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Monday, May 31, 2021

Completing my exposure and humiliation (Facebook)

Anyone who has read posts prior to this might know that links to photos and videos of me naked from the Google photo album https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 are posted in the intro/contact information on my Facebook page https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 along with some other links that also go to locations where I am shown naked.

I was prepared just to have friends and contacts on Facebook see or happen across the links over time, but it's been pointed out to me how that's not enough. A post on my timeline that mentions the links in some way has been asked for, requested, and at some times demanded.

Since there are no grounds for me to dispute or refuse this, I have made a promise to at least try to comply with this. The simplest thing would be for me to post something mentioning the links myself, but for one thing I'm just not capable of completing a post like that even when I try, at least without being compelled or forced to in some real way. Also, a post done by me could seem too forward or too self-promoting. 

It seems more fitting for a random post  that mentions the links to be made by someone else. Only a few friends and contacts on Facebook are known to have seen the links so far, but a post that mentions them would be almost sure to cause the links to be seen and clicked on by more friends, contacts, relatives, and co-workers. Yes, this would almost definitely humiliate me, but that's the point and that does need to be what happens. 

So if anyone uses Facebook who might be willing to do the favor of posting something on my timeline about the links, I could then get my humiliation over with. Nothing needs to be included in any post aside from mentioning the links, even if it's just something like "That's some unusual links in your intro" or something just as simple and direct. No links need to be included and nothing about what the links show would need to be mentioned. Any contacts who saw and clicked any links afterwards would then see eveything for themselves.

Unfortunately even the least restrictive settings possible on Facebook only allow friends to post to my timeline, so it would be necessary for someone to be a friend before a post could be made. If desired, it would only need to be temporary, and I could be "unfriended" afterward. The post should remain though.

If more information is necessary, or for any questions, I can be emailed at DaveS113065@yahoo.com 

If preferable, a friend request can simply be sent to me on Facebook, which would be accepted without question. Once accepted, a post could be made to my timeline at the leisure and convenience of the poster. 

Thank you.

 




Update on 5/31/21 7:00 pm.

 This morning I was contacted by someone who said they will add a post to my Facebook timeline that mentions the links, and that it will be done on Saturday, June 5th.

In the meantime, someone else has already added a post about the links. It was added thirty minutes ago as of this writing. It's very likely that people who know me are seeing the post and have already begun to visit my Facebook page to see the links.  

If the first person decides to go ahead with their post on Saturday, the 5th,  that would be sure to draw even more attention to the links. It seems that I am now exposed to many people who know me, and my humiliation is almost certain now.


Tuesday, April 27, 2021

More exposure on Facebook - updated

 To update since the recent posting about new links to my exposure being added on Facebook, 50 links have been added to the intro/contact information section of my Facebook page. I don't know exactly what each link goes to, but I do know that each one goes to something that shows me naked in a Google photo album.  

 https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6

David Steckel on Facebook 

I'd been told that a sufficient amount of links would be added, but I never expected that number to be anywhere near 50. The list of links is so long that anyone viewing the page really can't avoid seeing them. That's pretty obviously the point though. 

Below is a screen shot just to give some idea of how the list of links looks.

The few links that were there already, including the link to the Google album, did end up allowing at least some friends to see me naked and masturbating, but it's unknown how many people in total saw me naked. With so many links exposing me there now, it's pretty sure that more friends will notice and click on some links. 

The closet thing to a reason for the links to be there, other than making sure people who know me see me exposed naked, brings me to the next point.

I said in a comment on a previous post, and in some older posts, that I never did anything to try to hide or conceal my online exposure from people who know me. It's been pointed out to me that this is not the actual truth. I did intentionally avoid anything that might have allowed people who know me to see me online naked. I just didn't do anything that would have enabled people who know me to see me naked, What was pointed out is that these things are equivalent to taking actions that made sure no one who knew me saw me online naked. So because if this, the links were added to make it easier and more sure that people who know me will see as much of my online exposure naked as possible.

I do apologize to anyone I may have deceived by my previous inaccurate statements. It does seem sure that I will end up paying for those statements by being exposed naked to some of the very same people that I tried so long to avoid being seen naked by. 

I received an explanation of this by email, which was much longer and more detailed than ones I have received before. My "transgression" was spelled out and so were the consequences. Obviously the (currently) 50 links are a consequence, and also what is said to be the final decision that the every link is permanent. 

Before the additional links were there, I had come to terms, at least the best as I could, with my inevitable exposure to people who know me. As it was mentioned to me, I was already being presented naked to anyone who clicked on any of the original links. So it shouldn't really matter that much that more links are there now. Maybe it's the number of links or maybe it's just because I'm so much more presented to viewers of my profile, but I do feel more exposed to Facebook friends now than I did before. 

Before I could hope that the links might go unnoticed, but there doesn't seem to be any way for that to be the case now. 

It's been strongly suggested that I admit that I know that I deserve to have everyone who knows me to see everything there is of me naked. Since it's likely that I'm going to be seen by them anyway, I can go along with that suggestion. So here is my admission.

I, David Steckel, deserve to be seen naked, masturbating, and all else I do naked by every person who knows me, to everyone I know, and to every other person in existence. I know this to be true. 

Now that all of that is done and out of the way, I suppose all there is for me to do now is to wait to be seen, and to wonder which people I know have already seen me and which ones will see me later on.

Friday, April 23, 2021

More exposure on Facebook.

 After six weeks of being locked in the chastity cage, I just couldn't stand it any longer. It wasn't just that I was going out of my mind with the need to masturbate, but also that the weight of the steel cage was really bothering the back of my balls. I finally became desperate to risk violating the rules by mentioning this to the key holder in an email.

I was kind of shocked when I was told that the key was on the way back to me by mail. At first all that was mentioned  besides that was that the current vote majority in the chastity poll  allowed for less than 90 days of me wearing the cage, and that my time served counted towards that.

What I later learned was that there was going to be a penalty for me asking something about being locked in the chastity cage. The penalty was going to be for links to individual videos of me naked or masturbating had to be added to my Facebook page along with the other links that had already been required there. 

 https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

The link to a full Google photo/video album had been one of the public links in my Facebook intro/contact information, but now links to separate videos in that album must be public there too. The first time I checked, only two links had been added, but the number of links added keeps growing almost every day. The key holder, who is also the holder of my exposure contract, does have full access to my Facebook page along with a few other pages I have on other websites, so they can easily add links as they desire. 

After I sent and email asking about the links, it took almost three days before I received a reply about it, and by then the number of new links added had gone up to six. I was told that this was the required penalty for mentioning the chastity cage, which by then I had received the key for, and had finally been able to remove.

I was told that the usual rules apply to any new links added, which meant that they were to remain there publicly and were not to be tampered with or removed by me. I was told that links would be added until there was a "sufficient" amount of them. I have no idea how many links that might be all together.

I had only asked why the links were there, and I was told that much. Without me even asking though, I was told that I should expect for the links to be there for at least one full year, so that there's enough time for people to see them, but that it was more likely for them to be permanent requirements from now on. I was told that the list of links needed to be long enough to draw the attention of anyone seeing my Facebook page.

I'm pretty much just assuming that the links are going to end up being there permanently, since after a year there won't seem to be any point in removing them anymore. By then most people who know me will have seen them. 

At the last count, there were ten new links added to the ones that had already been there. The list really is long now and it does seem impossible to miss when my page is viewed. I'm now positive, but I believe that friends on Facebook get a notification any time my information there is updated. If that's the case, then those friends have been receiving regular notices of updates, and at least some of them have already seen some of the new links. 

Even though the link to the full album that contains the videos had already been publicly available there for quite a while now, the new links seem like they go a lot further towards ensuring my full and complete exposure to Facebook friends and to anyone who visits my page there. The list of links really is long now, and it does seem like it will make sure more people see them and click on them. 

I already suspect that several people I know have seen the links and by clicking on them they've seen quite a bit of me naked, but they just aren't willing to say anything about it to me. Without any real proof of it, there's no real way to be sure. I just see slight changes in how they look at me sometimes, and how they speak to me. I think some of them can't quite believe what they have seen of me, but some seem to mostly be amused by what they saw of me. I doubt that anyone who knows me and who's seen me naked actually liked seeing me naked, but I know it's at least possible.

It does look like the links will draw more attention now that it's long and may get even longer. In the long run I know it doesn't change much, since my exposure naked was already available on Facebook through the original links, but it feels different now that there's such a long list of links for people to see and choose from. 

I'd already pretty much accepted my exposure to everyone on Facebook as a done deal, but even if it wasn't a done deal before, it does feel like it is now. My naked body and my masturbation is almost guaranteed to be amusement or entertainment for quite a few more people who know me, and probably to some random visitors to my Facebook page. That seems to be my place and my role now, so I can only accept that and eveything that comes along with that. Humiliation will either be something I learn to ignore, or it will be like a companion for me from now on. 




Tuesday, March 23, 2021

Update (maybe final) on exposure to Facebook friends.

 Even though it hasn't come up lately, almost nothing has changed for my exposure to Facebook friends. The poll for voting on this had finally closed even though what voters decided was obvious for a while now. 

 https://www.poll-maker.com/poll3242987x72cf4612-100  (now closed)

The links to my exposure in my intro information on Facebook do have to be there permanently and there's no longer any chance for them to ever be removed. So everyone I know on Facebook and anyone who views my page there will always be able to see every photo and video of me naked, masturbating, and doing a few other things naked.

David Steckel on Facebook (exposure links in intro)

I'm mostly used to the links being there by now, even if I never get used to the fact of how easily anyone I know can see me naked. But they can and it's just another part of life for me now.

I'm not being told of or informed much about it like I was, but as far as I know a female friend of mine in real life and on Facebook is still receiving emails with the link to a Google photo album that has photos and videos of me naked in it.

 https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6

As far as I know, she is receiving an email every other day that contains the link and either a video of me naked or a series of photos of me naked. I agreed to wear the chastity cage and to surrender the keys to it because I was told that I'd have to if I wanted the emails to stop being sent to her. 

I missed seeing the play on words for that though. All it actually meant was that I would be locked in the chastity cage if I wanted the emails to stop, and not that it would actually stop them. It turns out to be that I still can't get the emails to her to stop unless or until I can show some proof or evidence that she has seen me naked for sure. I still can't do that though, since she isn't saying or doing a thing that might prove it for sure.

I don't seem to have much of a choice except to just live with the fact that I've been completely exposed naked in every way to her. There's no way to undo it now and for some reason she isn't bothering to say a single thing to me about it. It's humiliating enough for me that I know I could never bring myself to ask about it or mention it to her. I'll probably never know her reasons for not mentioning anything to me, or anything else to do with it all, since it's her choice and everything is really up to her.

I'm not at all able to view the Google photo album anymore either, and aside from being told that the album is there and available, I can't tell that for myself any longer. I only receive and error 404 message, which must mean that I have been blocked from the album again. If that's true then there is an entire album showing me naked that anyone in the world can see, probably only except for me.  

From here on, I'm just going to try not to think about my Facebook exposure or my exposure to my female friend, since there's nothing I can do about either one of those things. Both are permanent parts of life for me now, and only worth thinking about or mentioning if some major development occurs such as if it's confirmed that someone close to me or well known by me mentions seeing me naked.  Otherwise I'll just go day to day remaining on public display naked, including to friends and people who know me.

 

Wednesday, March 3, 2021

General update re: My exposure

 My exposure on Facebook and also to one specific female friend appear to be either going badly or well, depending on perspective.  For anyone who prefers or enjoys my exposure, things could be considered to be going great. From my own perspective, things seem to never stop becoming harder to accept.

One reason for this is that it's probable that the links to websites containing my exposure, which are available in my intro on Facebook, may be getting more attention than I was aware of. Pertaining to many of my Facebook friends who I know personally, I also know the mothers of a few of them, and have known them for a long time. Almost none of these mothers have ever bothered to send a friend request to me on Facebook. Recently though, several mothers of my Facebook friends have begun to send me friend requests.

I have no way to know why, but it's quite possible that some of my Facebook friends have become aware of the links and seen my exposure, and then shared this information with their mothers and possibly with others too. If this is true, then these mothers may not want to openly mention this to me, but limited their response to seeing my exposure to requesting a Facebook friendship. These requests have come from people who have been on Facebook for years, and who have known me for many years, and are for some reason only now deciding to become friends on Facebook.

One of these mothers who is the most recent to request friendship was someone I have long thought to have some interest in me. Even her daughter, who is a good friend of mine, noticed this too. The mother tends to "accidentally" bump or touch my butt a lot, and tends to touch or rub my shoulders when she talks with me. She'd best be described as a tall, strapping woman who is quite a bit older than me. When she touches my shoulders or my butt, I always try to act oblivious, since it's basically harmless and not worth making an issue of. But now I'm nearly certain that she saw the links on my Facebook page and has now seen more of me than she could ever have imagined she'd see. During the coming summer, I will be seeing her daily for two full weeks, and now I have to wonder if she's going to mention what she saw of me. I doubt anything much physical would result, but I would expect for the butt touching to increase and for her to be more "hands on" than before. I hope I'm wrong about the whole thing, but I don't think I am.

 On a related but separate topic, I'm still getting forwarded emails that have been sent to a female friend (also a Facebook friend) of mine. The emails all contain the link to the Google photo album that contains photos and videos of me naked.

https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 

Worse yet, a different video of me naked is now being included in every email to this friend. I've already received a forwarded copy of four emails that were sent to this friend that all include a video. Three videos show me masturbating, and one shows me on a bed with just about every part of my body being displayed at some point. It also shows me from behind humping the bed. I'm told that more videos will be sent to her, and that photos of me will also be sent. 

The dates on the emails show that they are being sent to her every other day. Apparently this is going to continue until there is some sort of proof that she has seen them. The emails do give her and opt-out if she responds with the word "stop", but for some reason she has not opted out or said or done anything so far. I can't figure out why she is just letting the emails keep coming. The first email was sent to her weeks ago, with more being sent four or five days later a few times until they started being sent every other day. It's not really possible that she hasn't seen her emails for so long. The emails are going to her one and only email address and she's almost obsessive about checking her messages.

I don't want to believe it, but it almost looks as if she wants the emails to keep coming to her. I was sure that she'd quickly mention to me what she was receiving and what she was seeing of me, but she hasn't. Now that I see the way for her to opt out of the emails, it's even more baffling to be why she's not doing that either. 

Of course I only know of the emails that were forwarded to me by the sender, so I don't know if there is or was any other communication between her and the sender. I guess it's possible that they communicated and agreed on something where she didn't respond or react to the emails, maybe so I'd have to watch as a lot of videos and maybe photos too kept being sent to her. I just don't know what to make of it all. I just know that she must have seen me naked and masturbating by now, and I can't imagine that she's enjoying seeing me like that. At most I expected her to laugh like crazy when she saw me like that, and maybe to mock me, ridicule me, or something along those lines.

I don't know what's more humiliating. Having her respond in some way or not responding at all. At least if she responded at all, the emails might not have to keep being sent to her. As it is now, she's still getting more emails, and I have no idea if she's showing them to any of her friends. I also have no idea how I would face her now that she must have seen so much of me naked, or any idea how I'd explain the videos or any photos she ends up seeing of me if she does ask about them. 

Anyway, these are the videos I know were sent to her so far.




Sunday, February 21, 2021

Ongoing direct exposure to friend.

 Other posts and updates describe my recent exposure directly to a female friend of mine who I know personally and am also friends with on Facebook. The link to a Google photo and video album that as far as I know contains eveything of me naked is now being sent by email to this friend on a regular basis.

The creator and owner of the Google photo album is sending the link to this friend every four days now. I have been forwarded each email that was sent, most likely so I know for sure that the link is being sent to her. I only recently learned that this was going to happen over and over again until there's some proof that this friend had seen the album, which also means seeing me naked, masturbating, showering, and doing some other things naked.

I just recently saw another forwarded email with the album link that has been sent to this friend. I can see that some changes have been made in this last email. The link to the album is the same, but now the email has the title of "Photos, Videos" and the message asks her to view the album. 

An anonymous comment on an earlier post mentioned something that is also now in the message. It mentions that the emails can be stopped by replying "Stop". The comment says that it might be a way to confirm that I've been seen naked by this friend. It's probably true since she more than likely would see where the link went before she replied to stop the emails. It's my opinion that she won't bother to reply with anything though.


 https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6

 

From what I know of her, it won't bother her at all no matter how many times an email with the link is sent to her, since it's not hard for her to just delete them if she doesn't want to open them. I think if the emails really are going to be sent to her every four days as I was told, then a lot of emails are going to be sent to her over time. 

I do think she's already seen everything, and as I describe in an update to the last post, I think she decided never to let me know about it. I think she won't even want the sender to know it either. I do think she wants to show me to her friends or share the link with them so they can laugh about how they're seeing me. I doubt many of them, if any, will get any pleasure out of seeing me aside for humor. I think my exposure to this friend is going to go far beyond this one friend. I don't know if this was the point or intent when this friend was chosen as one I had to be exposed to, but I doubt it only because except for me, no one could have known much about this friend or what she'd do once she saw everything of me. 

I know that no matter what, I'll always be humiliated by how she's seen me and how she'll almost definitely make sure other friends of hers see me. Even if the intent wasn't always for my humiliation to include her friends too, but it probably would have changed anything. It may even be seen as more desirable but I don't know for sure. I'm still finding out how different it is to be told and to know that I had to be seen naked by people who know me, and then actually being seen naked by people who know me. it might be easier to take if I didn't have to be seen masturbating and seen with things in my ass, but ever since it started, I was told that my punishment meant that everything had to be seen. 

I this friend doesn't reply soon to stop the emails, which I don't think she will, then I suppose and expect the next email and link to be sent to her. It really shouldn't matter to me if more emails are sent, but I keep dwelling on it for some reason. I'm hoping at some point it'll stop mattering so much, since logically I know I've already been seen by her.

I'm still not even sure why or how this friend was singled out for me to be exposed to or how her email address was obtained. I know it's her email address but it wasn't given to anyone by me. Before my exposure directly to this friend began I was only being exposed to other friends indirectly through the links on my Facebook page.


 Only a couple friends have said they've seen me naked after clicking on those links, but it's pretty certain that more friends have clicked those links and seen me naked. It's also pretty certain that they have no desire for me to know I've been seen by them. 

Most of those who contact me about seeing the links and viewing my exposure are just visitors to the page, and are not actual Facebook friends. Out of those people, most seem to have voted in the poll at https://www.poll-maker.com/poll3242987x72cf4612-100 and voted for me to be permanently exposed on Facebook to friends through the links. Some of them have said they are watching or monitoring the links on my Facebook page to make sure they are always there and going to pages or sites that expose me. I don't know the exact number of watchers for sure, but it seems to be somewhere around six separate people. 

I'm not always able to know their reason or motivation for watching the links. Only a couple of them have said they're enjoying my ongoing exposure to friends and people who know me, and hope to see me humiliated by it. It does look like they're getting what they want, and that it will keep happening.

Also, since I don't use Gmail, I wasn't familiar with how an email could be scheduled to be sent at some future time, since my Yahoo email doesn't have that sort of thing. But I did have a back-up Gmail address from around eight years ago that I finally logged into, and saw this option was for real. I don't recall this option back when I last logged in there years ago. 

This explains what I was told about how the next few emails to this female friend of mine have already been scheduled to be sent every fourth day. I was told the only way they won't automatically be sent is if there is some reply from this friend or other proof of me being seen naked by her. I don't expect for there to be any proof like that, so I guess those emails will be sent to her.

I'm so unsure about what I'd prefer at this point. I dread the idea of emails being sent to this friend every four days, but if she replies then it only confirms what I already believe about her already having seen everything of me. Either way though, there's nothing I can do about it.



Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Exposed (Very much) to a real-life and Facebook friend - update 1

 Today I received another forwarded email that was first sent to the female real life and Facebook friend of mine. It was sent to her four days after the first one, and it once again contained the link to the Google photo album that has photos and videos of me naked and masturbating. It appears that for better or worse, I am being notified each time this friend is sent the link. https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6


 

I was sure she'd see me naked once the first email was sent to her, and after another email was sent to her, I can't see how there can be any way that she won't see everything of me now. On top of that, I'm told that emails with the link will continue to be sent to her over and over again until there's some proof that she has seen the Google photo album. 

I also discovered that I am back to being blocked from that photo album. After I learned of the first email and link being sent to this friend, I was told that I had access temporarily to the album. I know the only reason for that was so that I would see what this friend was going to see of me, which is just about everything there is of me naked. Apparently my access has already been revoked, even though this friend is being sent the link to see it, and she will keep on receiving the link. 

Seeing that she was sent the album link a second time made me feel almost as nervous and anxious as it did when I found out about the first time she received it. I was surprised at that, since before the second email was sent, I more or less figured that it hardly mattered if she received the link again. I figured that she was already seeing me naked anyway after the first email. But the second time did feel like it mattered. 

I thought about why the second email seemed to matter almost as much as the first one, and I think it's mostly about the fact that I'm being offered on display naked and masturbating to her and I can't do a thing about it. I don't have any control over the photo album, and now I don't even have any access to it once again, and I can't do anything about the album link being emailed to her no matter who sends it to her or how many times the link is sent to her. I'm basically limited to being seen naked by her and being seen masturbating by her.

Even though I already know she will be sent the link again, probably soon, and that she will probably keep receiving the link until there's some proof that she has seen me naked, I'm wondering if I'll ever get to where I don't re-experience the same anxiety and nervousness each time. I like to think that I will, but I already thought I would after the first time. 

I also think some of my anxiety is due to her not reacting in any way, even if it was a negative reaction to the sender. If she did react to the sender, I haven't been told anything about it, and if she did react, it would seem for there to be no point in sending her any more emails with the album link in them. 

The reason I'm anxious about her not reacting in any way or saying anything, is that I think it may be due to her desiring to share the link with her many friends. Having met some of her friends, mostly females, I'm more than a little bit sure that her and many of her friends will find my exposure to them to be amusing if not hilarious. I'm afraid that they are already sharing the album link with each other, and texting back and forth about it while laughing and making mocking comments about me and what they see of me in the album. I can easily imagine this friend showing some part of the album to her friends, and then giving them the album link so they can see the whole album whenever they want to, and even share it with friends of their own. 

I don't bother for a second to think that exposing me to this friend, or to other friends through the links on my Facebook page, will cause me greater humiliation than it was intended to cause. I know for sure that the intent and the purpose of it all is to entirely humiliate me for all time to people who know me. I know this in intended to be my punishment for violating my exposure contract, and even beyond that, it is what voters in the poll have decided for me. https://www.poll-maker.com/poll3242987x72cf4612-100 

Being told that it's all my own fault, and even basically knowing that it is, doesn't make it any easier to experience as it actually happens to me. Neither does being told that voters in the poll know what's best for me and that they are doing me a favor by making sure I learn a proper lesson. I do know that I have to abide by and accept all of these things though, since I have no other choice. In the end I can't really deny the fact that all of this is my own fault though. I also have to accept that I might deserve every bit of what I'm getting, since otherwise so many voters in the poll wouldn't have decided that I had to be exposed naked to friends and people who know me. 

Anyway, if this friend of mine does not react to the second email and album link that was sent to her, I do expect that the link will be sent to her again soon. In a way, I just wish she'd react in some way just so the emails can stop being sent to her. I know my opinion on the matter doesn't matter or change anything, but I'm certain she has already seen everything of me naked. 


Update 2/20/2021

Today I was informed that the link to the Google album will be sent to the female friend of mine on every fourth day from the last time it was sent on February 17th, until there is some way to prove that she has seen the album and seen me naked. 

If that's going to be the schedule, then I guess she will be receiving it again within twenty four hours from this update, once more after that before the end of February, then eight more times in the month of March. I don't know why it has to be every four days, but I've been told that's how it will be.

I don't use gmail, but I was told that messages can be scheduled to be sent automatically with gmail, and that the next emails with the link are already scheduled to be sent. 

It's really hard to have to just sit back and do nothing knowing now how often the link is going to be sent, but also knowing the only way for it not to be sent anymore is if or when it can be proven that she's seen me naked. Nothing has been said yet about how long this might go on if there's never any proof that I've been seen naked.

It's only my opinion, but I think she has already seen me and decided to make sure I never know about it. I also think it's because she's sending the link or showing her friends the album. A few of them also know me, and she has a whole lot of friends both online and in real life. I think it's mostly so they can laugh about it, and not so much about liking anything they're seeing. I still don't know if I'd rather know or not know though.

 

Saturday, February 13, 2021

Exposed (Very much) to a real-life and Facebook friend

 An email was just recently sent to me to notify me that someone I know personally and who is also a Facebook friend has been sent the link to the Google photo album (the one I have been blocked from viewing). I now know this is the friend who was asked for others to send the link to, and I also finally know the name of the friend, since I had no way to know for sure until now. https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6

I was forwarded a copy of the email that was sent to her that included a link to the Google photo album. There's no doubt at all that she will see me naked, masturbating, and more, and there's not a thing that could be done to prevent it. 

I know the link was sent by my contract holder, who did tell me a while back that the friend who wasn't identified to me, was going to see me naked for sure at some point, but then I learned that others were being asked to send the album link. I assumed it might just stay as me never knowing if the link had ever been sent or of the friend had seen me naked. Now I know otherwise. 

 

In a separate email message I was reminded that by seen naked by this friend was inevitable, and it does seem that this has now happened. At the moment, the link has only recently been sent to her, so there's not much else I can do except to wait until she reads the email and clicks the link to the album. For all I know she is seeing me naked or watching me masturbate at this moment. 

In the same email, I was also told that I can view the Google photo album for the next few days, but only on a temporary basis. The reasons given were because there's no need to conceal the friends identity from me any longer, and so that I can see what this friend will see of me. 

I did already scroll through the album, and I almost wish that I hadn't been given access to it. I can't even imagine this friend's reaction to seeing me naked in so many ways and watching what seems to be every video of me naked that ever existed. Even after seeing it, I can't believe that right at the very top of the album is a video of me masturbating naked until I cum. That's the very first thing this friend is going to see of me, and she might have seen it already. It's so hard to believe that her seeing me is not just a possibility anymore, but an actual true reality.

I don't know if this friend will mention to me that she has seen me naked or masturbating, and there's no way I'm going to ask her about it. I do know for sure that she's going to see me though. 

It's going to take a while for the reality of being seen by this friend to fully sink in. This is the best known friend who will have seen me naked so far, and it feels a little unreal that there isn't a thing that anyone at all can do to change or undo my being seen by her, aside from if the Google photo album just disappeared. I couldn't make that happen no matter what, and I know my contract holder intends for the album to remain just as it is, and to allow this friend to have as long as she wants to see everything of me. 

I'm not sure of it, but I do think this friend won't be able to resist sharing the album link with at least some of her many friends. Either way though, I can say that I am officially humiliated by knowing that she will or is actually seeing me naked, and definitely masturbating. I don;t know if or when I will see her in person next, but if or when I do, I can't be sure I will be able to look her in the eyes. That's even if she decides not to tell me that she's seen me. If she does tell me, then I think what she says and how she says it will decide some of how I face her in person.

Even though I hoped this whole thing would never occur, and I didn't know which friend it was to be until now, I was told more than once that this was coming, and that a friend who I knew well personally had to see me naked and masturbating. I did know this was a required part of my punishment. I guess in one sense it's sort of a relief to have it finally over with, but on the other hand I have to wait to see if this friend ever decides to tell me what she saw of me, and know from now on that she has seen me. 

If anything is heard from this friend after she sees eveything of me, or if anything else occurs that adds to my current level of humiliation, it will be related in an update.

Also, voters are still occasionally casting votes in the poll at:

https://www.poll-maker.com/poll3242987x72cf4612-100

The results change with each vote cast, but the results remain at basically ten to one for the links to my exposure having to remain on my Facebook page permanently. At this time, the links have been present for around 100 days. I know I'll never know how many times friends have seen or clicked on them so far, but since the voters have the only say-so about the links, I'm certain to continue to be seen naked by anyone who visits the page and decides to click any or all of the links. 


Wednesday, January 13, 2021

Seen naked by another Facebook friend

This is an update related to the post: https://davidsteckelnakedandexposed.blogspot.com/2020/12/first-known-exposure-to-facebook-contact.html

One more Facebook friend has chosen to inform me that they've seen me online naked. I first learned of it when they sent me a message on Facebook messenger. A while later they sent me an email where they said they had used the links on my Facebook page to see me. This person and I have known each other since high school. They mentioned that they had clicked all of the links and that they spent a couple days looking at everything before they decided to contact me about seeing me.

 https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

Since I received the message on Facebook messenger first, and it included a photo of me that more than proved they'd seen me naked, I wasn't quite sure what to think about it. Their short comment seemed to be more on the positive side, but the message did remind me of just how easily those who know me can see me naked. 

Recently I've received quite a few notifications from other friends who very rarely send me anything. These notifications don't mention anything about seeing me naked, but they do seem arbitrary and coincidental. I'm unsure about whether they really are just notifications that happened to come close to the same time from people who rarely send me any notifications, or if those friends have seen me naked and are unwilling or too uncomfortable saying so. It just seems strange that they suddenly sent something to me. I guess that will remain unknown since there's no way to know for sure unless they mention it themselves, and there's also nothing I can do about it.

A screenshot of the message received on Facebook messenger is shown below. Since the privacy of this friend needs to be protected, anything identifying them has been blacked out. It's provided so that those who wanted to be informed about how or when I was seen naked by friends can know of and be assured that I am being seen.



This friend did ask me what other friends have said to me when they saw me naked, and I could only say that only one other friend had mentioned seeing me. They didn't mention any names, but I can't help but wonder if they know of others who have seen me or whether they found out about the links from someone else or found them on their own. 

I know I can only accept being seen naked and on display naked by friends and people who know me, but most of the time I can almost convince myself that no one is bothering to click the links. When someone does and then tells me about it, it becomes very real for me all over again. 

This friend had said they looked at everything of me naked, but I have to admit that it was stunning to see a photo of me sent by them that shows me naked with my ass cheeks spread and with my asshole displayed. It told me right away that someone I've known for years had definitely seen me displayed that way.

I do accept that I have to be seen that way by friends, but I'm still seeing that accepting something and being prepared for it aren't always the same thing. I know I have no choice but to do both though.

It wasn't mentioned by the friend which site they got the photo of me from, but this is obviously the photo they chose to send.


 

It's been pointed out to me that in the last post made it was mentioned about the female friend of mine on Facebook whose email address is listed in the comments section of the Google photo album https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 but that I failed to task for the privilege of a viewer submitting the album link to her, so that she is sure to see my exposure and of course for me to endure the humiliation that would result. As it was mentioned in previous posts, I am blocked from viewing the photo album and I still have no idea which female friend this might be. So, please, if at all possible, view this friends email address somewhere in the comments of the album, and then please submit the album link to her by email. Thank you.




Sunday, January 10, 2021

Exposure to Facebook friends - update 2

 

I didn't plan to do any update on recent posts at least unless or until something changed or something new happened, but I've been what I'll call "urged" to offer an update now that it's a new year. I also didn't want to risk violating my exposure contract again by saying or doing anything that might seem like I'm trying to avoid, limit, or interfere with my exposure in some way.
So first I feel the need to mention that nothing I might say is intended to do any of those things, especially with regard to anything to do with my having to be exposed to and seen naked by people who personally know me.

Since there doesn't seem like there's much to update, the poll seems like as good a place as any to start with.

(Anyone just wanting to see the voting results can see them at: https://www.poll-maker.com/results3242987x72cf4612-100#tab-2 )
As mentioned in an earlier post, the poll has had an update. Now there is not just a photo of me naked at the top of the page, but also a photo of me naked for each choice in the poll. Even the two choices for me not to be exposed to Facebook contacts show me naked, but mostly just show my bare ass. The choices for me to be exposed temporarily and permanently both show my face and a mostly frontal view of me naked. I wasn't told why these particular photos of me were chosen or added, and I'm not about to ask or question anything about it.

By far the most votes are for the first choice, which says "Yes. The links need to remain posted permanently. His Facebook contacts must see him naked." (Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 )
The links required to be there are still the link to my Twitter https://twitter.com/davidsteckel1
the link to a Google photo album showing me naked https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6
the link to the Dropbox "David Steckel naked" 
and the link to a naked photo of me on Wikimedia

I need to say here that since it's what most voters want, then that's still what has to be. I'm in no position to dispute what so many others have decided in the matter.I also know that the links in my Facebook information are being monitored by more than one person to make sure they're there and that they work, so that anyone who knows me on Facebook and any visitors can see and click the links. I know this is the punishment decided for me for my violations of my exposure contract, and I'm trying to do all I can to accept this punishment and all that might come along with it, which I know includes my humiliation as people who know me see me naked and even masturbating. To avoid any uncertainty over anything said here, I'll state clearly that I know for violating my contract, I've earned and deserve some sort of punishment. Since so many have decided for this to be my punishment, then I must deserve this particular punishment.

With that said, each time I read the text in the choice "Yes. The links need to remain posted permanently. His Facebook contacts must see him naked.", the word that catches my attention the most is "must". Even though I know the whole intent of my punishment is for me to be seen naked by people on Facebook who know me, the word "must" reminds me that it is to be definite and for sure. At times seeing that can make my stomach tighten a little and my knees feel a little weak, but then I move on and try not to think about it since there's nothing I can do about it anyway.
As for who has seen me naked so far who knows me, I still only know of one person, since they chose to say so to me. I have no idea at all about how many others who know me may have already clicked a link there and seen me naked.
In the past few weeks, I've seen in person six people who know me who are also contacts on Facebook. Each time I found myself trying to figure out whether or not they may have seen me naked by looking for some clue or evidence. Even without any one of them saying anything about it, I was always left clueless about it. I'm finding it too easy to think I'm perceiving nothing different most of the time, but then perceiving one or two things that almost seem link hints that they've seen me naked, but are not telling me straight out. Clearly I'm going to have to learn to live with and deal with that sort of thing, since I'll never know who has or hasn't seen me naked unless they decide to come right out and tell me. I know even if the links were ever able to be removed (which I know they can't be and won't be), it wouldn't matter now since there's been enough time already for people who know me to have clicked the links and seen me naked.

I guess another thing to mention is that I still have no idea which friend of mine has their email address offered in the comments section of the Google photo album. 
Since I'm still blocked from the album, I can only assume that their email address is still offered there since I haven't had any information saying otherwise. I also have no idea whether anyone has sent this friend the album link yet, or if this friend has seen me naked. Not knowing who it might be makes it too hard to guess whether they might mention it to me or not.
I'll admit that I'm extremely curious about who they are, but I'm aware that I have no right or need to know. I've realized that I don't know the email address of most people who know me on Facebook, since Facebook is the way I tend to communicate with those who are contacts of mine on there. All I know from a screenshot image is that they have a gmail address, but that doesn't tell me anything.
The fact that I'm curious is the extent of things though, since I know whoever this friend is may already have seen me naked and are keeping it to their self. Even if they haven't received the Google photo album link yet, I know they will receive it somehow at some point. I know there's no avoiding them seeing me naked unless they choose not to click the album link once they receive it in an email, if they haven't received it already. I could try to convince myself that it's not really an email address of someone who knows me, but I doubt I'd ever really get myself to believe that it would be offered of it wasn't really someone who knows me.

I've been told that I tend to make it sound like it's my punishment to have the links posted on Facebook where people who know me might click them and see me naked. I've seen this for myself when I read some posts. So no one is misled, the links are just the way for my actual punishment to happen. As I've been often reminded, my actual punishment requires that I be seen naked for sure by people who know me on Facebook, and by anyone else they choose to tell who might also know me.
Even though I'm never sure anymore whether anyone I know and meet has seen me naked, I'm aware that I have to be seen naked by people who know me. I know better now than to ask for more details or information about that, so the most I can do is to accept that fact.
It's still kind of ironic to me that I spent so much time and effort in the past to keep my naked exposure separate from Facebook and from the people who know me personally and who see me in daily life, and now having it available and practically offered to those same people. I can only assume that's the very reason why it ended up being decided as my punishment, and is being carried out even at this very moment.

Lastly, the five photos of me naked now included in the poll are:

 
Header photo

 
Option #1 photo
                                  "Yes. The links need to remain posted permanently. His Facebook contacts must see him naked"


                                                                                         Option #2 photo
                                             "Yes. The links should remain for now, but only for some period of time"
 

                                                                         Option #3 photo 
                              "No. David Steckel deserves to have his exposure kept secret from contacts on Facebook"

 
 
 Option #4 photo
                      "No. His Facebook contacts should have to seek or find his exposure by chance on other websites"

Sunday, December 27, 2020

No questioning any aspects of my exposure naked

 It seems that I keep having to do this, but I've gotten myself into some trouble over asking a question about a comment in a previous post. I owe all viewers of my exposure and voters in the poll an apology for my actions.

https://davidsteckelnakedandexposed.blogspot.com/2020/12/exposure-to-facebook-friends-update.html

https://www.poll-maker.com/poll3242987x72cf4612-100 

I didn't see my question as interference in my online exposure naked, but it wasn't what I asked that was the issue. The fact that I asked anything at all is what ended up being the issue. 

What I did was, when I saw a comment from my contract holder asking others to visit a Google photo album, find a comment there that offered the email address of a some friend of mine, and then share the link to the album with them, I asked which friend it was.

Since I'm blocked from viewing the album myself, I couldn't see which friend it might be. My curiosity and a little bit of anxiety over this possible humiliation got the better of me and I convinced myself that my asking would be harmless. When someone anonymously commented and called my comment into question, I began to think that my asking a question was a mistake.

I knew for sure that I'd been wrong to ask when the person who holds my exposure contract actually commented there as well. They more or less publicly reprimanded me for asking my question. Later, they send me an email that detailed how and why my question had been such an issue.

I was told in no uncertain terms that when anyone does or says anything about exposing me in any way, that it's not my place to question it at all. My exposure only concerns those who desire to see me exposed, those who choose to expose me, and those who view my exposure. My only part is to be the object of exposure and to be seen naked. 

There is to be no difference between my exposure to random people online and my exposure naked to people who know me or who are friends. My own feelings or opinions about this are not relevant. The exposure contract does make a lot of this clear, and my recent punishment of being exposed to Facebook contacts through links has removed any rights I may have still retained for keeping my online exposure hidden and concealed from people who know me. I didn't factor those two things together when I asked my question. 

Due to my question, I now know that this still unidentified friend must absolutely have my exposure shared with them. I know this means they have to see my naked and see that I am exposed online for anyone to see. I also know there is no way to prevent this anymore.

I was surprised when I found out that they aren't to be notified about my exposure by me until I found out why. One reason for this was so that I wont know when this friend first sees me exposed naked, which will allow them to view me naked without me being aware of it unless they choose to tell me about it after they've seen me. Another reason is so that this friend will know that I am unaware of them seeing me naked, which cannot happen if they are notified of my exposure by me. They can then be free to view me at their leisure and share my exposure with others all without any concerns that I know anything about it. For those reasons, only a random or anonymous person is asked to share my exposure with this friend of mine.

As my penalty for asking a question, and for showing that I still need to learn my place in my exposure, I am required to ask the assistance of others in sharing my exposure with this friend either until this friend informs me of having seen me naked, or until someone notifies me that they have shared the link to the Google photo album with this friend. This has to begin here and now.

Please visit this Google photo album at: https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6

Please locate the comment with this friend's email address and just send them the link to the album.  Please allow them to see what their friend has deceptively kept concealed from them until now. Thank you.

                                     Visit the Google photo album to view the full email address. 

                                                     Until the friend of David Steckel views him naked and exposed,

                                                     the friend's email address and their identity must remain concealed

                                                     from  David Steckel. Please submit the Google photo album limk

                                                     to this friend of David Steckel's by email. Thank you.






 

I've also learned that the poll was been updated to be more accurate. I was told that the poll was unchangeable and not able to be altered or closed, but I know better than to question how it has now been updated. I just know that the voting results have made it clear that I will remain exposed to Facebook contacts permanently through links to my exposure being public in my intro there. 

This seems to be a slower and random process for exposing me to people who know me, while having this friend seeing my exposure is more definite and instant once my exposure is shared with them. I do understand though that I cannot do anything about either one of those things.

Monday, December 21, 2020

Exposure to Facebook friends - update.


 

 
For over a month, votes in the poll at:  https://www.poll-maker.com/poll3242987x72cf4612-100
have continued to increase for requiring that links to sites exposing me naked be available publicly in my Facebook information (intro) at:

The posting of these links was one part of a punishment handed down to me by the holder of my exposure contract for several violations of the contract by me.
The links allow friends and visitors to my Facebook page to have an opportunity to see me naked online. Being seen naked by people who know me is really the actual punishment, and the links are a way for that to happen.
Rather than the punishment just being implemented outright, the holder of my contract decided that a poll would be created to allow others to have the final say about whether or not I would have to serve my punishment.

A few votes were cast for other options, but they amount to almost nothing compared to the number of votes requiring the links to be permanent, which basically insures that I will be seen naked by Facebook friends and visitors who happen to click any of the links.

It's keeps getting more clear that most voters feel that my punishment must be served, which not only will result in me being seen naked by people who know me personally.It's already known to have happened once already.

Because it's me who is being exposed, my thoughts or opinions are obviously biased in my favor. Voters are much more impartial, and so many of them can't really be wrong. I basically have to accept the fact that they must be right, and that I do deserve what the majority of votes are requiring.

I have basically resigned myself to serving out my punishment and being seen naked by people who know me, because it's all I really can do. It does seem sure to humiliate me at least a little bit at some point, but that's clearly just another aspect of my punishment.

As I've been reminded, I did violate my contract, and I am now paying for it. I know I will continue to pay for it as time passes and more people who know me see me naked online. I also know there is no way to avoid that.
The choice of the voters is all too clear and is undeniable.

Voting has slowed down after a month, but more votes continue to be for requiring the links to remain posted permanently. This only reinforces the fact that my punishment will be ongoing, possibly until every last Facebook friend has seen me naked.

I surely will be taking my exposure contract more seriously, but I know that doesn't have any effect on what has already occurred.

I've been reminded again that the poll will remain open so that votes can continuously be cast, but as stated already, votes for the links to be permanent only continue to increase. It's nearly certain that from now on, I will be one click of a link away from being seen naked by people who know me.
The links to my exposure that are now permanently available and public in my Facebook intro information are:


https://twitter.com/davidsteckel1 Twitter page of David Steckel naked



I've been told that additional links can or may be added if it is assessed to be necessary or deserved by me, but so far the existing links seem to be sufficient.
I tend to visit my Facebook page less often now, since it's hard not to see the links so available there. It tends to remind me of how I didn't take my contract as seriously as I should have, and how I now have to pay for it through being seen naked by those who know me.

Lastly, the holder of my exposure contract thought it best that I state outright that I accept my punishment and that I will not attempt to limit or resist the verdict that voters have decreed through their votes. After several attempts at a satisfactory statement, the following statement was finally approved for posting by the holder of my contract.

"I, David E. Steckel, hereby accept my punishment of being exposed naked to Facebook friends and to all who visit my Facebook page. I accept the will of voters in the related poll, and I swear that I will do nothing whatsoever that might affect the fulfillment of my punishment. Due to multiple violations of my exposure contract, I have necessitated this punishment, making me alone responsible for its implementation and for all that may result from its implementation.
I would like to thank all who voted in the poll who understand that this punishment is necessary, and who expressed so through voting for it to be carried out in full."



Saturday, December 19, 2020

David Steckel Nackt Wixt (David Steckel Naked Wank)

David Steckel Nackt Wixt  Watch David Steckel Nackt Wixt video on xHamster.

 This compilation video was created and posted on Xhamster by someone else who selected some videos from the Dropbox that contains all photos and videos of me naked. It was created from one video showing me naked and masturbating, and another that shows me naked while inserting a magic marker into my asshole and then leaving it there and masturbating. (It should be known that the magic marker remained in my ass throughout the rest of that day, through the night, and until a necessary trip to the bathroom the next morning allowed it to be released.) The compilation finishes by displaying me naked and masturbating one additional time. 

All videos in the compilation are viewable separately on my own Xhamster page, but the compilation video presents me in a single video. 

The creator of the video asks the favor of  having others view what they have posted of me and to like or comment to them. They have made it clear they greatly appreciate likes and comments. Since it is their page and their work, they will receive any comments made. In this case I am only an object of display since the owner of the page is aware of their complete right to display me naked as desired, which is the same rights that all others have.

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/58jgt1168jivmln/3pLYLl1yYE  source of videos

They also created a photo album of me naked, and another small album of gif images.

 David Steckel naked - photos

David Steckel naked gif's  

 The link below is a posting that contains a description of my requirements and obligations for being displayed naked by others, as well as relating the absolute right that all others have to post or display me naked in any manner that can be conceived of.

https://davidsteckelnakedandexposed.blogspot.com/2018/01/david-steckel-naked-requirements-and.html

 




Saturday, December 5, 2020

An informational background webpage of David Steckel

 Many for profit websites exist that will provide information on a person's background for a fee or with a paid membership of some kind. I was notified of being on one of these type of sites by someone online. The page of me is a free public "profile" page for the purpose of enticing people to pay for a more detailed informational package.

The site lists my job as being a "Professional Exhibitionist" and as me working for a company called "Naked". The opening paragraphs add even more:

"David is an internet exhibitionist. His primary function and obligation is to be exposed to and seen nude or naked by anyone and everyone. His purpose is nothing more than to be observed naked, exposed, displayed and shown as public property. Simply enter his name in any web search and put naked after it, then choose from the search results. David Steckel can be seen naked on Wikimedia Commons here: https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:David_Steckel.jpg "

This is similar to one of the five reviews of me posted lower down on the page, but anyone can read these for themselves at: https://www.mylife.com/david-steckel/e793129246386

The intro and the reviews offer a quite distinct description of me. Since the page can be seen to have existed for quite some time already, there's no telling how many times it has been viewed.

An option exists on the page to "Control this profile". I attempted to click this button and received a message that this profile has already been claimed. After attempting to contact the website asking how this could be, I was informed that the person who claimed the page has proven it is theirs and that the information it contains is considered to be valid and up to date. 

Other than some listed associates and neighbors being incorrect, the information there is more accurate about me than might usually be expected to be found on such a site. My listed profession and company are pretty obviously not entirely true, but they do correspond with other information about me there.

Since the page is public and free, anyone at all can see everything there. I unwilling to pay the site for so-called additional information about me, but I if that information was accurate, it might list a civil case I was involved in years ago or being cited for indecent exposure. That last thing only serves to reinforce the accuracy of what is available on the free page about me.

I won't be pursuing the matter any further. Anyone who does any real sort of web search on me and uses the right search words will see that I really can be found naked on the internet quite a lot. That leaves little or nothing about accuracy to be questionable. It's probably not a bad thing that people who might be searching for me see this major aspect about me.


 

There's also the fact that nothing posted of me naked by anyone can be removed once posted, or even requested to be removed. I'm not shown naked on this particular site, but this surely falls into the same category. 

Maybe it's best that I can't change or alter the page in any way. On some days I might think something needs a slight correction and end up making it less accurate in the process. Also, if someone else has claimed the page and wants that information about me to be there, then it's not my place to change it or question it. 

On the more humorous side, I can only wonder what others who share my name might think when they see this page or my actual exposure naked on other websites. It's doubtful any of them have left one of the comments or "reviews" there, but since they're all anonymous they'll always remain unknown.