My exposure on Facebook and also to one specific female friend appear to be either going badly or well, depending on perspective. For anyone who prefers or enjoys my exposure, things could be considered to be going great. From my own perspective, things seem to never stop becoming harder to accept.
One reason for this is that it's probable that the links to websites containing my exposure, which are available in my intro on Facebook, may be getting more attention than I was aware of. Pertaining to many of my Facebook friends who I know personally, I also know the mothers of a few of them, and have known them for a long time. Almost none of these mothers have ever bothered to send a friend request to me on Facebook. Recently though, several mothers of my Facebook friends have begun to send me friend requests.
I have no way to know why, but it's quite possible that some of my Facebook friends have become aware of the links and seen my exposure, and then shared this information with their mothers and possibly with others too. If this is true, then these mothers may not want to openly mention this to me, but limited their response to seeing my exposure to requesting a Facebook friendship. These requests have come from people who have been on Facebook for years, and who have known me for many years, and are for some reason only now deciding to become friends on Facebook.
One of these mothers who is the most recent to request friendship was someone I have long thought to have some interest in me. Even her daughter, who is a good friend of mine, noticed this too. The mother tends to "accidentally" bump or touch my butt a lot, and tends to touch or rub my shoulders when she talks with me. She'd best be described as a tall, strapping woman who is quite a bit older than me. When she touches my shoulders or my butt, I always try to act oblivious, since it's basically harmless and not worth making an issue of. But now I'm nearly certain that she saw the links on my Facebook page and has now seen more of me than she could ever have imagined she'd see. During the coming summer, I will be seeing her daily for two full weeks, and now I have to wonder if she's going to mention what she saw of me. I doubt anything much physical would result, but I would expect for the butt touching to increase and for her to be more "hands on" than before. I hope I'm wrong about the whole thing, but I don't think I am.
On a related but separate topic, I'm still getting forwarded emails that have been sent to a female friend (also a Facebook friend) of mine. The emails all contain the link to the Google photo album that contains photos and videos of me naked.
https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6
Worse yet, a different video of me naked is now being included in every email to this friend. I've already received a forwarded copy of four emails that were sent to this friend that all include a video. Three videos show me masturbating, and one shows me on a bed with just about every part of my body being displayed at some point. It also shows me from behind humping the bed. I'm told that more videos will be sent to her, and that photos of me will also be sent.
The dates on the emails show that they are being sent to her every other day. Apparently this is going to continue until there is some sort of proof that she has seen them. The emails do give her and opt-out if she responds with the word "stop", but for some reason she has not opted out or said or done anything so far. I can't figure out why she is just letting the emails keep coming. The first email was sent to her weeks ago, with more being sent four or five days later a few times until they started being sent every other day. It's not really possible that she hasn't seen her emails for so long. The emails are going to her one and only email address and she's almost obsessive about checking her messages.
I don't want to believe it, but it almost looks as if she wants the emails to keep coming to her. I was sure that she'd quickly mention to me what she was receiving and what she was seeing of me, but she hasn't. Now that I see the way for her to opt out of the emails, it's even more baffling to be why she's not doing that either.
Of course I only know of the emails that were forwarded to me by the sender, so I don't know if there is or was any other communication between her and the sender. I guess it's possible that they communicated and agreed on something where she didn't respond or react to the emails, maybe so I'd have to watch as a lot of videos and maybe photos too kept being sent to her. I just don't know what to make of it all. I just know that she must have seen me naked and masturbating by now, and I can't imagine that she's enjoying seeing me like that. At most I expected her to laugh like crazy when she saw me like that, and maybe to mock me, ridicule me, or something along those lines.
I don't know what's more humiliating. Having her respond in some way or not responding at all. At least if she responded at all, the emails might not have to keep being sent to her. As it is now, she's still getting more emails, and I have no idea if she's showing them to any of her friends. I also have no idea how I would face her now that she must have seen so much of me naked, or any idea how I'd explain the videos or any photos she ends up seeing of me if she does ask about them.
Anyway, these are the videos I know were sent to her so far.
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