The purpose of the page is obviously to potentially expose me to friends, relatives, people who know me, and to any other Facebook users who might end up finding the page.
Obviously not much in the way of photos or videos can be posted on Facebook, so the page is basically a conduit that can lead people towards finding my actual exposure. The title of the page seems pretty clear about the topic of the page.
The page has been up for about a month, and has so far evaded any outright Facebook rule violations, although several images just disappear without a word even though they were heavily censored already.
However long the page lasts, there's almost no doubt that it will increase my exposure in a few ways. One surely has to be that my full name is in the title, so anyone searching that name on Facebook will find the page in their search results. Whether they're looking for another David Steckel, and there are more people with the name than might be expected, or whether it's someone who knows me from the past or present and who is trying to find my personal Facebook page. Their search will now include the new page for as long as it lasts.
Even current friends on Facebook might find it somehow on their own, and seeing my name in the title might be enough for them to look at the page.
There's also the fact that by now the page could be showing up in web search results, and might be noticed more.
Once the link to the page was established, I was supposed to invite 10 friends to the page from my personal Facebook page, but as long as I promote the page regularly, only six friends need to be invited.
I'm not finished with that part yet, since it's not easy to select friends to be exposed to forever and to be humiliated before their eyes. I did send one so far, but I can see that finishing the others is going to be the hardest part of all of this for me so far.
I know I'll never know who sees the page unless they comment or tell me so, which is often the case, but the existence of the page does leave me feeling exposed for some reason even though I can't know how many people might be seeing it.
In any case I still have to ponder over which additional five friends to invite to the page, and also promote the page a few times. Even finding ways to do that is difficult, since the promotion can't be done in too obscure of a location.
To be honest I assumed that the page wouldn't last for more than a few days before Facebook reacted somehow, but for several weeks the page has remained. Only a few images have been greyed out.
Screen shot of the Facebook page "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist"
https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd
On my personal Facebook page https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 hardly anything has changed. Links to my exposure remain in the page intro and the "about me" section for anyone to see. Occasionally some random person who I don't know will either comment, message me, and once even email me. Each time they mention naked pics or naked videos in what they say, and it's usually saying something like I should be ashamed of myself, or saying it's self destructive to me. They clearly have no idea how deep and involved my exposure is or has become. I noticed that not once did any of them mention a link. Only the pics or the videos are mentioned, which means they all definitely viewed something of me naked.
Whether I like it or not, over time I have come to accept myself as an exposed person, since I'm exposed far beyond any hope for control of my exposure. The public domain licensing of every photo and video of me naked means that I can never hope to have any say so about the viewing or use of any photo or video of me naked. I know that my being exposed always overrides any personal feelings I might have about it. I've come to accept to the best of my abilities that I am even to be exposed to and seen by people who know me, and to then co-exist with however much humiliation it might cause me.
Lastly, I think the reason the page increases my feeling of exposure like it does is because of it being a page on Facebook that literally mentions my exposure and names me full name. Having links to my exposure on my personal page still offered the chance for oblivious visitors not to even notice the links there, and that's only if they visit the page itself, since otherwise the page doesn't appear to reveal much of me.
But the new page definitely feels as though it's very openly advertising my exposure, and once a viewer is on the page, they seem almost bound to see or click on something that will expose me naked to them.
As mentioned, it's hard to say how long the page will exist or to what extent I end up exposed on it, but it will most likely stay there for as long as Facebook allows it. Every day it's there is another day that remains possible for nearly anyone from anywhere in the world to discover my exposure and see me naked or even masturbating while naked.
As it often is, I'm able to observe that my exposure is occurring and ongoing while doing or saying nothing that could even remotely interfere with it.
That's about all for now. Updates are possible and likely.
UPDATE:
I managed to get myself to invite more friends of mine to like the Facebook page exposing me. One of those friends was of course the female friend of mine who has received a whole lot of photos and videos of me naked, but who has never responded about it in any way. This morning, one day after being invited, she accepted the invite sent to her and even liked the page, probably after looking at all of the posts.
It's already been pointed out to me that it could be someone else besides for her that is using her Facebook account, and that technically it's not real proof for her seeing my exposure, so once again it falls short of actual proof of me being seen by people who really know me. If she comments or says something, to me about it, then I suppose that's when it's proven that I've been seen exposed by her.
But I personally know for sure now that she has seen quite a bit of my exposure and my naked body. I'm also sure that she has watched me masturbate naked in more than one of the videos of me that she has received. So to me I now officially have nothing at all left to hide from her, and my humiliation before her is quite complete.
Just as with anyone else who views my exposure online, her right to view me naked at her leisure is absolute and beyond question. I can only remain quietly exposed to her for her potential amusement or entertainment. I don't think she is viewing my naked body with any kind of sexual interest, but probably at least partly because she has known me for a long time and she is now seeing me exposed naked on the internet. It seems more likely that my exposure simply amuses her, and seeing it occurring might amuse her even more.
I have to admit that it's a bit of a relief to finally have nothing left hidden from her and some others too. The best I can do about it all now is to hope my exposure continues to offer amusement and/or entertainment.
UPDATE 2:
I finished the task of inviting six friends to view and like the Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd
The invite page is hard to manage, and I apparently clicked two extra boxes than intended, and invited two additional friends than necessary. Invites are irretrievable though once sent.
I don't know why, but if the Facebook page exposing me lasts for a while, I'm afraid that most or all of my regular Facebook friends will end up being invited there eventually, or be otherwise notified about the page. If the page lasts for long enough, I'm afraid I won't be able to avoid being entirely and absolutely exposed to most or all of my Facebook friend list, and probably to a lot of others who could be attracted there by the title, topic, or photos from the page.
I thought it wasn't possible at this point, but it looks like my online exposure and my personal life are to become even more combined and inseparable.
The photo below is a screenshot of part of the page. Notice the thumbs-up symbol on the lower left, and the text next to it "2 people liked this including two of your friends". That's only something that shows to me, but it shows that friends and people who know me really are finding out about my online exposure. It's almost for sure that they also view it.
So how do you feel now that the friend you mention in the update has doubtlessly seen you exposed? Not many will like a page that they haven't gone to and looked at first.
ReplyDeleteIs it the same for you as if any other friend had seen you exposed? Or is she somehow different for you? Response?
I'm still not sure how I feel about it. I'd suspected that her and some other friends were at least aware of my exposure online, and might have even seen it. I did know that no matter she was eventually going to see photos and videos of me naked, so part of me is relieved that it happened for sure, at least as far as I'm concerned.
DeletePart of me is also humiliated, since she is just as free to view my naked body and my masturbation as anyone else is.
It's more impossible now than ever that she hasn't seen a lot of my exposure online already, and she now has permanent access to every single photo and video that shows me naked.
It's not exactly the same for me to be exposed naked to this female friend as it is for most others who view my exposure.
I've known this female friend for a long time in both good and bad times. She dislikes her imperfections and she tends to fault herself for them, but from the second I first saw her and then got to know her, I had a certain adoration for her.
I was glad to have her for a friend, and still am, and being a bit older than her and not being together myself, I could never admit anything about it to her.
She still knows nothing about how I see the ground she walks on as being better for it, and she probably wouldn't believe it if she knew did.
I do wonder what she thinks when she sees someone she has known for a long time completely naked and masturbating on the internet, but I know I had to be seen by her that way at some point.
Nice page. Links to the websites you use, photo albums and videos, and your personal details all out there for anyone to see. Since the purpose of the page says it's 'to reveal David Steckel in his barest possible state' you do need to be utterly exposed there in every way like that.
ReplyDeleteGood boy inviting some of your friends on Facebook to see the page. So few though. After checking, you have nearly 500 friends on Facebook. It's rhetorical, but doesn't it seem that quite a few more, if not all of your Facebook friends should be invited to see the page?
It's important to grow the audience for the page, and since it's a public page and not a personal profile, it really should be shared as a public page.
I had to invite ten friends from my personal page just for the set-up part of the page to be completed. There weren't ten of them who were known to be aware of my exposure online, so those friends were probably surprised to see me naked on the internet.
ReplyDeletePage views are counted but only the numbers and not who the visitor was, and the page is getting what is becoming for me an uncomfortable number of views recently. I literally have no idea who could be clicking links on the page and seeing everything there is of me naked.
I convince myself that it's just people I don't know who are visiting the page, but it could just as easily be someone who knows me, especially since I'm now tagged by name in the profile photo of the page.
For the most part, the page is being shared as a public page. Links to it have been posted on Twitter and several other places including a link to it in the intro of my personal Facebook page.
A post about the page could be made to my own page, but there's no way to only post a link without the page's profile photo of me being there too, and unless I have to have it there, I prefer not to have that photo on my personal page.
I don't know yet if or when more of my Facebook friends will be invited to the page, but I know not to believe more won't be invited at some point if the page continues to remain up.
I'm still having trouble believing that I'm so exposed on a page on Facebook where it's possible for so many others to see it. I'm also still stunned that a personal friend who was invited to the page actually gave it a like after they saw it.
This is great David - a real crossover of your "private" and your public lives. (Of course private has never meant much for you has it?) I'm reminded of the time you were exposed on classmates and all the people you went to school with started passing your pictures around.
ReplyDeleteLooks like you have 4 likes and 5 followers now, what kind of visit counts are you getting?
That is true. There is almost no separation between my personal life online and what's public for anyone to see, including people who know me in some way.
ReplyDeleteI suppose it is a bit like having been exposed to classmates. In that case nearly every one of the eighty or so viewers did know me and each saw 12 photos of me until the page was removed by the website administrators.
Those same people can view the Facebook page along with just about anyone else. In the past a few people I knew said they found me again by searching on Facebook for me. Since the page shows up in a search of my name on Facebook, anyone searching for me now will see the page in the results.
I admit that I never expected either followers or likes for the page. Even a personal female friend mentioned in previous posts liked the page, all but assuring that my exposure has been viewed by them.
From what I can tell, the page is getting viewed at least once a day, but most often two or three times a day. One day there were four views, and just recently five on one day.
The info pages are full of graphs and things that counts page views and post views separately but anonymously, and only for 28 day periods at most for page views, so the page view count will reset every month or so.
I've been contacted both on Facebook messenger and by email by people who saw the page but don't know me, but other than that and a few friends, I have no idea whether the page views are from random visitors or people I know.
It's still all so surreal to me that I still don't believe I've completely wrapped my head around the fact that I am potentially exposed to anyone who uses Facebook, and for all I know even to those who don't.