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Friday, December 23, 2022

One more (post) before 2023

 One more post seems in order to relay some updates, mostly for my nightly exposure. Some are aware of it already, but for anyone who doesn't know, every night I have to sleep naked, without covers or covering, with lights on, and with the window blind raised enough for anyone outside or nearby to be able to see me. 

The requirement is for me to masturbate in bed at least once each night, also in possible view through the window. Requests have been made for slight alterations to this, and this update is to relate some of them and what is being or will be done about it soon.

One thing is for others to be able to see through the internet that I am being exposed each night, so that I can be seen or watched by anyone, and so anyone can confirm at any time that I am exposed in bed and while asleep. A streaming service or site of some kind was suggested, so one will be found or utilized if possible. It will be free if possible so that there is no cost for seeing and confirming my nightly exposure. If and when a free streaming site is found, all information necessary to access it will be made available. I tend to go to be between 11 pm and 12 am Eastern Standard time most nights, and the streaming would begin when I got into bed and end when I got up in the morning. Until a site is found and set up, there's not much more to relate about it yet.

It has been requested that I not masturbate for a period of time, which would undoubtedly mean I would go to bed horny, and likely cause me to thrust myself against the mattress or hump the bed while asleep or nearly asleep. Since it seems that it's desired for anyone seeing me through my window to see this, and would be possible for anyone watching the stream to see this, I will abstain completely from masturbating for a week or so once things are set up where I can be observed in bed naked online. This is not intended to be avoiding ir ignoring my requirement, but only a temporary alteration to it. It will happen once, but it's unknown if it will be repeated. Time will probably tell.

One other request is for me to wear something to bed that might cause some increased arousal for me while sleeping, such as something that will stimulate me. Since I'm required to be and remain naked and exposed at night, wearing anything doesn't seem permissible. The requirements don't seem to allow me to just decide to wear anything in bed at night. The only solution might be if what I wore left me still nearly naked and offered little or no real concealment. Something may have been found that might qualify, and will take some time to obtain through an online purchase. In the meantime, photos of this will be submitted to allow feedback on whether this can be something permissible to wear in bed at night.

Here are some images of what it might look like, although until the actual item arrives it can't be known for sure.


 

Obviously in front, the rings are meant to hold the penis. I appears that in back, all that would show would really be the waist strip, since the rest would be hidden between butt cheeks. If this violates the requirement for me to be completely naked, then it can be related in a comment. Also, if it's allowable and permissible, that can be related too. Wearing them may also be temporary, going along with me refraining from masturbating, but not much about it is able to be decided by me. It's something for those who want to see me exposed, or who just want me exposed in general to decide. 

It's also only right if I mention that it is to be exceptionally cold even here in Central Florida over the next week or so. My small room heater is older and not very efficient during such cold temperatures, A new, better heater is due to arrive any day now, but until then it may get too cold to remain completely naked and uncovered all night. I will attempt to fulfill my requirement for remaining exposed but it may not be possible for the entire night. 

Many neighbors are coming and going more than usual at night, and seem to have guests over who stay later, probably due to the holiday, and I know that being exposed for them to possibly see me is part of my requirement, so I will remain exposed at night until it's too cool or cold to do so. I only mention this because unless I do, I'm basically breaking a requirement and without seeming to have a reason for it. It's also likely that it will only be for one or two nights, since the new heater should arrive by then. I'm almost sure that by New Years Eve the heater should eliminate any need for covering or concealing my exposure. I almost wish otherwise, since I feel quite sure that I'm going to be seen naked by a few nearby people and some of their guests or friends on the night of New Years Eve. That's separate from any who have already seen me or who may be watching my window waiting for me to get into bed naked. 

Please offer your thoughts or opinions on the article of cloth and whether or not it's something permissible for me to wear while exposed in bed.

Of course updates will follow soon.

ADD ON: December 26th, 2022

Currently and for the time being, using an app to access my laptop and its camera are the only way for anyone to see, once I'm in bed for the night, that I am naked, with lights on, and being exposed through an uncovered window. Once a new and separate webcam is obtained, the camera will provide a view of me along with the uncovered window. For now the camera on the laptop only provides a view from directly next to the window. Anyone looking in will see mostly what the camera would show. For the moment it is the only way to verify that I my requirement is being fulfilled. 

Although the resolution on the camera on my laptop is low, and the videos are grainy, some video has been taken during my required nightly exposure from next to the window. The videos present me performing my required masturbation. One is from the middle of the night and the other is roughly at dawn. The videos can verify to some extent that my required exposure is occurring. They also might verify the low quality video that my laptop camera produces. Videos will be uploaded here once compressed, due to limits on file size for uploaded videos. The apps enabling me to be seen exposed at night and enable verification that I am exposed are:

Teamviewer address: 1 054 262 400 Password: Nakedandexposed1
Anydesk address: 990 573 524 Password: Showmystuff1


                                                Masturbating in early a.m. while exposed

 

                                             Exposed masturbating at dawn
                                          

                                                          window at night
                                    


                                                window during daytime


Monday, October 10, 2022

A few more images of me submitted by others.

 Whenever someone takes the time and effort to make or create any image that includes me in some way, and then sends it to me or notifies me of where to find it, I commonly save a copy.Most times they suggest or request that the image or images be shared or posted in some way, which is difficult to refuse to do.

I honestly do have the intention of sharing or posting those images, but I often tend to put it off until some later time. It's usually when asked by their creators about why they haven't been posted or shared or where they have been shared or posted that I know that "later time" has arrived.

Here are the images created or received that are now being posted:







Because the images were created using photos of me that are public domain photos, the images belong to their creators. Each creator of the images has chosen for their images of me to also be public domain and requested that they be shared and displayed publicly.

Friday, September 23, 2022

New Google Document "Videos of David Steckel (naked) on Clipchamp"

 A new Google document is available that contains a list and links to all videos of me naked that are currently available on the "Clipchamp" website.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1TvjrcuJYAXyNKK_mmpA3kcsqrWAnk6NmqcOxv3NUzwg/edit?usp=sharing

Each video link has a small photo beside it that corresponds with the that link.

The link to the document can also be found on the page  David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist

                                           

A few photos of me naked follow the video links.

Comments are are enabled on in the document. 


 

Monday, September 19, 2022

Google Classroom: David Steckel naked

 A Google Classroom session has become available entitled "Observing David Steckel nude". It describes aspects of my naked body and my masturbation. It also contains photos and videos which show some of what is described and for reference purposes.

It's essentially an online class about my naked body and how I masturbate. 

 https://classroom.google.com/c/NTQ4NjIxMjI4MDYz/p/NTQ4NjI0NTQwNjA5/details

It has been made available on Facebook, both on the page for my exposure, and on my personal Facebook page.

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

 

The post itself is quite subtle due to what can or can't be posted on Facebook, but the same isn't true for what the post links to. 

Some parts describe my naked body or what I do naked in what is often humiliating detail, but quite accurately. It presents things about me and my naked body that I hadn't given much thought to but can now be seen and known by anyone who accesses the "class".

It's pretty sure that even people who've known me for a while will see and discover at least a few things about me they would never have known about otherwise. 

Additional "classes" may even follow this one at some point.

A code doesn't appear to be necessary to access the class, even though one is available. If one is needed for access, it is: x6hipzk

The class enables comments at the bottom of the page.

This is the first time ever for a class about me naked and masturbating. It's quite daunting and humiliating, but as the class mentions a few times, my humiliation is irrelevant compared to what others have the right to see of me... naked.

 




Saturday, September 17, 2022

Signature image and text for DaveS113065@gmail,com

Although the email address most used by me is DaveS113065@yahoo.com, a less used email address for me is DaveS113065@gmail/com

The yahoo email is used for most websites as part of the log-in information, but the gmail will become more and more used. It is already the email address shown in my contact details on my personal Facebook page.

To increase my exposure, a signature has been added to my gmail that is automatically added to any email sent from that address. The idea wasn't mine, but was suggested by someone who is often conversed with online through emails.

The signature contains three photos of me naked. No email sent to anyone, regardless of who it's sent to, will be sent without the signature. I have sworn to this and committed to it. All replies to any email received on my gmail will also contain the signature. There can't be even one exception to this, ever. 

My yahoo email will still be used as necessary, but there will be a transition to using the gmail as often as possible and it will eventually be the primary email used by me.

In email conversations with the one who suggested it, the signature is expected to be there to ensure I keep to my commitment and my promise. 

The signature photos have been copied and pasted from a draft on my gmail, including the text that goes along with them:

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signature images of David Steckel. Three (3) images. If not present then David Steckel is intentionally concealing them from you and can be questioned about it.

Anyone who receives an email from my gmail account or who receives a reply to an email from my gmail account can and should expect to see these photos. As my gmail becomes more commonly used, these photos are assured to be received and viewed more and more.
 
I don't expect it to be easy for me if and when the signature with these photos has to be sent to people I know, or when corresponding with new contacts. The first time it has to be sent to someone will probably be the hardest. After that the photos will have been seen by them, so any future emails to them that will contain the signature photos probably won't be as difficult to send.
How humiliating it is for me will mostly depend on who the recipient is, but humiliation is unavoidable.
At some point in the future, the photos are likely to be exchanged for others, but most likely not until many dozens or more emails have gone out that contain them, and not until a large number of recipients have received them.
Anyone who cares to test this commitment can email me at DaveS113065@gmail.com and can expect a reply that contains the signature photos, even if no message is sent to me other than requesting a reply from me.

 

Monday, July 4, 2022

David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist, July 2022 status

Updated July 16, 2022  

The Facebook page David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist is still active and is getting views. The daily views are in the single digits, but a day rarely passed without the page receiving views. For the most part, I have no idea who the viewers are. Of course I have no real right to know who views my exposure unless the viewer wishes for me to know, and I have almost no control over who has access to and views my exposure.

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

On my personal Facebook page, https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75/ some posts from the Exposure page have been shared, although Facebook flagged one post that had already been on the exposure page for weeks. The others are currently still up, but are set to friends only. The posts are friends only since it appears that some non-friends who visit my personal page are reporting posts that show an image that suggests that I am naked. 

The posts on my personal Facebook page do contain links to sites such as the Google album "Public Domain Photos and Videos of David Steckel Naked" https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 and to the image "David Steckel Naked in mirror" which is offered on Wikimedia at: https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:David_Steckel.jpg

A link is also included to the poll https://www.supersurvey.com/poll4236812x01b63125-133 for voting on which video will be available for one month through the "Watch Video" button on the Facebook Exposure page. On my personal Facebook page a qr code image is posted, which goes to the same video as the "Watch Video" button. This allows any visitor to my personal page to scan the code and view the current video without a need to visit the Exposure page. 

The poll has received and is receiving enough votes for there to be a clear selection for the next video to be made available. In cases where several videos have a tie vote, by selecting "sort" in the poll results, one video will have attained that number of votes first, before the others. In cases of where a video has the higher vote count, that video will always be the one offered next. The current video was updated on July 1st and must remain until August 1st. The qr code image on my person Facebook page is updated each month to match the current video.

There are also the links to my exposure in the intro of my personal Facebook page which must remain in place permanently, as voters in a previous poll have decided. Links there can only be added to but never removed. They are just one of several ways that make my exposure available to just about anyone, including Facebook friends and others who know me personally. 

Some who know me have definitely already viewed my exposure, although none of them have mentioned it or asked anything about it. Every day it is more likely and more probable that even more people who know me are seeing my exposure. Of course that is exactly what the purpose is though. I am to be seen naked, exposed, masturbating, and more by many people who know me and by anyone who cares to view it. Even if I try to convince myself that no one is really looking or seeing anything of me, I know it's impossible for that to be the case. I know that not being told that I've been seen doesn't mean much, and viewers have every right to view me and to not say a word to me about it. Anytime I meet someone in person who knows me, I never know if they have seen me naked already or not. But I know they can and possibly will see me naked at some point. 

The friends only posts on my personal Facebook page are almost sure to have generated a notification to Facebook friends, which would absolutely cause at least a few friends to view the posts. I can only suppose that more friends than I realize may already be aware of my exposure and are not reacting to it in any way... for now anyway. It's a bit intimidating to know that I must and will be seen exposed naked by many more Facebook friends and by other viewers/ visitors, but there's no changing how things are now. 

One clue that friends and people who know me are viewing or becoming aware of my exposure is that some friends of friends on Facebook have sent friend requests to me. The requests are accepted of course, since there is no reason not to accept them and my exposure has likely already been viewed by them by the time they sent the friend request. Even if they haven't seen my exposure by then, not a thing can limit or restrict anyone from viewing the entirety of my "public domain" exposure. 

Although these new friends do have every right to view, possess, or share my exposure as they choose, even when they do view my exposure, it's not really accurate to consider their viewing of me naked as me being viewed naked by someone who knows me personally. That basically requires past classmates, coworkers, neighbors, or a person who knows me or has met me in person in some way. 

Whenever I'm visiting a store or any business that has employees that I encounter regularly, I'm not always conscious of the fact that any one of them may have viewed me online naked in some way, especially in cases such as when visiting a bank or anywhere else where my name is required to be given and even proven. 

On occasion in public I will see a person looking at me for an extra long time, and without knowing why it's easy to think they might be trying to place where they may have seen me before. If they did view me naked online then some might even be fairly sure I am the one they saw online, but not sure enough to mention it. Others may be positive it's me but prefer not to say anything to me. Even though I've surely only been seen by a tiny fraction of those with the potential to see me naked online, it still means that anyone I encounter may be included in that fraction. 

I feel pretty sure that while I'm obliviously walking around somewhere or some place, that there have been times when someone else there was only picturing me exactly as they saw me online. I just didn't know it. That's just something I will have to get accustomed to though, even if the odds for it occurring are low... for now anyway.

The only thing that is sure is that as time passes, more are viewing my exposure. Since the entirety of my exposure is public domain, each and every one who does view it has the legal right to do so, and to copy, download, or share it as they see choose, all without asking or mentioning it to me. Even if I am notified about some furthering of my exposure to others, it's not within my rights to have any say-so about it. 

In public I'm sometimes oblivious to the fact that I may be recognized by someone who has seen me naked online, but at other times I can feel quite exposed, almost as if I am walking around like this:


  Nothing changes the fact though that privacy for my naked body and for anything I do naked is non-existent, and that every photo and video of me naked belongs to the public.

Update:

A Facebook post that was viewable by friends only is now a public post. The post should now be viewable by all visitors to the page: https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

The post contains a qr code which when scanned will go to the same video that the "Watch Video" button goes to on the Facebook exposure page. 

Having it pointed out that the button to watch the video was public on one page, but the code to watch it was not public, and that friends could already view the code, made the inconsistency clear. Even though friends could scan the code and see the video, others who know me but who are not Facebook friends, and other visitors to the page had no access to the code or the video. 

The post also contains links to a photo of me on Wikimedia commons, and to the Google album containing photos and videos of me naked. The links were already present in the post for friends only and removing those links was considered before the audience for the post became public, but turned out not to be possible without the entire post being deleted and  starting over. This could also be considered as a limitation on my exposure or who could see it, so to avoid that the links had to remain in the now public post. 

Friends and followers on Facebook almost certainly received a notification when the post became public, and at least a few of them are sure to have then viewed the post. What they scanned, clicked on, or saw of me was and is their choice. 

The embed code for the post on Facebook was included below. It's not clear if it will function, since embeds often have issues when included in a blog post here, but the post should be fully available on the page itself. (link at top of update above).


 The direct link to the video that both the button and the qr code post will go to is:



Tuesday, November 16, 2021

Now a fourth exposure on Exposedfun.com

A fourth post exposing me naked on ExposedFun.com now exists. Just as with the other three posts of me there, there is no option for deletion other than when the time for the post to remain expires. The new post has already been extended beyond two weeks, but I expect it to be extended for longer. 

Post 4  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1315851048 

The first three posts keep getting extended for longer and longer, and all of them are stuck there for at least another month, and that's if they don't get extended any longer. Each time I see how much time a post has left, I project ahead in time to what day or date a post would expire on. But almost every time I see any post again later, the post has been extended for several more days. If three days are added for each one that passes, I'm going to have to stay exposed there for a long time. With the delete option totally disabled, there's not a single thing that can be done except to wait to see how long others who see the posts will decide to extend them for. 

Post 1  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1510666436

Post 2  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1182081049

Post 3  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1317874325

This really is all a bit unique for me. One thing that makes it that way is that there really is no one with the ability to delete or edit any of the posts. Even if I am posted or exposed by someone else, they usually retain control over their posting of me. In those situations, I know they have every right to expose me and never have to remove anything that exposes me, but at least I know someone has that ability.

No one has the ability to remove or alter the posts of me on Exposed Fun. Anytime anyone who sees any post feels like extending it for a day, that post has to be there for another day. That seems to add a certain feeling of powerlessness bordering on helplessness to these exposures of me. More than once when seeing that a post had been extended for multiple days more, I'd find myself mouthing words like "Aw man. Look how long it has to be here now." 

The post staying longer obviously means it will be seen by more people, and those people all have the ability to copy or download any of the pics of me, or to extend the post for another day, or both. That might sound hot or arousing to some, and the idea or thought of it happening to someone else has the potential to arouse me, but finding that a post has been up for weeks and still has a month or more to remain at least, can feel exasperating at times. 

I know that if anyone extends a post of me, they're just using the website as it's meant to be used, and I know they have every right to extend my exposure until the end of time. Those things are indisputable. But the end result of their combined decisions or choices can end up leaving a post of me naked up for a lot longer than I would ever have believed before this. 

It can only be assumed that some people do want me to stay on display naked on the website, since the number of days left keeps being extended even if there are already weeks left before a post expires. I obviously have no say-so, and I have to abide by the decisions and choices of others for anything to do with me being exposed naked online. 

I know that whether I like it or not, I'm resigned to being exposed on the website as long as there are people who want me to be exposed there. 

 




Tuesday, November 2, 2021

Exposed on Exposedfun.com

 This post might be temporary, but how temporary it is depends on how long posts of me naked end up staying on the Exposed fun website.

So far three posts (that I know of) have been made there, each containing the maximum of four photos of me naked. 

On this site, viewers can anonymously extend how long a post stays up, and can also comment completely anonymously. The three posts can be seen here:

1) https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1510666436

2) https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1182081049 

3) https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1317874325

These next links are only the edit page of the three posts. That's where the post and page could normally be deleted unless the delete option is disabled. Of course the delete option on these three posts has been disabled. The edit page can allow this to be seen and confirmed. In other words, no one and nothing can remove the posts until the timers count down to zero, even though anyone can anonymously hit the "Extend by a Day" button, causing that post to remain for one extra day.

1) https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=10826e4c9afb1c569a7b22f6e26334f3

2) https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=88b1359c57e065606b7a31e6b7bd3868

3) https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=8d743a129ee6d46152a04d56ce5b4c46 

One addition thing is that the direct links to these three posts are now included in my Facebook intro, right up top, so that visitors to my Facebook page and all of my contacts there can "participate" if they wish to. 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

 This blog post is basically just to inform others about the existence of the posts, but of course I can't avoid asking that any readers of this visit the posts and extend them for one more day. The posts have already gotten more extensions from viewers than I would ever have predicted This is definitely a time when there's nothing I can do about it, since it's 100% in the hands of others to decide everything about the posts.



Thursday, June 24, 2021

More links posted as consequence (Facebook)

 Today I learned that more links have been added to my Facebook intro to photos that are meant to show me in more revealing ways. They're referred to as more explicit, but I prefer just to say they're more revealing. They're the result of the consequence for me failing to proved any proof of being seen naked yet by anyone who knows me. 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 

I was warned almost a week ago that unless I showed some proof, they would be added by the 25th of the month, but as far as I can tell they were added sometime today. 

I was almost afraid to see which photos the links went to, since I was only able to see one example photo before today. I was told it was ten in total and that's about what I can see. Just as I was told they would be, they do show me naked in some revealing ways, and I do dread the idea that people who know me will see them, but I have to admit that it could have been worse if it was desired by my contract holder. 

Some show me masturbating or with an erection, and a couple show my bare ass either with it raised or with me bent over. The photos below are in the order (I think) from the first link to the last the way they are now on my Facebook page.










 

It's intimidating to know that I'll be seen by people who know me with my bare ass so on display, and being seen masturbating or touching my erect penis is even more intimidating. The hardest one to accept is the one where I already came and my cum can be seen on my stomach. There's something about having people who know me see my actual cum that makes it the most intimidating of all for me. But I suppose that's the point, since the photos are there as a consequence, even if it was due to something I didn't see how to avoid.

I am sure they will be seen too, since there's just no way possible that I have not yet been seen naked by multiple people who know me. I know full well by this point that they are looking, seeing, and then just not saying a thing to me about it. Some may have even seen me naked already even before any posts about the links were on my timeline, but more certainly saw the posts and discovered the links on my page afterwards. 

I wasn't given any date or time limit yet, but I was only told that at some point, more photo links will be added, which seem bound to show me in even more humiliating ways. I still hope for proof of being seen to avoid this, since I know that once a link is added, there is almost no chance for it to ever be removed. 

I still can't believe I've come to think this, but I actually almost desperately hope that people I know will see me naked and let me know they saw me. At least enough to have it considered for my obligation to be fulfilled. If that happens, then at least it could mean no more links are added, even though the links there now will probably always be there and if I will always have to stay exposed naked to anyone who clicks on them. 

I can only suppose that at some point in the future, everyone who will ever see me naked through the links will have seen me, and it won't matter much that the links are there. There's probably quite a bit of humiliation for me before then though.

Update: Despite a few posts on my Facebook timeline that mention the links and with one even mentioning where the links can be found and accessed, There has not been one shred of evidence for me being seen naked by anyone who knows me. No notifications or messages have been received, and not one friend has yet removed themselves as a friend, which would be expected if they had an issue with what some are sure to have seen of me by now. 

It's something I definitely never expected, but something that's appearing to be more and more likely... That my Facebook friends are viewing photo/videos of me naked, or have viewed them, and are just not mentioning it to me. Nearly every prior post to my timeline has been viewed or reacted to in some way by friends there, so the current posts about the links on my page have to have been seen by them as well. 

I know that whether anything is mentioned to me or not about me being seen naked, that I will always have to accept the fact that any friend is likely to have seen me naked or even masturbating naked in a video, and that some of them have positively seen me that way, but nothing being mentioned to me about it is equal to a lack of proof of me being seen. To my exposure contract holder and to a few others, this lack of proof requires consequences for me when it's failed to be produced within certain amounts of time. As of now, these consequences tend to be for me to be exposed and seen naked in ways that are more revealing or humiliating for me. The first of those consequences has already been applied through the added photo links to my Facebook page.

Further consequences have been said to be certain at some point if no proof of me being seen naked is produced. It might be more photo links or even video links being added to my Facebook page with those links being among the first things seen of me naked by friends or by anyone else who visits my Facebook page. I haven't learned yet what the full consequence might be or when it might occur. 

Since I feel and believe that I am being, or have been seen naked for sure by numerous friends on Facebook, any added links are just offering those friends easy access to even more photos or videos showing me naked. They are seeing every single aspect and detail of my naked body, and at the moment I do not even know the name of even a single one of them. As one commenter in a post mentioned, it does appear that my naked body and my exposure is just entertainment for them. I'm sure that when they see me in person and recall seeing me naked, that will just be further entertainment for them.

Monday, June 14, 2021

Note to anyone following/waiting for my exposure (to Facebook contacts).

 I only recently learned from the person who holds my exposure contract that they have received some questions and complaints that no proof or evidence is being submitted to show that I have been exposed to and seen naked by people on Facebook who know me personally. 

I wasn't aware of this, and I presumed that my obligation to be exposed and seen by friends or contacts on Facebook might be considered to be fulfilled through the links to my exposure in my Facebook intro, and by two timeline posts (made by others) which mention the links.

My original requirement to be seen naked by Facebook friends did call for proof of it occurring, but it's just recently been pointed out to me that those things don't qualify as proof of being seen, They only qualify as the possibility for me to be seen naked there.

I was referred back to the full requirements of my original obligation that says only when a friend on Facebook mentions to me or sends a message to me that they have seen photos or videos of me naked can it be considered to be proof or evidence of it occurring. 

I was informed that there are people waiting for this evidence to be shown, and that they've been closely following my exposure to Facebook friends. My contract holder made it clear to me that these "followers" must be satisfied that people on Facebook who know me personally have seen photos and videos of me naked and that I have been irreversibly humiliated by it happening. My contract holder reminded me that this was the point from the beginning and it was always a requirement for me. 

I still can't show any recent evidence of being seen naked by anyone on Facebook who knows me, but some of them are almost sure to have seen me naked at this point. I know that unless it's mentioned to me though, there's no evidence to prove it. 

As hard as it still is for me to believe that I'm either being seen or have to be seen naked by actual people who know me and who I see in person, and as reluctant as I am to be openly displayed naked or masturbating for them to see, it was never my intent to cause anyone to wait for it to happen. I did know from some past comments on posts that there were a few people who wanted my Facebook friends to see me naked, and wanted me see it humiliate me, but I wasn't aware that complaints and questions about it were being sent to my contract holder all along. 

I did receive a reprimand for this from my contract holder, and reminded that my exposure naked to Facebook friends was both unavoidable and inevitable. I was told that unless I show some proof of being seen naked by at least some Facebook friends in the near future, that there will consequences for me that I will only learn of when they occur.

It's pretty strange feeling to suddenly go from feeling dread and anxiety from having to be seen naked by people who know me, to feeling anxiety over the need to prove I've been seen naked by them. I'm even actually now finding myself wishing and hoping for people I know to see me naked and to message me or contact me about it in any way, even though this also means certain and permanent humiliation for me.

For right now at least, I seem to be more afraid of "consequences" than I am of utter humiliation.

Note: I can't help going to the links in my Facebook intro just to see what the top links go to of me, since that seems like what most Facebook friends will see of me naked first. At the time of this posting, this is the photo of me naked they will probably see first:

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75
 

They will see a whole lot more of me naked as they click their way down through the links though.

Update June 17th, 2021

Today I was informed by my contract holder that if I fail to provide proof of being seen naked by at least one person on Facebook who knows me personally, that the first and mildest of consequences will be implemented.

This consequence will be for links to more explicit and revealing photos of me naked to be placed at the top of the list of links in my Facebook intro. Presently the first links do show photos of me naked, and I have to admit that there are many photos of me naked that would be more humiliating if they were to be the most likely for people who know me to see.

I was only provided with one single example of which photos of me they might be.

I'm told a link to this photo will be one among others that will be placed at the top of the list of links, and once there they will remain there. I was informed that the photo links will be made available there on or before the 25th day of this month unless I offer proof of being seen naked before they are made available. I was told that most of the other photo links will show me in even more revealing or humiliating ways than the photo I was provided with.

I can't believe that I'm finding myself actually hoping to be seen naked by enough people who know me that at least one of them will be willing to mention to me that they saw me naked. I know even if I'm seen by a lot of them though, it's very possible that not one of them will mention it to me. If that happens I'll have no proof of being seen and the links to more revealing photos will end up in my intro. 

This does make me feel a bit helpless, but I can only accept however things turn out.

I was told that if this first consequence ends up being implemented, then I will be informed of the next consequence soon after that.

 


Tuesday, April 27, 2021

More exposure on Facebook - updated

 To update since the recent posting about new links to my exposure being added on Facebook, 50 links have been added to the intro/contact information section of my Facebook page. I don't know exactly what each link goes to, but I do know that each one goes to something that shows me naked in a Google photo album.  

 https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6

David Steckel on Facebook 

I'd been told that a sufficient amount of links would be added, but I never expected that number to be anywhere near 50. The list of links is so long that anyone viewing the page really can't avoid seeing them. That's pretty obviously the point though. 

Below is a screen shot just to give some idea of how the list of links looks.

The few links that were there already, including the link to the Google album, did end up allowing at least some friends to see me naked and masturbating, but it's unknown how many people in total saw me naked. With so many links exposing me there now, it's pretty sure that more friends will notice and click on some links. 

The closet thing to a reason for the links to be there, other than making sure people who know me see me exposed naked, brings me to the next point.

I said in a comment on a previous post, and in some older posts, that I never did anything to try to hide or conceal my online exposure from people who know me. It's been pointed out to me that this is not the actual truth. I did intentionally avoid anything that might have allowed people who know me to see me online naked. I just didn't do anything that would have enabled people who know me to see me naked, What was pointed out is that these things are equivalent to taking actions that made sure no one who knew me saw me online naked. So because if this, the links were added to make it easier and more sure that people who know me will see as much of my online exposure naked as possible.

I do apologize to anyone I may have deceived by my previous inaccurate statements. It does seem sure that I will end up paying for those statements by being exposed naked to some of the very same people that I tried so long to avoid being seen naked by. 

I received an explanation of this by email, which was much longer and more detailed than ones I have received before. My "transgression" was spelled out and so were the consequences. Obviously the (currently) 50 links are a consequence, and also what is said to be the final decision that the every link is permanent. 

Before the additional links were there, I had come to terms, at least the best as I could, with my inevitable exposure to people who know me. As it was mentioned to me, I was already being presented naked to anyone who clicked on any of the original links. So it shouldn't really matter that much that more links are there now. Maybe it's the number of links or maybe it's just because I'm so much more presented to viewers of my profile, but I do feel more exposed to Facebook friends now than I did before. 

Before I could hope that the links might go unnoticed, but there doesn't seem to be any way for that to be the case now. 

It's been strongly suggested that I admit that I know that I deserve to have everyone who knows me to see everything there is of me naked. Since it's likely that I'm going to be seen by them anyway, I can go along with that suggestion. So here is my admission.

I, David Steckel, deserve to be seen naked, masturbating, and all else I do naked by every person who knows me, to everyone I know, and to every other person in existence. I know this to be true. 

Now that all of that is done and out of the way, I suppose all there is for me to do now is to wait to be seen, and to wonder which people I know have already seen me and which ones will see me later on.

Friday, April 23, 2021

More exposure on Facebook.

 After six weeks of being locked in the chastity cage, I just couldn't stand it any longer. It wasn't just that I was going out of my mind with the need to masturbate, but also that the weight of the steel cage was really bothering the back of my balls. I finally became desperate to risk violating the rules by mentioning this to the key holder in an email.

I was kind of shocked when I was told that the key was on the way back to me by mail. At first all that was mentioned  besides that was that the current vote majority in the chastity poll  allowed for less than 90 days of me wearing the cage, and that my time served counted towards that.

What I later learned was that there was going to be a penalty for me asking something about being locked in the chastity cage. The penalty was going to be for links to individual videos of me naked or masturbating had to be added to my Facebook page along with the other links that had already been required there. 

 https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

The link to a full Google photo/video album had been one of the public links in my Facebook intro/contact information, but now links to separate videos in that album must be public there too. The first time I checked, only two links had been added, but the number of links added keeps growing almost every day. The key holder, who is also the holder of my exposure contract, does have full access to my Facebook page along with a few other pages I have on other websites, so they can easily add links as they desire. 

After I sent and email asking about the links, it took almost three days before I received a reply about it, and by then the number of new links added had gone up to six. I was told that this was the required penalty for mentioning the chastity cage, which by then I had received the key for, and had finally been able to remove.

I was told that the usual rules apply to any new links added, which meant that they were to remain there publicly and were not to be tampered with or removed by me. I was told that links would be added until there was a "sufficient" amount of them. I have no idea how many links that might be all together.

I had only asked why the links were there, and I was told that much. Without me even asking though, I was told that I should expect for the links to be there for at least one full year, so that there's enough time for people to see them, but that it was more likely for them to be permanent requirements from now on. I was told that the list of links needed to be long enough to draw the attention of anyone seeing my Facebook page.

I'm pretty much just assuming that the links are going to end up being there permanently, since after a year there won't seem to be any point in removing them anymore. By then most people who know me will have seen them. 

At the last count, there were ten new links added to the ones that had already been there. The list really is long now and it does seem impossible to miss when my page is viewed. I'm now positive, but I believe that friends on Facebook get a notification any time my information there is updated. If that's the case, then those friends have been receiving regular notices of updates, and at least some of them have already seen some of the new links. 

Even though the link to the full album that contains the videos had already been publicly available there for quite a while now, the new links seem like they go a lot further towards ensuring my full and complete exposure to Facebook friends and to anyone who visits my page there. The list of links really is long now, and it does seem like it will make sure more people see them and click on them. 

I already suspect that several people I know have seen the links and by clicking on them they've seen quite a bit of me naked, but they just aren't willing to say anything about it to me. Without any real proof of it, there's no real way to be sure. I just see slight changes in how they look at me sometimes, and how they speak to me. I think some of them can't quite believe what they have seen of me, but some seem to mostly be amused by what they saw of me. I doubt that anyone who knows me and who's seen me naked actually liked seeing me naked, but I know it's at least possible.

It does look like the links will draw more attention now that it's long and may get even longer. In the long run I know it doesn't change much, since my exposure naked was already available on Facebook through the original links, but it feels different now that there's such a long list of links for people to see and choose from. 

I'd already pretty much accepted my exposure to everyone on Facebook as a done deal, but even if it wasn't a done deal before, it does feel like it is now. My naked body and my masturbation is almost guaranteed to be amusement or entertainment for quite a few more people who know me, and probably to some random visitors to my Facebook page. That seems to be my place and my role now, so I can only accept that and eveything that comes along with that. Humiliation will either be something I learn to ignore, or it will be like a companion for me from now on. 




Sunday, February 21, 2021

Ongoing direct exposure to friend.

 Other posts and updates describe my recent exposure directly to a female friend of mine who I know personally and am also friends with on Facebook. The link to a Google photo and video album that as far as I know contains eveything of me naked is now being sent by email to this friend on a regular basis.

The creator and owner of the Google photo album is sending the link to this friend every four days now. I have been forwarded each email that was sent, most likely so I know for sure that the link is being sent to her. I only recently learned that this was going to happen over and over again until there's some proof that this friend had seen the album, which also means seeing me naked, masturbating, showering, and doing some other things naked.

I just recently saw another forwarded email with the album link that has been sent to this friend. I can see that some changes have been made in this last email. The link to the album is the same, but now the email has the title of "Photos, Videos" and the message asks her to view the album. 

An anonymous comment on an earlier post mentioned something that is also now in the message. It mentions that the emails can be stopped by replying "Stop". The comment says that it might be a way to confirm that I've been seen naked by this friend. It's probably true since she more than likely would see where the link went before she replied to stop the emails. It's my opinion that she won't bother to reply with anything though.


 https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6

 

From what I know of her, it won't bother her at all no matter how many times an email with the link is sent to her, since it's not hard for her to just delete them if she doesn't want to open them. I think if the emails really are going to be sent to her every four days as I was told, then a lot of emails are going to be sent to her over time. 

I do think she's already seen everything, and as I describe in an update to the last post, I think she decided never to let me know about it. I think she won't even want the sender to know it either. I do think she wants to show me to her friends or share the link with them so they can laugh about how they're seeing me. I doubt many of them, if any, will get any pleasure out of seeing me aside for humor. I think my exposure to this friend is going to go far beyond this one friend. I don't know if this was the point or intent when this friend was chosen as one I had to be exposed to, but I doubt it only because except for me, no one could have known much about this friend or what she'd do once she saw everything of me. 

I know that no matter what, I'll always be humiliated by how she's seen me and how she'll almost definitely make sure other friends of hers see me. Even if the intent wasn't always for my humiliation to include her friends too, but it probably would have changed anything. It may even be seen as more desirable but I don't know for sure. I'm still finding out how different it is to be told and to know that I had to be seen naked by people who know me, and then actually being seen naked by people who know me. it might be easier to take if I didn't have to be seen masturbating and seen with things in my ass, but ever since it started, I was told that my punishment meant that everything had to be seen. 

I this friend doesn't reply soon to stop the emails, which I don't think she will, then I suppose and expect the next email and link to be sent to her. It really shouldn't matter to me if more emails are sent, but I keep dwelling on it for some reason. I'm hoping at some point it'll stop mattering so much, since logically I know I've already been seen by her.

I'm still not even sure why or how this friend was singled out for me to be exposed to or how her email address was obtained. I know it's her email address but it wasn't given to anyone by me. Before my exposure directly to this friend began I was only being exposed to other friends indirectly through the links on my Facebook page.


 Only a couple friends have said they've seen me naked after clicking on those links, but it's pretty certain that more friends have clicked those links and seen me naked. It's also pretty certain that they have no desire for me to know I've been seen by them. 

Most of those who contact me about seeing the links and viewing my exposure are just visitors to the page, and are not actual Facebook friends. Out of those people, most seem to have voted in the poll at https://www.poll-maker.com/poll3242987x72cf4612-100 and voted for me to be permanently exposed on Facebook to friends through the links. Some of them have said they are watching or monitoring the links on my Facebook page to make sure they are always there and going to pages or sites that expose me. I don't know the exact number of watchers for sure, but it seems to be somewhere around six separate people. 

I'm not always able to know their reason or motivation for watching the links. Only a couple of them have said they're enjoying my ongoing exposure to friends and people who know me, and hope to see me humiliated by it. It does look like they're getting what they want, and that it will keep happening.

Also, since I don't use Gmail, I wasn't familiar with how an email could be scheduled to be sent at some future time, since my Yahoo email doesn't have that sort of thing. But I did have a back-up Gmail address from around eight years ago that I finally logged into, and saw this option was for real. I don't recall this option back when I last logged in there years ago. 

This explains what I was told about how the next few emails to this female friend of mine have already been scheduled to be sent every fourth day. I was told the only way they won't automatically be sent is if there is some reply from this friend or other proof of me being seen naked by her. I don't expect for there to be any proof like that, so I guess those emails will be sent to her.

I'm so unsure about what I'd prefer at this point. I dread the idea of emails being sent to this friend every four days, but if she replies then it only confirms what I already believe about her already having seen everything of me. Either way though, there's nothing I can do about it.



Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Exposed (Very much) to a real-life and Facebook friend - update 1

 Today I received another forwarded email that was first sent to the female real life and Facebook friend of mine. It was sent to her four days after the first one, and it once again contained the link to the Google photo album that has photos and videos of me naked and masturbating. It appears that for better or worse, I am being notified each time this friend is sent the link. https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6


 

I was sure she'd see me naked once the first email was sent to her, and after another email was sent to her, I can't see how there can be any way that she won't see everything of me now. On top of that, I'm told that emails with the link will continue to be sent to her over and over again until there's some proof that she has seen the Google photo album. 

I also discovered that I am back to being blocked from that photo album. After I learned of the first email and link being sent to this friend, I was told that I had access temporarily to the album. I know the only reason for that was so that I would see what this friend was going to see of me, which is just about everything there is of me naked. Apparently my access has already been revoked, even though this friend is being sent the link to see it, and she will keep on receiving the link. 

Seeing that she was sent the album link a second time made me feel almost as nervous and anxious as it did when I found out about the first time she received it. I was surprised at that, since before the second email was sent, I more or less figured that it hardly mattered if she received the link again. I figured that she was already seeing me naked anyway after the first email. But the second time did feel like it mattered. 

I thought about why the second email seemed to matter almost as much as the first one, and I think it's mostly about the fact that I'm being offered on display naked and masturbating to her and I can't do a thing about it. I don't have any control over the photo album, and now I don't even have any access to it once again, and I can't do anything about the album link being emailed to her no matter who sends it to her or how many times the link is sent to her. I'm basically limited to being seen naked by her and being seen masturbating by her.

Even though I already know she will be sent the link again, probably soon, and that she will probably keep receiving the link until there's some proof that she has seen me naked, I'm wondering if I'll ever get to where I don't re-experience the same anxiety and nervousness each time. I like to think that I will, but I already thought I would after the first time. 

I also think some of my anxiety is due to her not reacting in any way, even if it was a negative reaction to the sender. If she did react to the sender, I haven't been told anything about it, and if she did react, it would seem for there to be no point in sending her any more emails with the album link in them. 

The reason I'm anxious about her not reacting in any way or saying anything, is that I think it may be due to her desiring to share the link with her many friends. Having met some of her friends, mostly females, I'm more than a little bit sure that her and many of her friends will find my exposure to them to be amusing if not hilarious. I'm afraid that they are already sharing the album link with each other, and texting back and forth about it while laughing and making mocking comments about me and what they see of me in the album. I can easily imagine this friend showing some part of the album to her friends, and then giving them the album link so they can see the whole album whenever they want to, and even share it with friends of their own. 

I don't bother for a second to think that exposing me to this friend, or to other friends through the links on my Facebook page, will cause me greater humiliation than it was intended to cause. I know for sure that the intent and the purpose of it all is to entirely humiliate me for all time to people who know me. I know this in intended to be my punishment for violating my exposure contract, and even beyond that, it is what voters in the poll have decided for me. https://www.poll-maker.com/poll3242987x72cf4612-100 

Being told that it's all my own fault, and even basically knowing that it is, doesn't make it any easier to experience as it actually happens to me. Neither does being told that voters in the poll know what's best for me and that they are doing me a favor by making sure I learn a proper lesson. I do know that I have to abide by and accept all of these things though, since I have no other choice. In the end I can't really deny the fact that all of this is my own fault though. I also have to accept that I might deserve every bit of what I'm getting, since otherwise so many voters in the poll wouldn't have decided that I had to be exposed naked to friends and people who know me. 

Anyway, if this friend of mine does not react to the second email and album link that was sent to her, I do expect that the link will be sent to her again soon. In a way, I just wish she'd react in some way just so the emails can stop being sent to her. I know my opinion on the matter doesn't matter or change anything, but I'm certain she has already seen everything of me naked. 


Update 2/20/2021

Today I was informed that the link to the Google album will be sent to the female friend of mine on every fourth day from the last time it was sent on February 17th, until there is some way to prove that she has seen the album and seen me naked. 

If that's going to be the schedule, then I guess she will be receiving it again within twenty four hours from this update, once more after that before the end of February, then eight more times in the month of March. I don't know why it has to be every four days, but I've been told that's how it will be.

I don't use gmail, but I was told that messages can be scheduled to be sent automatically with gmail, and that the next emails with the link are already scheduled to be sent. 

It's really hard to have to just sit back and do nothing knowing now how often the link is going to be sent, but also knowing the only way for it not to be sent anymore is if or when it can be proven that she's seen me naked. Nothing has been said yet about how long this might go on if there's never any proof that I've been seen naked.

It's only my opinion, but I think she has already seen me and decided to make sure I never know about it. I also think it's because she's sending the link or showing her friends the album. A few of them also know me, and she has a whole lot of friends both online and in real life. I think it's mostly so they can laugh about it, and not so much about liking anything they're seeing. I still don't know if I'd rather know or not know though.