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Sunday, April 10, 2022

"Watch Video" button / Poll update

 The format for the poll and for which video of me the "Watch Video" button goes to has changed a little bit, and possibly simplified too,

The button will go to whichever video was voted for the most since in one month period. In case of a tie for the most votes, the button will go to whichever video had the higher count first, The poll will be updated each month, leaving in place any votes for videos that had lesser votes.

The one month duration for the button going to each video is to provide ample time for visitors/viewers to see it, since two weeks was deemed to be too brief of time period for several interested parties.

Of course the "Watch Video" button can be seen and clicked on at:

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd 

The video the button currently goes to was selected by votes in the poll, and must remain that way until its month is finished. The first day of each month is the scheduled time for a change in video, and the next video will be decided only by the poll results at that time.

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Then there are always the personal aspects of it all for me, such as one month feeling like an eternal amount of time, more so for some videos over others when the button goes to them. From the moment the videos were made until recently, it seemed extremely unlikely that any of the videos of me naked would be as "available" as they are now. The idea that even those who know me can easily click a button that goes right to a video of me naked at a minimum is still hard to fathom even though I know they can and even though some already have seen one or more of them. 

Until the button was added, I might wonder more about which of those who know me might be seeing the page or clicking random posts on it, for now I wonder more about which of those who know me might be clicking that button and going straight to a video of me naked at the very least. 

In the recent past, several people who knew me at one time or another have found me through a search on Facebook, The results of doing a search of my name on Facebook now include the exposure page where the button is located. Anyone searching for me seems likely to find that page in the results of their search.

Of course anyone finding and viewing the page will at least see some video of me naked if they click the button, so all I can really hope for is that if or when they do click the button, the video it goes to at that time is less humiliating than some other possibilities. 

If I don't look at or visit the page for a while, I can almost convince myself that it's not really so easy to see a video of me naked just by clicking a button on a Facebook page, but going to the page and clicking the button for myself confirms it really is that easy. I usually end up closing the page after that, since I almost never watch any videos of myself. I already know what each shows. Watching them is for others to do and more than ever before, those others are including people who know me in some way.

The potential, and in a few cases the certainty of being exposed to people who know me, and also to others as well mostly feels like a sort of ride. One that goes from one place to another and I only know for sure where I got on the ride. I don't know exactly where it goes, although I know where it's headed, and the duration of the ride is unknown. 

Anyone can vote for the next video in the poll here:

http://www.supersurvey.com/poll4236812x01b63125-133

 




SuperSurvey

Monday, March 21, 2022

Poll for next video on Facebook Exposure page.

 A new poll/survey is available to allow anyone interested to anonymously select their choice for which video of me naked is made available through a "Watch Video" button on the Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd


 The poll/survey can be found at: https://www.supersurvey.com/poll4236812x01b63125-133?fbclid=IwAR3FWZoVxutj3Cmgd1v6IjCYdzQQKe2TsnF59ac_guprqAmjrjgHkwOJ300

 SuperSurvey The button will go to a video of me, naked of course, and will stay available for at least two weeks. Any video that has the most votes will then replace the current one. If a video has the most votes and the votes are 5 or less, then the video selected will remain available for at least two weeks, If the video with the most votes has 6 to 10 votes, then the video will remain available for three weeks. If the votes are eleven or more for a video, then it will remain available for a full month. 

Any video made available will be replaced in the poll with another selection until all videos have been available for voting. The order and duration of availability of videos created through voting will then be the "cycle", to be repeated for as long as the button is there.

For now voters can decide which one comes next and for how long. 

Since some of the videos in the poll/survey are likely to humiliate me a bit more than others of the button ends up going to them and if anyone who knows me sees it  Two weeks will feel extra long if one of the more humiliating videos ends up being what the button goes to. Even though all videos of me naked are public and can't even be kept or hidden from people who really do know me, it's different when more humiliating videos of me are featured specifically. 

I know it's actually just the public voting anonymously about which public videos should be available for the public to see, and I know that part is really none of my business, so I'll just have to see if the poll/survey gets any results and what they might be.

UPDATE: The date for the first replacement of the video the button will go to is supposed to be April 4th 2022. If no video has a higher number of votes in the poll at that time, the change will be made if or when a video has more votes than any other. 


 

Sunday, February 6, 2022

Facebook page: David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist update

 The Facebook page "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist" has existed for another month, making it more than two months old now. I still can't believe that my exposure is occurring on Facebook, but it is. 

The page has received some likes and followers, mostly early on and mostly by Facebook friends. The page continues to receive views every day, but it's impossible to know who is viewing it. It could be someone on the other side of the world just as easily as it could be someone who knows me.

There are analytical pages that show graphs and bars for page views and post views. I'm still trying to figure out those pages, but as near as I can tell, the page had received at least one view per day since its creation, but more recently it's received from three to five views per day.

More invites have been sent to Facebook friends of mine.  I spun a wheel online with the understanding that the spins would decide if more friends would be invited to the page. The wheel had a 10 and a 20 on it, and eleven friends had already been invited, so the odds seemed good that either no more or only a few more friends would end up being invited. The rules were to spin the wheel until the same number was landed on three times. 

The first spin landed on 120, and I was sure that wouldn't happen again. Spinning went on and just about every number was landed on once. After that 120 came up again and it wasn't looking good. The very next spin was 120 again. I think what I felt then was disbelief, but it sunk in soon enough.

Since I do now feel like there is very little separation between my personal life online including my online exposure and what the public and people who know me see, 120 Facebook friends have been invited to the page.

The link to the wheel page is:

https://wheeldecide.com/index.php?c1=10&c2=25&c3=50&c4=75&c5=100&c6=120&t=This+many+Facebook+friends+have+to+be+invited+to+see+your+naked+page.&time=5 

An attempt at embedding the wheel:



 

In a couple months I've gone from assuming the page would only get a few views, to now feeling like I'm naked and jacking off in front of people who know me even if I can't see them watching. I don't know that one way or another. 

All I really know for sure is that six Facebook friends have "liked" the page and it has seven followers. For some reason followers are unidentified for the page, so there's no way to know who is following the page. I also know that every single day people are visiting the page and that they are pretty likely seeing me naked in some way. But I guess an "Exposed Exhibitionist" is literally there to be exposed and exhibited, seen, and watched.

Saturday, December 25, 2021

Facebook page: David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist

 
 
 
A page on Facebook has been created titled "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist". The link to it is: https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

The purpose of the page is obviously to potentially expose me to friends, relatives, people who know me, and  to any other Facebook users who might end up finding the page. 

Obviously not much in the way of photos or videos can be posted on Facebook, so the page is basically a conduit that can lead people towards finding my actual exposure.  The title of the page seems pretty clear about the topic of the page.

The page has been up for about a month, and has so far evaded any outright Facebook rule violations, although several images just disappear without a word even though they were heavily censored already. 

However long the page lasts, there's almost no doubt that it will increase my exposure in a few ways. One surely has to be that my full name is in the title, so anyone searching that name on Facebook will find the page in their search results. Whether they're looking for another David Steckel, and there are more people with the name than might be expected, or whether it's someone who knows me from the past or present and who is trying to find my personal Facebook page. Their search will now include the new page for as long as it lasts.

Even current friends on Facebook might find it somehow on their own, and seeing my name in the title might be enough for them to look at the page.

There's also the fact that by now the page could be showing up in web search results, and might be noticed more.

Once the link to the page was established, I was supposed to invite 10 friends to the page from my personal Facebook page, but as long as I promote the page regularly, only six friends need to be invited.

 I'm not finished with that part yet, since it's not easy to select friends to be exposed to forever and to be humiliated before their eyes. I did send one so far, but I can see that finishing the others is going to be the hardest part of all of this for me so far. 

I know I'll never know who sees the page unless they comment or tell me so, which is often the case, but the existence of the page does leave me feeling exposed for some reason even though I can't know how many people might be seeing it.

In any case I still have to ponder over which additional five friends to invite to the page, and also promote the page a few times. Even finding ways to do that is difficult, since the promotion can't be done in too obscure of a location. 

To be honest I assumed that the page wouldn't last for more than a few days before Facebook reacted somehow, but for several weeks the page has remained. Only a few images have been greyed out. 


                       Screen shot of the Facebook page "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist"

                        https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

 On my personal Facebook page https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75  hardly anything has changed. Links to my exposure remain in the page intro and the "about me" section for anyone to see. Occasionally some random person who I don't know will either comment, message me, and once even email me. Each time they mention naked pics or naked videos in what they say, and it's usually saying something like I should be ashamed of myself, or saying it's self destructive to me. They clearly have no idea how deep and involved my exposure is or has become. I noticed that not once did any of them mention a link. Only the pics or the videos are mentioned, which means they all definitely viewed something of me naked.

Whether I like it or not, over time I have come to accept myself as an exposed person, since I'm exposed far beyond any hope for control of my exposure. The public domain licensing of every photo and video of me naked means that I can never hope to have any say so about the viewing or use of any photo or video of me naked. I know that my being exposed always overrides any personal feelings I might have about it. I've come to accept to the best of my abilities that I am even to be exposed to and seen by people who know me, and to then co-exist with however much humiliation it might cause me.

Lastly, I think the reason the page increases my feeling of exposure like it does is because of it being a page on Facebook that literally mentions my exposure and names me full name. Having links to my exposure on my personal page still offered the chance for oblivious visitors not to even notice the links there, and that's only if they visit the page itself, since otherwise the page doesn't appear to reveal much of me.

But the new page definitely feels as though it's very openly advertising my exposure, and once a viewer is on the page, they seem almost bound to see or click on something that will expose me naked to them. 

As mentioned, it's hard to say how long the page will exist or to what extent I end up exposed on it, but it will most likely stay there for as long as Facebook allows it. Every day it's there is another day that remains possible for nearly anyone from anywhere in the world to discover my exposure and see me naked or even masturbating while naked. 

As it often is, I'm able to observe that my exposure is occurring and ongoing while doing or saying nothing that could even remotely interfere with it. 

That's about all for now. Updates are possible and likely. 

UPDATE: 

I managed to get myself to invite more friends of mine to like the Facebook page exposing me. One of those friends was of course the female friend of mine who has received a whole lot of photos and videos of me naked, but who has never responded about it in any way. This morning, one day after being invited, she accepted the invite sent to her and even liked the page, probably after looking at all of the posts. 

It's already been pointed out to me that it could be someone else besides for her that is using her Facebook account, and that technically it's not real proof for her seeing my exposure, so once again it falls short of actual proof of me being seen by people who really know me. If she comments or says something, to me about it, then I suppose that's when it's proven that I've been seen exposed by her. 

But I personally know for sure now that she has seen quite a bit of my exposure and my naked body. I'm also sure that she has watched me masturbate naked in more than one of the videos of me that she has received. So to me I now officially have nothing at all left to hide from her, and my humiliation before her is quite complete.

Just as with anyone else who views my exposure online, her right to view me naked at her leisure is absolute and beyond question.  I can only remain quietly exposed to her for her potential amusement or entertainment. I don't think she is viewing my naked body with any kind of sexual interest, but probably at least partly because she has known me for a long time and she is now seeing me exposed naked on the internet. It seems more likely that my exposure simply amuses her, and seeing it occurring might amuse her even more. 

I have to admit that it's a bit of a relief to finally have nothing left hidden from her and some others too. The best I can do about it all now is to hope my exposure continues to offer amusement and/or entertainment.

UPDATE 2:

I finished the task of inviting six friends to view and like the Facebook page:  https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

The invite page is hard to manage, and I apparently clicked two extra boxes than intended, and invited two additional friends than necessary. Invites are irretrievable though once sent.

I don't know why, but if the Facebook page exposing me lasts for a while, I'm afraid that most or all of my regular Facebook friends will end up being invited there eventually, or be otherwise notified about the page. If the page lasts for long enough, I'm afraid I won't be able to avoid being entirely and absolutely exposed to most or all of my Facebook friend list, and probably to a lot of others who could be attracted there by the title, topic, or photos from the page. 

I thought it wasn't possible at this point, but it looks like my online exposure and my personal life are to become even more combined and inseparable. 

The photo below is a screenshot of part of the page. Notice the thumbs-up symbol on the lower left, and the text next to it "2 people liked this including two of your friends". That's only something that shows to me, but it shows that friends and people who know me really are finding out about my online exposure. It's almost for sure that they also view it. 



Friday, December 24, 2021

Exposed again on Exposed Fun website.

 The five posts have been removed and listed as expired. Two had passed 100 extensions (days), one had surpassed 80 and another surpassed 80. The newest post had nearly reached 30. 

Apparently the server for the website was recently wiped clean, and only posts added after that exist now. In due time new posts will likely be made.

Even though all four earlier posts exposing me on the website https://www.exposedfun.com/ have been extended by viewers enough that all have to be there a while yet, a fifth exposure of me naked has been posted.

 

It turned out that there were a significant number of shortcomings in the fourth exposure of me, with an obvious one being that an image from a previous post was reused. The new post doesn't correct every issue, but it does ensure that I will be exposed naked to even more people, who will all have the ability to copy or download all they see of me.

 

It also means that it's completely up to viewers whether they extend the new post by a day, making it have to stay there even longer.

The link to the newest post is:

https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1998617320 

The edit page for the post is the only place where it can be deleted, and also show other post settings which cannot be changed. It can be seen here that the delete option for the post was disabled upon posting, and cannot be undone.

https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=f6e8208a623826a3598c14536c608e8f 

The four previous exposures of me can still be seen at:

 Post 1  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1510666436

Post 2  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1182081049

Post 3  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1317874325

Post 4  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1315851048 

The four posts of me before this have ended up being required to stay posted for months longer than the short time I expected at first, but by the fourth post I started to expect that viewers might prefer for me to stay exposed in the post for quite a while. That seems to be just what happened, since viewers of the posts are essentially in charge and in control of the length of my exposure there. 

They can either look at my naked body and move on, or they can click a button that instantly adds another 24 hours to the count-down clock for the expiration of the post, allowing even more time for others to see me exposed there, and allowing anyone at all who finds the page to copy, download, or screenshot the pics of me naked there. 

As always, I won't know a single thing about who sees me exposed naked there, who extends any post, who copies or downloads any pic of me, or even who comments since it's all kept anonymous. It's strange to see that written in text and still know that's all not only just true, but that's how it's supposed to be and meant to be on that website. It does seem ironically compatible with other aspects of my exposure online.  

Now I can only wait, be exposed, and see how long viewers make me have to stay there like that.

UPDATE: Two days after it was posted, the new post has managed to be extended for nearly a month already, had well over one hundred views, and a few downloads seem to have occurred. It's clear to me that some viewers do want me to have to remain exposed there for quite a while. Once again I can only observe my exposure as it occurs on the site, day after day for as long as viewers want it that way.

Tuesday, November 16, 2021

Now a fourth exposure on Exposedfun.com

A fourth post exposing me naked on ExposedFun.com now exists. Just as with the other three posts of me there, there is no option for deletion other than when the time for the post to remain expires. The new post has already been extended beyond two weeks, but I expect it to be extended for longer. 

Post 4  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1315851048 

The first three posts keep getting extended for longer and longer, and all of them are stuck there for at least another month, and that's if they don't get extended any longer. Each time I see how much time a post has left, I project ahead in time to what day or date a post would expire on. But almost every time I see any post again later, the post has been extended for several more days. If three days are added for each one that passes, I'm going to have to stay exposed there for a long time. With the delete option totally disabled, there's not a single thing that can be done except to wait to see how long others who see the posts will decide to extend them for. 

Post 1  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1510666436

Post 2  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1182081049

Post 3  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1317874325

This really is all a bit unique for me. One thing that makes it that way is that there really is no one with the ability to delete or edit any of the posts. Even if I am posted or exposed by someone else, they usually retain control over their posting of me. In those situations, I know they have every right to expose me and never have to remove anything that exposes me, but at least I know someone has that ability.

No one has the ability to remove or alter the posts of me on Exposed Fun. Anytime anyone who sees any post feels like extending it for a day, that post has to be there for another day. That seems to add a certain feeling of powerlessness bordering on helplessness to these exposures of me. More than once when seeing that a post had been extended for multiple days more, I'd find myself mouthing words like "Aw man. Look how long it has to be here now." 

The post staying longer obviously means it will be seen by more people, and those people all have the ability to copy or download any of the pics of me, or to extend the post for another day, or both. That might sound hot or arousing to some, and the idea or thought of it happening to someone else has the potential to arouse me, but finding that a post has been up for weeks and still has a month or more to remain at least, can feel exasperating at times. 

I know that if anyone extends a post of me, they're just using the website as it's meant to be used, and I know they have every right to extend my exposure until the end of time. Those things are indisputable. But the end result of their combined decisions or choices can end up leaving a post of me naked up for a lot longer than I would ever have believed before this. 

It can only be assumed that some people do want me to stay on display naked on the website, since the number of days left keeps being extended even if there are already weeks left before a post expires. I obviously have no say-so, and I have to abide by the decisions and choices of others for anything to do with me being exposed naked online. 

I know that whether I like it or not, I'm resigned to being exposed on the website as long as there are people who want me to be exposed there. 

 




Tuesday, November 2, 2021

Exposed on Exposedfun.com

 This post might be temporary, but how temporary it is depends on how long posts of me naked end up staying on the Exposed fun website.

So far three posts (that I know of) have been made there, each containing the maximum of four photos of me naked. 

On this site, viewers can anonymously extend how long a post stays up, and can also comment completely anonymously. The three posts can be seen here:

1) https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1510666436

2) https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1182081049 

3) https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1317874325

These next links are only the edit page of the three posts. That's where the post and page could normally be deleted unless the delete option is disabled. Of course the delete option on these three posts has been disabled. The edit page can allow this to be seen and confirmed. In other words, no one and nothing can remove the posts until the timers count down to zero, even though anyone can anonymously hit the "Extend by a Day" button, causing that post to remain for one extra day.

1) https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=10826e4c9afb1c569a7b22f6e26334f3

2) https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=88b1359c57e065606b7a31e6b7bd3868

3) https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=8d743a129ee6d46152a04d56ce5b4c46 

One addition thing is that the direct links to these three posts are now included in my Facebook intro, right up top, so that visitors to my Facebook page and all of my contacts there can "participate" if they wish to. 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

 This blog post is basically just to inform others about the existence of the posts, but of course I can't avoid asking that any readers of this visit the posts and extend them for one more day. The posts have already gotten more extensions from viewers than I would ever have predicted This is definitely a time when there's nothing I can do about it, since it's 100% in the hands of others to decide everything about the posts.



Friday, September 10, 2021

My ongoing exposure naked to friends (Facebook) #1


 

This is the first update in a while, since things have been busy for me recently. Also, the situation related to my exposure naked to those who know me is still happening, since it is more than likely never going to end. With as much time that has passed already since my exposure to those who know me began, I can't even begin to fathom just how many people who know me have viewed photos and videos of me naked, and also masturbating. 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 

Aside from some friend requests, I have received numerous messages lately from others on Facebook who are not friends and who I don't know. Most are through messenger, but one guy even posted on one of my older posts on Facebook "Does your mom know you have naked pics on here for all to see?" They misspelled "for" but the question is still obvious. I really don't know the answer to that question, but I do know there's nothing I can or could do about it in any case. Other messages range from asking why I'm letting the whole world see me naked, to "hi. saw your naked pics". First, the reason for why is simply because I have to "let the whole world see me naked". 

These messages seem to prove that lots of random others are seeing the links on my Facebook page, clicking on them, then seeing me naked. If so many random others are clicking the links and seeing me naked, then that's partly why I can't even fathom how many people who know me have seen me too by doing the same thing. 

The feelings of exposure and humiliation can get quite strong if I dwell on things that I can't change or on things that can't be undone, so I do my best to avoid dwelling on things like that. I just have to live with the fact that anyone I know and anyone I encounter may have seen me on the internet naked or masturbating. I also know that some of them have seen me that way already, even if they don't say so openly or even if I can't prove it.

I am still receiving penalties roughly every month now for my failure to show verifiable proof of being seen naked by someone who knows me.When a recent penalty was applied, which was a link to a video of me masturbating naked being placed at the top of the list of links on my Facebook page, it was humiliating to know that anyone who clicked that first, top link would see me masturbating naked, including anyone who knows me. I had no idea that I would soon end up basically bargaining and ensuring my humiliation to one specific female friend. This is the same female friend who eventually received a link to the Google photo album of all pics and videos of me naked, 

https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 

and who received emails a few months ago from my contract holder containing videos or photos of me naked. I still don't know exactly what was sent to her, but just from what was forwarded to me after it was sent, it looks like she received quite a bit. 

I expected any penalties to just be put into effect, but I received an email from my contract holder mentioning it was time for a a video of me inserting something naked to go to the top of the link list. I knew there was nothing I could do if that's what was decided, but since I was notified early, I took the chance to ask if there was any way at all to avoid that. I was surprised to find a response of "yes", but I wasn't sure if the other option was better or not.

My contract holder informed me of a website called "Clipchamp", where videos can be edited and shared. My alternative penalty was to go there, upload a specific video, then share the uploaded video directly from the website to Facebook messenger. The recipient of the video was to be the female friend of mine. (of course anyone who really wanted to could know the identity of this friend, but I prefer not to post her name when referring to her.

Of course when the time to share the video came, I kept hesitating and backing out. It was long enough for my contract holder to contact me asking what was going on. I was given a definite date and time to have the video shared by, or the video link was to be put in place on my Facebook page. Finally, my dread for that allowed me to just hit "send" and get it over with. Once I did that I notified my contract holder, who responded with "Not so fast". She hasn't seen it yet. I was reminded of the small icon near each message that says "sent" once it is sent, but changes to "seen by" with the name of the person and the time and date they saw the message. I had to wait almost 18 hours before my contract holder notified me that the message had been seen. I had a look for myself, and it was true. She had viewed the message with the video link. The only question is did she actually watch the video, but I think I'd be deluding myself if I though she didn't watch it. Here is the video she received.

It turned out though, that sending the video only delayed things for a month or so. Then it was right back to having a link to an "insertion" video of me added on Facebook. But I was given a choice again. Actually it was the same choice but with a different video of me naked. But this time my contract holder had a video ready on Clipchamp. My only part was to send it to my female friend through Facebook's messenger again. The video this time was of me naked on a bed basically just being exposed and displayed. It's a quite humiliating video to have your friends see, and I had to send it right to one friend. I kept reminding myself of the other option for a penalty, and it made this option seem preferable. Still though, it was unusually difficult to click the send button this time. This time I knew to wait for the message to be seen by my female friend, but less than four hours later she did see the message and I notified my contract holder. 

Now another month had passed, and I've been given the same option for a third time and third video of me naked. I just found out today which video it is, and it's another one of me masturbating naked. I'm hesitating to send it again, which seems strange since she surely must have seen so much of me naked by now that it shouldn't matter to me anymore. I know I will send it though, because I have to unless I accept the original penalty instead, and I'm not ready to do that yet as long as there's some other option.

The second video she received of me:

Made with Clipchamp  
 
The next video I have to send to her within the next three days.
 
 
Made with Clipchamp  
  
This friend has absolutely had to have seen me naked and also masturbating by now, yet she has not said a word to me or done anything differently. She seems to just be looking, seeing, and not reacting in any way at all. In fact she recently posted on her Facebook page something that seemed out of place for her and it could almost seem to be directed at me.
Her post:

It almost feel like that post is about all the reaction she is willing to show or have. It looks like she's going to have another video of me to "notice" sent to her soon on Facebook messenger.
My contract holder did explain that the penalty is meant to make me have to use my own hand to send something to this female friend that she will know came from me. I'm never supposed to add any text or words in the messages to her, so there's no reason or explanation included. She only gets a link directly to a video of me naked. I wish I didn't have to send her another video link, but I have to, and soon.
I don't quite know what to think about her reaction or lack of it, whether good or bad. My contract holder believes she is finding all of this amusing even if she seeing me naked doesn't arouse her. They believe she's just amused by seeing someone she knows naked and masturbating on the internet where she knows everyone else online can see it too. My contract holder believes that her thinking is that because the photos and videos of me naked exist, then they have to be shown to everyone. In other words, the very existence of the photos and videos of me naked are the reason why they need to be displayed and seen publicly.
It was for me to imagine that this female friend could actually be amused by my complete public exposure to people who know me, and could possibly be enjoying it. But the more I think about it, the more I can recall that this female friend really might just see things that way. My contract holder even mentioned that this friend could have been a voter in the (closed) poll where most voters selected for me to me exposed naked to Facebook friends and voted for me to be exposed. I suppose that's only know to her for sure, but it's something I never thought about, and something that now seems more likely to be true than not. I still can't help from wondering is she is sharing the links and videos with others or not, but I know that's all up to her. 
 
I'm sure random people and people who know me will continue to click the links on my Facebook page and see me naked or masturbating. Those random people will probably continue to comment or message me. I know they don't know anything about how or why the links are there, and so far I haven't tried explaining things to any of them. I hadn't even noticed the comment on the post mentioned earlier (does your mother know you have naked pics on here for all to see?", until my contract holder sent me a message saying that the comment was not be be deleted or hidden for any reason. I think maybe because it has the word "naked" in it or maybe because it might get the attention of more people. Either way it'll be staying there under a photo post showing keys.

I think that's about all there is to say for now. My female friend will be receiving her next video of me soon, since to me it's my best choice and I've already been humiliated to this friend several times already.

Thursday, June 24, 2021

More links posted as consequence (Facebook)

 Today I learned that more links have been added to my Facebook intro to photos that are meant to show me in more revealing ways. They're referred to as more explicit, but I prefer just to say they're more revealing. They're the result of the consequence for me failing to proved any proof of being seen naked yet by anyone who knows me. 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 

I was warned almost a week ago that unless I showed some proof, they would be added by the 25th of the month, but as far as I can tell they were added sometime today. 

I was almost afraid to see which photos the links went to, since I was only able to see one example photo before today. I was told it was ten in total and that's about what I can see. Just as I was told they would be, they do show me naked in some revealing ways, and I do dread the idea that people who know me will see them, but I have to admit that it could have been worse if it was desired by my contract holder. 

Some show me masturbating or with an erection, and a couple show my bare ass either with it raised or with me bent over. The photos below are in the order (I think) from the first link to the last the way they are now on my Facebook page.










 

It's intimidating to know that I'll be seen by people who know me with my bare ass so on display, and being seen masturbating or touching my erect penis is even more intimidating. The hardest one to accept is the one where I already came and my cum can be seen on my stomach. There's something about having people who know me see my actual cum that makes it the most intimidating of all for me. But I suppose that's the point, since the photos are there as a consequence, even if it was due to something I didn't see how to avoid.

I am sure they will be seen too, since there's just no way possible that I have not yet been seen naked by multiple people who know me. I know full well by this point that they are looking, seeing, and then just not saying a thing to me about it. Some may have even seen me naked already even before any posts about the links were on my timeline, but more certainly saw the posts and discovered the links on my page afterwards. 

I wasn't given any date or time limit yet, but I was only told that at some point, more photo links will be added, which seem bound to show me in even more humiliating ways. I still hope for proof of being seen to avoid this, since I know that once a link is added, there is almost no chance for it to ever be removed. 

I still can't believe I've come to think this, but I actually almost desperately hope that people I know will see me naked and let me know they saw me. At least enough to have it considered for my obligation to be fulfilled. If that happens, then at least it could mean no more links are added, even though the links there now will probably always be there and if I will always have to stay exposed naked to anyone who clicks on them. 

I can only suppose that at some point in the future, everyone who will ever see me naked through the links will have seen me, and it won't matter much that the links are there. There's probably quite a bit of humiliation for me before then though.

Update: Despite a few posts on my Facebook timeline that mention the links and with one even mentioning where the links can be found and accessed, There has not been one shred of evidence for me being seen naked by anyone who knows me. No notifications or messages have been received, and not one friend has yet removed themselves as a friend, which would be expected if they had an issue with what some are sure to have seen of me by now. 

It's something I definitely never expected, but something that's appearing to be more and more likely... That my Facebook friends are viewing photo/videos of me naked, or have viewed them, and are just not mentioning it to me. Nearly every prior post to my timeline has been viewed or reacted to in some way by friends there, so the current posts about the links on my page have to have been seen by them as well. 

I know that whether anything is mentioned to me or not about me being seen naked, that I will always have to accept the fact that any friend is likely to have seen me naked or even masturbating naked in a video, and that some of them have positively seen me that way, but nothing being mentioned to me about it is equal to a lack of proof of me being seen. To my exposure contract holder and to a few others, this lack of proof requires consequences for me when it's failed to be produced within certain amounts of time. As of now, these consequences tend to be for me to be exposed and seen naked in ways that are more revealing or humiliating for me. The first of those consequences has already been applied through the added photo links to my Facebook page.

Further consequences have been said to be certain at some point if no proof of me being seen naked is produced. It might be more photo links or even video links being added to my Facebook page with those links being among the first things seen of me naked by friends or by anyone else who visits my Facebook page. I haven't learned yet what the full consequence might be or when it might occur. 

Since I feel and believe that I am being, or have been seen naked for sure by numerous friends on Facebook, any added links are just offering those friends easy access to even more photos or videos showing me naked. They are seeing every single aspect and detail of my naked body, and at the moment I do not even know the name of even a single one of them. As one commenter in a post mentioned, it does appear that my naked body and my exposure is just entertainment for them. I'm sure that when they see me in person and recall seeing me naked, that will just be further entertainment for them.

Friday, June 18, 2021

Notice of Facebook exposure (not from friend)

 When I checked my email this morning, I found an email from my exposure contract holder. I tend to get nervous when I see this, since it usually means I'm not obeying some rule or requirement, failing to be exposed enough, or that my punishment is being changed or increased in some way.

What I found was that someone on Facebook who I don't know and who didn't know of me before recently, sent a message to me. My contract holder found it before I even knew about it as they were doing one of their routine monitors/inspections of my Facebook activity. I found an image in the email that showed the message with the identity of the person who sent it covered up. Even before I read the text in the message, I knew this was because the message was required to be posted or shared publicly. Here is the image as it appeared in the email:



If the message text is too small to see, here is what it says:

"Hi. We don't know each other, but we do have mutual friends. I don't know why there are links on your page that let everyone see you naked, but I guess that's your thing. I've had two mutual friends suggest that I take a look at your links, and I just thought that you should know that I have seen you naked even though I don't know you at all. You should know that you're being seen naked by a lot more people than just your friends. If you're okay with that then you can just ignore this. Most people would be humiliated by this, but you do you."

My contract holder wanted this posted right away. I was told that this doesn't count as proof of me being seen by anyone who knows me because neither mutual friend they mentioned mentioned anything to me themselves and can't be verified. 

My contract holder said that the message shows that my punishment could be beginning to be served. I prefer to call it a penalty but they refer to it as my punishment. They said the  intent is for me to be seen naked by anyone even though the requirement is for me to be seen naked by people who know me.

In my Facebook messenger I can see who the sender is and I saw that we share 11 mutual friends, which makes it hard to know which two might have seen me naked and then told the sender about it. None of them seem any more likely than the others to tell their own friends or contacts about the links on my page. I don't even know what anyone involved has seen of me naked or whether it was one or two photos or everything including videos. All I really know for sure is that the sender saw me naked since they wouldn't have known what the links went to otherwise. I was probably seen naked for sure by the two mutual friends they mentioned, but since they didn't say anything to me I can't be positive about it.

Since this doesn't count for me being seen naked by people who know me, it probably doesn't change anything for me. But my contract holder wants it known that people are using the links on my Facebook page to see me naked.  

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

 



Monday, June 14, 2021

Note to anyone following/waiting for my exposure (to Facebook contacts).

 I only recently learned from the person who holds my exposure contract that they have received some questions and complaints that no proof or evidence is being submitted to show that I have been exposed to and seen naked by people on Facebook who know me personally. 

I wasn't aware of this, and I presumed that my obligation to be exposed and seen by friends or contacts on Facebook might be considered to be fulfilled through the links to my exposure in my Facebook intro, and by two timeline posts (made by others) which mention the links.

My original requirement to be seen naked by Facebook friends did call for proof of it occurring, but it's just recently been pointed out to me that those things don't qualify as proof of being seen, They only qualify as the possibility for me to be seen naked there.

I was referred back to the full requirements of my original obligation that says only when a friend on Facebook mentions to me or sends a message to me that they have seen photos or videos of me naked can it be considered to be proof or evidence of it occurring. 

I was informed that there are people waiting for this evidence to be shown, and that they've been closely following my exposure to Facebook friends. My contract holder made it clear to me that these "followers" must be satisfied that people on Facebook who know me personally have seen photos and videos of me naked and that I have been irreversibly humiliated by it happening. My contract holder reminded me that this was the point from the beginning and it was always a requirement for me. 

I still can't show any recent evidence of being seen naked by anyone on Facebook who knows me, but some of them are almost sure to have seen me naked at this point. I know that unless it's mentioned to me though, there's no evidence to prove it. 

As hard as it still is for me to believe that I'm either being seen or have to be seen naked by actual people who know me and who I see in person, and as reluctant as I am to be openly displayed naked or masturbating for them to see, it was never my intent to cause anyone to wait for it to happen. I did know from some past comments on posts that there were a few people who wanted my Facebook friends to see me naked, and wanted me see it humiliate me, but I wasn't aware that complaints and questions about it were being sent to my contract holder all along. 

I did receive a reprimand for this from my contract holder, and reminded that my exposure naked to Facebook friends was both unavoidable and inevitable. I was told that unless I show some proof of being seen naked by at least some Facebook friends in the near future, that there will consequences for me that I will only learn of when they occur.

It's pretty strange feeling to suddenly go from feeling dread and anxiety from having to be seen naked by people who know me, to feeling anxiety over the need to prove I've been seen naked by them. I'm even actually now finding myself wishing and hoping for people I know to see me naked and to message me or contact me about it in any way, even though this also means certain and permanent humiliation for me.

For right now at least, I seem to be more afraid of "consequences" than I am of utter humiliation.

Note: I can't help going to the links in my Facebook intro just to see what the top links go to of me, since that seems like what most Facebook friends will see of me naked first. At the time of this posting, this is the photo of me naked they will probably see first:

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75
 

They will see a whole lot more of me naked as they click their way down through the links though.

Update June 17th, 2021

Today I was informed by my contract holder that if I fail to provide proof of being seen naked by at least one person on Facebook who knows me personally, that the first and mildest of consequences will be implemented.

This consequence will be for links to more explicit and revealing photos of me naked to be placed at the top of the list of links in my Facebook intro. Presently the first links do show photos of me naked, and I have to admit that there are many photos of me naked that would be more humiliating if they were to be the most likely for people who know me to see.

I was only provided with one single example of which photos of me they might be.

I'm told a link to this photo will be one among others that will be placed at the top of the list of links, and once there they will remain there. I was informed that the photo links will be made available there on or before the 25th day of this month unless I offer proof of being seen naked before they are made available. I was told that most of the other photo links will show me in even more revealing or humiliating ways than the photo I was provided with.

I can't believe that I'm finding myself actually hoping to be seen naked by enough people who know me that at least one of them will be willing to mention to me that they saw me naked. I know even if I'm seen by a lot of them though, it's very possible that not one of them will mention it to me. If that happens I'll have no proof of being seen and the links to more revealing photos will end up in my intro. 

This does make me feel a bit helpless, but I can only accept however things turn out.

I was told that if this first consequence ends up being implemented, then I will be informed of the next consequence soon after that.

 


Friday, June 4, 2021

Completing my exposure (Facebook).

 This post is an update relating to my exposure through links in my Facebook intro and posts on my timeline there mentioning the links.

First though, there are currently two separate posts on my Facebook timeline that mention the links to photos and videos of me naked, and those links are present in the intro of my Facebook page. This means that twice, every contact of mine on Facebook has had these two posts show up in their Facebook feed. At this time, nothing has been mentioned to me about it by any contact, friends, acquaintances, or relatives who are contacts of mine on Facebook. 

 https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

 Links there go to this Google photo album:

https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 

It's highly doubtful and close to impossible that at least several contacts have not seen some of the photos and videos of me naked, and a lot more likely that they either don't want me to know they've seen me, or they aren't sure what to say about it to me. 

I was extremely nervous and anxious before and leading up to these timeline posts, since they were sure to notify my contacts about the presence of the links. I knew I had to be seen naked by people on Facebook who know me, but knowing that didn't ease my anxiety. Now that it's happening and I can't be unseen by any contacts who have seen me naked, it's almost a relief to be getting it over with. My contacts can finally see what's been online of me and available to others, but kept from them. 

I do expect some contacts or friends to mention something about it to me eventually or when they're ready, and I'll have to play that part by ear if or when it happens. Those contacts and friends I see often in person might be waiting until the next time they see me to mention seeing me naked. It will be humiliating in almost all cases, but that's all part of me being seen naked by them. Every one of them knows that what they saw of me is just as available publicly as it is to them, and some will probably be curious about how I can just accept being exposed naked so publicly. It might confuse them a little when I tell them that I'm exposed and displayed because I have to be exposed and displayed naked.

Of course just because post have been made on my timeline about the links, it doesn't mean that no additional posts can or should be made. Each post made is likely to increase the attention the links receive, and now that I'm definitely being seen naked by people who know me, it might as well continue from now on. So it will remain that current Facebook friends are free to post on my timeline about the links all they care to, and new friend requests will continue to be accepted without question to enable posting on my timeline.

To be honest, I expected some immediate reaction from at least one or more contacts, but that isn't the case so far. I'm sure some of them are at this very moment, going through the photos and videos of me naked and almost not being able to believe what they're seeing of me. It's probably true that some of them just can't stop looking yet. They may have known me for years, but until now they've never seen my bare ass, my dick, my balls, and definitely have never watched me masturbate. They'll have seen all of that now though.

More details will be provided as things progress.


 

Monday, May 31, 2021

Completing my exposure and humiliation (Facebook)

Anyone who has read posts prior to this might know that links to photos and videos of me naked from the Google photo album https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 are posted in the intro/contact information on my Facebook page https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 along with some other links that also go to locations where I am shown naked.

I was prepared just to have friends and contacts on Facebook see or happen across the links over time, but it's been pointed out to me how that's not enough. A post on my timeline that mentions the links in some way has been asked for, requested, and at some times demanded.

Since there are no grounds for me to dispute or refuse this, I have made a promise to at least try to comply with this. The simplest thing would be for me to post something mentioning the links myself, but for one thing I'm just not capable of completing a post like that even when I try, at least without being compelled or forced to in some real way. Also, a post done by me could seem too forward or too self-promoting. 

It seems more fitting for a random post  that mentions the links to be made by someone else. Only a few friends and contacts on Facebook are known to have seen the links so far, but a post that mentions them would be almost sure to cause the links to be seen and clicked on by more friends, contacts, relatives, and co-workers. Yes, this would almost definitely humiliate me, but that's the point and that does need to be what happens. 

So if anyone uses Facebook who might be willing to do the favor of posting something on my timeline about the links, I could then get my humiliation over with. Nothing needs to be included in any post aside from mentioning the links, even if it's just something like "That's some unusual links in your intro" or something just as simple and direct. No links need to be included and nothing about what the links show would need to be mentioned. Any contacts who saw and clicked any links afterwards would then see eveything for themselves.

Unfortunately even the least restrictive settings possible on Facebook only allow friends to post to my timeline, so it would be necessary for someone to be a friend before a post could be made. If desired, it would only need to be temporary, and I could be "unfriended" afterward. The post should remain though.

If more information is necessary, or for any questions, I can be emailed at DaveS113065@yahoo.com 

If preferable, a friend request can simply be sent to me on Facebook, which would be accepted without question. Once accepted, a post could be made to my timeline at the leisure and convenience of the poster. 

Thank you.

 




Update on 5/31/21 7:00 pm.

 This morning I was contacted by someone who said they will add a post to my Facebook timeline that mentions the links, and that it will be done on Saturday, June 5th.

In the meantime, someone else has already added a post about the links. It was added thirty minutes ago as of this writing. It's very likely that people who know me are seeing the post and have already begun to visit my Facebook page to see the links.  

If the first person decides to go ahead with their post on Saturday, the 5th,  that would be sure to draw even more attention to the links. It seems that I am now exposed to many people who know me, and my humiliation is almost certain now.