included to the poll https://www.supersurvey.com/poll4236812x01b63125-133 for voting on which video will be available for one month through the "Watch Video" button on the Facebook Exposure page. On my personal Facebook page a qr code image is posted, which goes to the same video as the "Watch Video" button. This allows any visitor to my personal page to scan the code and view the current video without a need to visit the Exposure page. 

The poll has received and is receiving enough votes for there to be a clear selection for the next video to be made available. In cases where several videos have a tie vote, by selecting "sort" in the poll results, one video will have attained that number of votes first, before the others. In cases of where a video has the higher vote count, that video will always be the one offered next. The current video was updated on July 1st and must remain until August 1st. The qr code image on my person Facebook page is updated each month to match the current video.

There are also the links to my exposure in the intro of my personal Facebook page which must remain in place permanently, as voters in a previous poll have decided. Links there can only be added to but never removed. They are just one of several ways that make my exposure available to just about anyone, including Facebook friends and others who know me personally. 

Some who know me have definitely already viewed my exposure, although none of them have mentioned it or asked anything about it. Every day it is more likely and more probable that even more people who know me are seeing my exposure. Of course that is exactly what the purpose is though. I am to be seen naked, exposed, masturbating, and more by many people who know me and by anyone who cares to view it. Even if I try to convince myself that no one is really looking or seeing anything of me, I know it's impossible for that to be the case. I know that not being told that I've been seen doesn't mean much, and viewers have every right to view me and to not say a word to me about it. Anytime I meet someone in person who knows me, I never know if they have seen me naked already or not. But I know they can and possibly will see me naked at some point. 

The friends only posts on my personal Facebook page are almost sure to have generated a notification to Facebook friends, which would absolutely cause at least a few friends to view the posts. I can only suppose that more friends than I realize may already be aware of my exposure and are not reacting to it in any way... for now anyway. It's a bit intimidating to know that I must and will be seen exposed naked by many more Facebook friends and by other viewers/ visitors, but there's no changing how things are now. 

One clue that friends and people who know me are viewing or becoming aware of my exposure is that some friends of friends on Facebook have sent friend requests to me. The requests are accepted of course, since there is no reason not to accept them and my exposure has likely already been viewed by them by the time they sent the friend request. Even if they haven't seen my exposure by then, not a thing can limit or restrict anyone from viewing the entirety of my "public domain" exposure. 

Although these new friends do have every right to view, possess, or share my exposure as they choose, even when they do view my exposure, it's not really accurate to consider their viewing of me naked as me being viewed naked by someone who knows me personally. That basically requires past classmates, coworkers, neighbors, or a person who knows me or has met me in person in some way. 

Whenever I'm visiting a store or any business that has employees that I encounter regularly, I'm not always conscious of the fact that any one of them may have viewed me online naked in some way, especially in cases such as when visiting a bank or anywhere else where my name is required to be given and even proven. 

On occasion in public I will see a person looking at me for an extra long time, and without knowing why it's easy to think they might be trying to place where they may have seen me before. If they did view me naked online then some might even be fairly sure I am the one they saw online, but not sure enough to mention it. Others may be positive it's me but prefer not to say anything to me. Even though I've surely only been seen by a tiny fraction of those with the potential to see me naked online, it still means that anyone I encounter may be included in that fraction. 

I feel pretty sure that while I'm obliviously walking around somewhere or some place, that there have been times when someone else there was only picturing me exactly as they saw me online. I just didn't know it. That's just something I will have to get accustomed to though, even if the odds for it occurring are low... for now anyway.

The only thing that is sure is that as time passes, more are viewing my exposure. Since the entirety of my exposure is public domain, each and every one who does view it has the legal right to do so, and to copy, download, or share it as they see choose, all without asking or mentioning it to me. Even if I am notified about some furthering of my exposure to others, it's not within my rights to have any say-so about it. 

In public I'm sometimes oblivious to the fact that I may be recognized by someone who has seen me naked online, but at other times I can feel quite exposed, almost as if I am walking around like this:


  Nothing changes the fact though that privacy for my naked body and for anything I do naked is non-existent, and that every photo and video of me naked belongs to the public.

Update:

A Facebook post that was viewable by friends only is now a public post. The post should now be viewable by all visitors to the page: https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

The post contains a qr code which when scanned will go to the same video that the "Watch Video" button goes to on the Facebook exposure page. 

Having it pointed out that the button to watch the video was public on one page, but the code to watch it was not public, and that friends could already view the code, made the inconsistency clear. Even though friends could scan the code and see the video, others who know me but who are not Facebook friends, and other visitors to the page had no access to the code or the video. 

The post also contains links to a photo of me on Wikimedia commons, and to the Google album containing photos and videos of me naked. The links were already present in the post for friends only and removing those links was considered before the audience for the post became public, but turned out not to be possible without the entire post being deleted and  starting over. This could also be considered as a limitation on my exposure or who could see it, so to avoid that the links had to remain in the now public post. 

Friends and followers on Facebook almost certainly received a notification when the post became public, and at least a few of them are sure to have then viewed the post. What they scanned, clicked on, or saw of me was and is their choice. 

The embed code for the post on Facebook was included below. It's not clear if it will function, since embeds often have issues when included in a blog post here, but the post should be fully available on the page itself. (link at top of update above).


 The direct link to the video that both the button and the qr code post will go to is:



Tuesday, November 16, 2021

Now a fourth exposure on Exposedfun.com

A fourth post exposing me naked on ExposedFun.com now exists. Just as with the other three posts of me there, there is no option for deletion other than when the time for the post to remain expires. The new post has already been extended beyond two weeks, but I expect it to be extended for longer. 

Post 4  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1315851048 

The first three posts keep getting extended for longer and longer, and all of them are stuck there for at least another month, and that's if they don't get extended any longer. Each time I see how much time a post has left, I project ahead in time to what day or date a post would expire on. But almost every time I see any post again later, the post has been extended for several more days. If three days are added for each one that passes, I'm going to have to stay exposed there for a long time. With the delete option totally disabled, there's not a single thing that can be done except to wait to see how long others who see the posts will decide to extend them for. 

Post 1  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1510666436

Post 2  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1182081049

Post 3  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1317874325

This really is all a bit unique for me. One thing that makes it that way is that there really is no one with the ability to delete or edit any of the posts. Even if I am posted or exposed by someone else, they usually retain control over their posting of me. In those situations, I know they have every right to expose me and never have to remove anything that exposes me, but at least I know someone has that ability.

No one has the ability to remove or alter the posts of me on Exposed Fun. Anytime anyone who sees any post feels like extending it for a day, that post has to be there for another day. That seems to add a certain feeling of powerlessness bordering on helplessness to these exposures of me. More than once when seeing that a post had been extended for multiple days more, I'd find myself mouthing words like "Aw man. Look how long it has to be here now." 

The post staying longer obviously means it will be seen by more people, and those people all have the ability to copy or download any of the pics of me, or to extend the post for another day, or both. That might sound hot or arousing to some, and the idea or thought of it happening to someone else has the potential to arouse me, but finding that a post has been up for weeks and still has a month or more to remain at least, can feel exasperating at times. 

I know that if anyone extends a post of me, they're just using the website as it's meant to be used, and I know they have every right to extend my exposure until the end of time. Those things are indisputable. But the end result of their combined decisions or choices can end up leaving a post of me naked up for a lot longer than I would ever have believed before this. 

It can only be assumed that some people do want me to stay on display naked on the website, since the number of days left keeps being extended even if there are already weeks left before a post expires. I obviously have no say-so, and I have to abide by the decisions and choices of others for anything to do with me being exposed naked online. 

I know that whether I like it or not, I'm resigned to being exposed on the website as long as there are people who want me to be exposed there. 

 




Tuesday, November 2, 2021

Exposed on Exposedfun.com

 This post might be temporary, but how temporary it is depends on how long posts of me naked end up staying on the Exposed fun website.

So far three posts (that I know of) have been made there, each containing the maximum of four photos of me naked. 

On this site, viewers can anonymously extend how long a post stays up, and can also comment completely anonymously. The three posts can be seen here:

1) https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1510666436

2) https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1182081049 

3) https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1317874325

These next links are only the edit page of the three posts. That's where the post and page could normally be deleted unless the delete option is disabled. Of course the delete option on these three posts has been disabled. The edit page can allow this to be seen and confirmed. In other words, no one and nothing can remove the posts until the timers count down to zero, even though anyone can anonymously hit the "Extend by a Day" button, causing that post to remain for one extra day.

1) https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=10826e4c9afb1c569a7b22f6e26334f3

2) https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=88b1359c57e065606b7a31e6b7bd3868

3) https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=8d743a129ee6d46152a04d56ce5b4c46 

One addition thing is that the direct links to these three posts are now included in my Facebook intro, right up top, so that visitors to my Facebook page and all of my contacts there can "participate" if they wish to. 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

 This blog post is basically just to inform others about the existence of the posts, but of course I can't avoid asking that any readers of this visit the posts and extend them for one more day. The posts have already gotten more extensions from viewers than I would ever have predicted This is definitely a time when there's nothing I can do about it, since it's 100% in the hands of others to decide everything about the posts.



Thursday, June 24, 2021

More links posted as consequence (Facebook)

 Today I learned that more links have been added to my Facebook intro to photos that are meant to show me in more revealing ways. They're referred to as more explicit, but I prefer just to say they're more revealing. They're the result of the consequence for me failing to proved any proof of being seen naked yet by anyone who knows me. 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 

I was warned almost a week ago that unless I showed some proof, they would be added by the 25th of the month, but as far as I can tell they were added sometime today. 

I was almost afraid to see which photos the links went to, since I was only able to see one example photo before today. I was told it was ten in total and that's about what I can see. Just as I was told they would be, they do show me naked in some revealing ways, and I do dread the idea that people who know me will see them, but I have to admit that it could have been worse if it was desired by my contract holder. 

Some show me masturbating or with an erection, and a couple show my bare ass either with it raised or with me bent over. The photos below are in the order (I think) from the first link to the last the way they are now on my Facebook page.










 

It's intimidating to know that I'll be seen by people who know me with my bare ass so on display, and being seen masturbating or touching my erect penis is even more intimidating. The hardest one to accept is the one where I already came and my cum can be seen on my stomach. There's something about having people who know me see my actual cum that makes it the most intimidating of all for me. But I suppose that's the point, since the photos are there as a consequence, even if it was due to something I didn't see how to avoid.

I am sure they will be seen too, since there's just no way possible that I have not yet been seen naked by multiple people who know me. I know full well by this point that they are looking, seeing, and then just not saying a thing to me about it. Some may have even seen me naked already even before any posts about the links were on my timeline, but more certainly saw the posts and discovered the links on my page afterwards. 

I wasn't given any date or time limit yet, but I was only told that at some point, more photo links will be added, which seem bound to show me in even more humiliating ways. I still hope for proof of being seen to avoid this, since I know that once a link is added, there is almost no chance for it to ever be removed. 

I still can't believe I've come to think this, but I actually almost desperately hope that people I know will see me naked and let me know they saw me. At least enough to have it considered for my obligation to be fulfilled. If that happens, then at least it could mean no more links are added, even though the links there now will probably always be there and if I will always have to stay exposed naked to anyone who clicks on them. 

I can only suppose that at some point in the future, everyone who will ever see me naked through the links will have seen me, and it won't matter much that the links are there. There's probably quite a bit of humiliation for me before then though.

Update: Despite a few posts on my Facebook timeline that mention the links and with one even mentioning where the links can be found and accessed, There has not been one shred of evidence for me being seen naked by anyone who knows me. No notifications or messages have been received, and not one friend has yet removed themselves as a friend, which would be expected if they had an issue with what some are sure to have seen of me by now. 

It's something I definitely never expected, but something that's appearing to be more and more likely... That my Facebook friends are viewing photo/videos of me naked, or have viewed them, and are just not mentioning it to me. Nearly every prior post to my timeline has been viewed or reacted to in some way by friends there, so the current posts about the links on my page have to have been seen by them as well. 

I know that whether anything is mentioned to me or not about me being seen naked, that I will always have to accept the fact that any friend is likely to have seen me naked or even masturbating naked in a video, and that some of them have positively seen me that way, but nothing being mentioned to me about it is equal to a lack of proof of me being seen. To my exposure contract holder and to a few others, this lack of proof requires consequences for me when it's failed to be produced within certain amounts of time. As of now, these consequences tend to be for me to be exposed and seen naked in ways that are more revealing or humiliating for me. The first of those consequences has already been applied through the added photo links to my Facebook page.

Further consequences have been said to be certain at some point if no proof of me being seen naked is produced. It might be more photo links or even video links being added to my Facebook page with those links being among the first things seen of me naked by friends or by anyone else who visits my Facebook page. I haven't learned yet what the full consequence might be or when it might occur. 

Since I feel and believe that I am being, or have been seen naked for sure by numerous friends on Facebook, any added links are just offering those friends easy access to even more photos or videos showing me naked. They are seeing every single aspect and detail of my naked body, and at the moment I do not even know the name of even a single one of them. As one commenter in a post mentioned, it does appear that my naked body and my exposure is just entertainment for them. I'm sure that when they see me in person and recall seeing me naked, that will just be further entertainment for them.

Wednesday, January 13, 2021

Seen naked by another Facebook friend

This is an update related to the post: https://davidsteckelnakedandexposed.blogspot.com/2020/12/first-known-exposure-to-facebook-contact.html

One more Facebook friend has chosen to inform me that they've seen me online naked. I first learned of it when they sent me a message on Facebook messenger. A while later they sent me an email where they said they had used the links on my Facebook page to see me. This person and I have known each other since high school. They mentioned that they had clicked all of the links and that they spent a couple days looking at everything before they decided to contact me about seeing me.

 https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

Since I received the message on Facebook messenger first, and it included a photo of me that more than proved they'd seen me naked, I wasn't quite sure what to think about it. Their short comment seemed to be more on the positive side, but the message did remind me of just how easily those who know me can see me naked. 

Recently I've received quite a few notifications from other friends who very rarely send me anything. These notifications don't mention anything about seeing me naked, but they do seem arbitrary and coincidental. I'm unsure about whether they really are just notifications that happened to come close to the same time from people who rarely send me any notifications, or if those friends have seen me naked and are unwilling or too uncomfortable saying so. It just seems strange that they suddenly sent something to me. I guess that will remain unknown since there's no way to know for sure unless they mention it themselves, and there's also nothing I can do about it.

A screenshot of the message received on Facebook messenger is shown below. Since the privacy of this friend needs to be protected, anything identifying them has been blacked out. It's provided so that those who wanted to be informed about how or when I was seen naked by friends can know of and be assured that I am being seen.



This friend did ask me what other friends have said to me when they saw me naked, and I could only say that only one other friend had mentioned seeing me. They didn't mention any names, but I can't help but wonder if they know of others who have seen me or whether they found out about the links from someone else or found them on their own. 

I know I can only accept being seen naked and on display naked by friends and people who know me, but most of the time I can almost convince myself that no one is bothering to click the links. When someone does and then tells me about it, it becomes very real for me all over again. 

This friend had said they looked at everything of me naked, but I have to admit that it was stunning to see a photo of me sent by them that shows me naked with my ass cheeks spread and with my asshole displayed. It told me right away that someone I've known for years had definitely seen me displayed that way.

I do accept that I have to be seen that way by friends, but I'm still seeing that accepting something and being prepared for it aren't always the same thing. I know I have no choice but to do both though.

It wasn't mentioned by the friend which site they got the photo of me from, but this is obviously the photo they chose to send.


 

It's been pointed out to me that in the last post made it was mentioned about the female friend of mine on Facebook whose email address is listed in the comments section of the Google photo album https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 but that I failed to task for the privilege of a viewer submitting the album link to her, so that she is sure to see my exposure and of course for me to endure the humiliation that would result. As it was mentioned in previous posts, I am blocked from viewing the photo album and I still have no idea which female friend this might be. So, please, if at all possible, view this friends email address somewhere in the comments of the album, and then please submit the album link to her by email. Thank you.




Sunday, January 10, 2021

Exposure to Facebook friends - update 2

 

I didn't plan to do any update on recent posts at least unless or until something changed or something new happened, but I've been what I'll call "urged" to offer an update now that it's a new year. I also didn't want to risk violating my exposure contract again by saying or doing anything that might seem like I'm trying to avoid, limit, or interfere with my exposure in some way.
So first I feel the need to mention that nothing I might say is intended to do any of those things, especially with regard to anything to do with my having to be exposed to and seen naked by people who personally know me.

Since there doesn't seem like there's much to update, the poll seems like as good a place as any to start with.

(Anyone just wanting to see the voting results can see them at: https://www.poll-maker.com/results3242987x72cf4612-100#tab-2 )
As mentioned in an earlier post, the poll has had an update. Now there is not just a photo of me naked at the top of the page, but also a photo of me naked for each choice in the poll. Even the two choices for me not to be exposed to Facebook contacts show me naked, but mostly just show my bare ass. The choices for me to be exposed temporarily and permanently both show my face and a mostly frontal view of me naked. I wasn't told why these particular photos of me were chosen or added, and I'm not about to ask or question anything about it.

By far the most votes are for the first choice, which says "Yes. The links need to remain posted permanently. His Facebook contacts must see him naked." (Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 )
The links required to be there are still the link to my Twitter https://twitter.com/davidsteckel1
the link to a Google photo album showing me naked https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6
the link to the Dropbox "David Steckel naked" 
and the link to a naked photo of me on Wikimedia

I need to say here that since it's what most voters want, then that's still what has to be. I'm in no position to dispute what so many others have decided in the matter.I also know that the links in my Facebook information are being monitored by more than one person to make sure they're there and that they work, so that anyone who knows me on Facebook and any visitors can see and click the links. I know this is the punishment decided for me for my violations of my exposure contract, and I'm trying to do all I can to accept this punishment and all that might come along with it, which I know includes my humiliation as people who know me see me naked and even masturbating. To avoid any uncertainty over anything said here, I'll state clearly that I know for violating my contract, I've earned and deserve some sort of punishment. Since so many have decided for this to be my punishment, then I must deserve this particular punishment.

With that said, each time I read the text in the choice "Yes. The links need to remain posted permanently. His Facebook contacts must see him naked.", the word that catches my attention the most is "must". Even though I know the whole intent of my punishment is for me to be seen naked by people on Facebook who know me, the word "must" reminds me that it is to be definite and for sure. At times seeing that can make my stomach tighten a little and my knees feel a little weak, but then I move on and try not to think about it since there's nothing I can do about it anyway.
As for who has seen me naked so far who knows me, I still only know of one person, since they chose to say so to me. I have no idea at all about how many others who know me may have already clicked a link there and seen me naked.
In the past few weeks, I've seen in person six people who know me who are also contacts on Facebook. Each time I found myself trying to figure out whether or not they may have seen me naked by looking for some clue or evidence. Even without any one of them saying anything about it, I was always left clueless about it. I'm finding it too easy to think I'm perceiving nothing different most of the time, but then perceiving one or two things that almost seem link hints that they've seen me naked, but are not telling me straight out. Clearly I'm going to have to learn to live with and deal with that sort of thing, since I'll never know who has or hasn't seen me naked unless they decide to come right out and tell me. I know even if the links were ever able to be removed (which I know they can't be and won't be), it wouldn't matter now since there's been enough time already for people who know me to have clicked the links and seen me naked.

I guess another thing to mention is that I still have no idea which friend of mine has their email address offered in the comments section of the Google photo album. 
Since I'm still blocked from the album, I can only assume that their email address is still offered there since I haven't had any information saying otherwise. I also have no idea whether anyone has sent this friend the album link yet, or if this friend has seen me naked. Not knowing who it might be makes it too hard to guess whether they might mention it to me or not.
I'll admit that I'm extremely curious about who they are, but I'm aware that I have no right or need to know. I've realized that I don't know the email address of most people who know me on Facebook, since Facebook is the way I tend to communicate with those who are contacts of mine on there. All I know from a screenshot image is that they have a gmail address, but that doesn't tell me anything.
The fact that I'm curious is the extent of things though, since I know whoever this friend is may already have seen me naked and are keeping it to their self. Even if they haven't received the Google photo album link yet, I know they will receive it somehow at some point. I know there's no avoiding them seeing me naked unless they choose not to click the album link once they receive it in an email, if they haven't received it already. I could try to convince myself that it's not really an email address of someone who knows me, but I doubt I'd ever really get myself to believe that it would be offered of it wasn't really someone who knows me.

I've been told that I tend to make it sound like it's my punishment to have the links posted on Facebook where people who know me might click them and see me naked. I've seen this for myself when I read some posts. So no one is misled, the links are just the way for my actual punishment to happen. As I've been often reminded, my actual punishment requires that I be seen naked for sure by people who know me on Facebook, and by anyone else they choose to tell who might also know me.
Even though I'm never sure anymore whether anyone I know and meet has seen me naked, I'm aware that I have to be seen naked by people who know me. I know better now than to ask for more details or information about that, so the most I can do is to accept that fact.
It's still kind of ironic to me that I spent so much time and effort in the past to keep my naked exposure separate from Facebook and from the people who know me personally and who see me in daily life, and now having it available and practically offered to those same people. I can only assume that's the very reason why it ended up being decided as my punishment, and is being carried out even at this very moment.

Lastly, the five photos of me naked now included in the poll are:

 
Header photo

 
Option #1 photo
                                  "Yes. The links need to remain posted permanently. His Facebook contacts must see him naked"


                                                                                         Option #2 photo
                                             "Yes. The links should remain for now, but only for some period of time"
 

                                                                         Option #3 photo 
                              "No. David Steckel deserves to have his exposure kept secret from contacts on Facebook"

 
 
 Option #4 photo
                      "No. His Facebook contacts should have to seek or find his exposure by chance on other websites"