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Saturday, September 17, 2022

Signature image and text for DaveS113065@gmail,com

Although the email address most used by me is DaveS113065@yahoo.com, a less used email address for me is DaveS113065@gmail/com

The yahoo email is used for most websites as part of the log-in information, but the gmail will become more and more used. It is already the email address shown in my contact details on my personal Facebook page.

To increase my exposure, a signature has been added to my gmail that is automatically added to any email sent from that address. The idea wasn't mine, but was suggested by someone who is often conversed with online through emails.

The signature contains three photos of me naked. No email sent to anyone, regardless of who it's sent to, will be sent without the signature. I have sworn to this and committed to it. All replies to any email received on my gmail will also contain the signature. There can't be even one exception to this, ever. 

My yahoo email will still be used as necessary, but there will be a transition to using the gmail as often as possible and it will eventually be the primary email used by me.

In email conversations with the one who suggested it, the signature is expected to be there to ensure I keep to my commitment and my promise. 

The signature photos have been copied and pasted from a draft on my gmail, including the text that goes along with them:

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signature images of David Steckel. Three (3) images. If not present then David Steckel is intentionally concealing them from you and can be questioned about it.

Anyone who receives an email from my gmail account or who receives a reply to an email from my gmail account can and should expect to see these photos. As my gmail becomes more commonly used, these photos are assured to be received and viewed more and more.
 
I don't expect it to be easy for me if and when the signature with these photos has to be sent to people I know, or when corresponding with new contacts. The first time it has to be sent to someone will probably be the hardest. After that the photos will have been seen by them, so any future emails to them that will contain the signature photos probably won't be as difficult to send.
How humiliating it is for me will mostly depend on who the recipient is, but humiliation is unavoidable.
At some point in the future, the photos are likely to be exchanged for others, but most likely not until many dozens or more emails have gone out that contain them, and not until a large number of recipients have received them.
Anyone who cares to test this commitment can email me at DaveS113065@gmail.com and can expect a reply that contains the signature photos, even if no message is sent to me other than requesting a reply from me.

 

Thursday, September 15, 2022

Temporary exposure not so temporary

 I often forget for a few days about the four posts exposing me on the exxxpose.me website, and I don't always get around to checking on them even when I do remember them. 

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=275968

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=277346

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=283012

https://www.exxxpose.me/post/?id=304236

The "temporary" posts have been there for more than two months so far and it's so hard to believe that some still have close to another month before they expire. 

The posts are one situation where there is absolutely nothing that I can do, since the settings do not allow it. All I can really do is look at what anyone else can see of me, and accept that they can not only see it all, but also copy or download any of it. 

Even though I've surrendered all rights to those and all photos of me naked, it's not often when I literally have to stay exposed, and when it's only up to others how long I have to stay exposed there. There's no discussing it, no suggesting anything, no bargaining possible, or anything else besides remaining on display naked for anyone to see.

This is one time where the rights of others to keep me exposed naked for even more people to see is all encompassing, and where my only option is to stay exposed and be seen naked. 

Just after the posts became available, I would have bet quite a lot that they would only last for a couple weeks at the longest. I doubt I would have believed they'd be there even for a full month. I couldn't have been more wrong, and I would obviously have lost any bet.

Instead of finding the posts being nearly expired on my most recent look there, I see them no closer, if not further from expiring than they were when I last looked. 




                                                Status of posts as of September 15th, 2022

It's clear that I am helplessly exposed naked for as long as others wish for me to remain that way, so I can only accept their wishes.





Monday, July 4, 2022

David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist, July 2022 status

Updated July 16, 2022  

The Facebook page David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist is still active and is getting views. The daily views are in the single digits, but a day rarely passed without the page receiving views. For the most part, I have no idea who the viewers are. Of course I have no real right to know who views my exposure unless the viewer wishes for me to know, and I have almost no control over who has access to and views my exposure.

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

On my personal Facebook page, https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75/ some posts from the Exposure page have been shared, although Facebook flagged one post that had already been on the exposure page for weeks. The others are currently still up, but are set to friends only. The posts are friends only since it appears that some non-friends who visit my personal page are reporting posts that show an image that suggests that I am naked. 

The posts on my personal Facebook page do contain links to sites such as the Google album "Public Domain Photos and Videos of David Steckel Naked" https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 and to the image "David Steckel Naked in mirror" which is offered on Wikimedia at: https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:David_Steckel.jpg

A link is also included to the poll https://www.supersurvey.com/poll4236812x01b63125-133 for voting on which video will be available for one month through the "Watch Video" button on the Facebook Exposure page. On my personal Facebook page a qr code image is posted, which goes to the same video as the "Watch Video" button. This allows any visitor to my personal page to scan the code and view the current video without a need to visit the Exposure page. 

The poll has received and is receiving enough votes for there to be a clear selection for the next video to be made available. In cases where several videos have a tie vote, by selecting "sort" in the poll results, one video will have attained that number of votes first, before the others. In cases of where a video has the higher vote count, that video will always be the one offered next. The current video was updated on July 1st and must remain until August 1st. The qr code image on my person Facebook page is updated each month to match the current video.

There are also the links to my exposure in the intro of my personal Facebook page which must remain in place permanently, as voters in a previous poll have decided. Links there can only be added to but never removed. They are just one of several ways that make my exposure available to just about anyone, including Facebook friends and others who know me personally. 

Some who know me have definitely already viewed my exposure, although none of them have mentioned it or asked anything about it. Every day it is more likely and more probable that even more people who know me are seeing my exposure. Of course that is exactly what the purpose is though. I am to be seen naked, exposed, masturbating, and more by many people who know me and by anyone who cares to view it. Even if I try to convince myself that no one is really looking or seeing anything of me, I know it's impossible for that to be the case. I know that not being told that I've been seen doesn't mean much, and viewers have every right to view me and to not say a word to me about it. Anytime I meet someone in person who knows me, I never know if they have seen me naked already or not. But I know they can and possibly will see me naked at some point. 

The friends only posts on my personal Facebook page are almost sure to have generated a notification to Facebook friends, which would absolutely cause at least a few friends to view the posts. I can only suppose that more friends than I realize may already be aware of my exposure and are not reacting to it in any way... for now anyway. It's a bit intimidating to know that I must and will be seen exposed naked by many more Facebook friends and by other viewers/ visitors, but there's no changing how things are now. 

One clue that friends and people who know me are viewing or becoming aware of my exposure is that some friends of friends on Facebook have sent friend requests to me. The requests are accepted of course, since there is no reason not to accept them and my exposure has likely already been viewed by them by the time they sent the friend request. Even if they haven't seen my exposure by then, not a thing can limit or restrict anyone from viewing the entirety of my "public domain" exposure. 

Although these new friends do have every right to view, possess, or share my exposure as they choose, even when they do view my exposure, it's not really accurate to consider their viewing of me naked as me being viewed naked by someone who knows me personally. That basically requires past classmates, coworkers, neighbors, or a person who knows me or has met me in person in some way. 

Whenever I'm visiting a store or any business that has employees that I encounter regularly, I'm not always conscious of the fact that any one of them may have viewed me online naked in some way, especially in cases such as when visiting a bank or anywhere else where my name is required to be given and even proven. 

On occasion in public I will see a person looking at me for an extra long time, and without knowing why it's easy to think they might be trying to place where they may have seen me before. If they did view me naked online then some might even be fairly sure I am the one they saw online, but not sure enough to mention it. Others may be positive it's me but prefer not to say anything to me. Even though I've surely only been seen by a tiny fraction of those with the potential to see me naked online, it still means that anyone I encounter may be included in that fraction. 

I feel pretty sure that while I'm obliviously walking around somewhere or some place, that there have been times when someone else there was only picturing me exactly as they saw me online. I just didn't know it. That's just something I will have to get accustomed to though, even if the odds for it occurring are low... for now anyway.

The only thing that is sure is that as time passes, more are viewing my exposure. Since the entirety of my exposure is public domain, each and every one who does view it has the legal right to do so, and to copy, download, or share it as they see choose, all without asking or mentioning it to me. Even if I am notified about some furthering of my exposure to others, it's not within my rights to have any say-so about it. 

In public I'm sometimes oblivious to the fact that I may be recognized by someone who has seen me naked online, but at other times I can feel quite exposed, almost as if I am walking around like this:


  Nothing changes the fact though that privacy for my naked body and for anything I do naked is non-existent, and that every photo and video of me naked belongs to the public.

Update:

A Facebook post that was viewable by friends only is now a public post. The post should now be viewable by all visitors to the page: https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

The post contains a qr code which when scanned will go to the same video that the "Watch Video" button goes to on the Facebook exposure page. 

Having it pointed out that the button to watch the video was public on one page, but the code to watch it was not public, and that friends could already view the code, made the inconsistency clear. Even though friends could scan the code and see the video, others who know me but who are not Facebook friends, and other visitors to the page had no access to the code or the video. 

The post also contains links to a photo of me on Wikimedia commons, and to the Google album containing photos and videos of me naked. The links were already present in the post for friends only and removing those links was considered before the audience for the post became public, but turned out not to be possible without the entire post being deleted and  starting over. This could also be considered as a limitation on my exposure or who could see it, so to avoid that the links had to remain in the now public post. 

Friends and followers on Facebook almost certainly received a notification when the post became public, and at least a few of them are sure to have then viewed the post. What they scanned, clicked on, or saw of me was and is their choice. 

The embed code for the post on Facebook was included below. It's not clear if it will function, since embeds often have issues when included in a blog post here, but the post should be fully available on the page itself. (link at top of update above).


 The direct link to the video that both the button and the qr code post will go to is:



Tuesday, November 16, 2021

Now a fourth exposure on Exposedfun.com

A fourth post exposing me naked on ExposedFun.com now exists. Just as with the other three posts of me there, there is no option for deletion other than when the time for the post to remain expires. The new post has already been extended beyond two weeks, but I expect it to be extended for longer. 

Post 4  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1315851048 

The first three posts keep getting extended for longer and longer, and all of them are stuck there for at least another month, and that's if they don't get extended any longer. Each time I see how much time a post has left, I project ahead in time to what day or date a post would expire on. But almost every time I see any post again later, the post has been extended for several more days. If three days are added for each one that passes, I'm going to have to stay exposed there for a long time. With the delete option totally disabled, there's not a single thing that can be done except to wait to see how long others who see the posts will decide to extend them for. 

Post 1  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1510666436

Post 2  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1182081049

Post 3  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1317874325

This really is all a bit unique for me. One thing that makes it that way is that there really is no one with the ability to delete or edit any of the posts. Even if I am posted or exposed by someone else, they usually retain control over their posting of me. In those situations, I know they have every right to expose me and never have to remove anything that exposes me, but at least I know someone has that ability.

No one has the ability to remove or alter the posts of me on Exposed Fun. Anytime anyone who sees any post feels like extending it for a day, that post has to be there for another day. That seems to add a certain feeling of powerlessness bordering on helplessness to these exposures of me. More than once when seeing that a post had been extended for multiple days more, I'd find myself mouthing words like "Aw man. Look how long it has to be here now." 

The post staying longer obviously means it will be seen by more people, and those people all have the ability to copy or download any of the pics of me, or to extend the post for another day, or both. That might sound hot or arousing to some, and the idea or thought of it happening to someone else has the potential to arouse me, but finding that a post has been up for weeks and still has a month or more to remain at least, can feel exasperating at times. 

I know that if anyone extends a post of me, they're just using the website as it's meant to be used, and I know they have every right to extend my exposure until the end of time. Those things are indisputable. But the end result of their combined decisions or choices can end up leaving a post of me naked up for a lot longer than I would ever have believed before this. 

It can only be assumed that some people do want me to stay on display naked on the website, since the number of days left keeps being extended even if there are already weeks left before a post expires. I obviously have no say-so, and I have to abide by the decisions and choices of others for anything to do with me being exposed naked online. 

I know that whether I like it or not, I'm resigned to being exposed on the website as long as there are people who want me to be exposed there. 

 




Tuesday, November 2, 2021

Exposed on Exposedfun.com

 This post might be temporary, but how temporary it is depends on how long posts of me naked end up staying on the Exposed fun website.

So far three posts (that I know of) have been made there, each containing the maximum of four photos of me naked. 

On this site, viewers can anonymously extend how long a post stays up, and can also comment completely anonymously. The three posts can be seen here:

1) https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1510666436

2) https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1182081049 

3) https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1317874325

These next links are only the edit page of the three posts. That's where the post and page could normally be deleted unless the delete option is disabled. Of course the delete option on these three posts has been disabled. The edit page can allow this to be seen and confirmed. In other words, no one and nothing can remove the posts until the timers count down to zero, even though anyone can anonymously hit the "Extend by a Day" button, causing that post to remain for one extra day.

1) https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=10826e4c9afb1c569a7b22f6e26334f3

2) https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=88b1359c57e065606b7a31e6b7bd3868

3) https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=8d743a129ee6d46152a04d56ce5b4c46 

One addition thing is that the direct links to these three posts are now included in my Facebook intro, right up top, so that visitors to my Facebook page and all of my contacts there can "participate" if they wish to. 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

 This blog post is basically just to inform others about the existence of the posts, but of course I can't avoid asking that any readers of this visit the posts and extend them for one more day. The posts have already gotten more extensions from viewers than I would ever have predicted This is definitely a time when there's nothing I can do about it, since it's 100% in the hands of others to decide everything about the posts.



Thursday, June 24, 2021

More links posted as consequence (Facebook)

 Today I learned that more links have been added to my Facebook intro to photos that are meant to show me in more revealing ways. They're referred to as more explicit, but I prefer just to say they're more revealing. They're the result of the consequence for me failing to proved any proof of being seen naked yet by anyone who knows me. 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 

I was warned almost a week ago that unless I showed some proof, they would be added by the 25th of the month, but as far as I can tell they were added sometime today. 

I was almost afraid to see which photos the links went to, since I was only able to see one example photo before today. I was told it was ten in total and that's about what I can see. Just as I was told they would be, they do show me naked in some revealing ways, and I do dread the idea that people who know me will see them, but I have to admit that it could have been worse if it was desired by my contract holder. 

Some show me masturbating or with an erection, and a couple show my bare ass either with it raised or with me bent over. The photos below are in the order (I think) from the first link to the last the way they are now on my Facebook page.










 

It's intimidating to know that I'll be seen by people who know me with my bare ass so on display, and being seen masturbating or touching my erect penis is even more intimidating. The hardest one to accept is the one where I already came and my cum can be seen on my stomach. There's something about having people who know me see my actual cum that makes it the most intimidating of all for me. But I suppose that's the point, since the photos are there as a consequence, even if it was due to something I didn't see how to avoid.

I am sure they will be seen too, since there's just no way possible that I have not yet been seen naked by multiple people who know me. I know full well by this point that they are looking, seeing, and then just not saying a thing to me about it. Some may have even seen me naked already even before any posts about the links were on my timeline, but more certainly saw the posts and discovered the links on my page afterwards. 

I wasn't given any date or time limit yet, but I was only told that at some point, more photo links will be added, which seem bound to show me in even more humiliating ways. I still hope for proof of being seen to avoid this, since I know that once a link is added, there is almost no chance for it to ever be removed. 

I still can't believe I've come to think this, but I actually almost desperately hope that people I know will see me naked and let me know they saw me. At least enough to have it considered for my obligation to be fulfilled. If that happens, then at least it could mean no more links are added, even though the links there now will probably always be there and if I will always have to stay exposed naked to anyone who clicks on them. 

I can only suppose that at some point in the future, everyone who will ever see me naked through the links will have seen me, and it won't matter much that the links are there. There's probably quite a bit of humiliation for me before then though.

Update: Despite a few posts on my Facebook timeline that mention the links and with one even mentioning where the links can be found and accessed, There has not been one shred of evidence for me being seen naked by anyone who knows me. No notifications or messages have been received, and not one friend has yet removed themselves as a friend, which would be expected if they had an issue with what some are sure to have seen of me by now. 

It's something I definitely never expected, but something that's appearing to be more and more likely... That my Facebook friends are viewing photo/videos of me naked, or have viewed them, and are just not mentioning it to me. Nearly every prior post to my timeline has been viewed or reacted to in some way by friends there, so the current posts about the links on my page have to have been seen by them as well. 

I know that whether anything is mentioned to me or not about me being seen naked, that I will always have to accept the fact that any friend is likely to have seen me naked or even masturbating naked in a video, and that some of them have positively seen me that way, but nothing being mentioned to me about it is equal to a lack of proof of me being seen. To my exposure contract holder and to a few others, this lack of proof requires consequences for me when it's failed to be produced within certain amounts of time. As of now, these consequences tend to be for me to be exposed and seen naked in ways that are more revealing or humiliating for me. The first of those consequences has already been applied through the added photo links to my Facebook page.

Further consequences have been said to be certain at some point if no proof of me being seen naked is produced. It might be more photo links or even video links being added to my Facebook page with those links being among the first things seen of me naked by friends or by anyone else who visits my Facebook page. I haven't learned yet what the full consequence might be or when it might occur. 

Since I feel and believe that I am being, or have been seen naked for sure by numerous friends on Facebook, any added links are just offering those friends easy access to even more photos or videos showing me naked. They are seeing every single aspect and detail of my naked body, and at the moment I do not even know the name of even a single one of them. As one commenter in a post mentioned, it does appear that my naked body and my exposure is just entertainment for them. I'm sure that when they see me in person and recall seeing me naked, that will just be further entertainment for them.

Monday, June 14, 2021

Note to anyone following/waiting for my exposure (to Facebook contacts).

 I only recently learned from the person who holds my exposure contract that they have received some questions and complaints that no proof or evidence is being submitted to show that I have been exposed to and seen naked by people on Facebook who know me personally. 

I wasn't aware of this, and I presumed that my obligation to be exposed and seen by friends or contacts on Facebook might be considered to be fulfilled through the links to my exposure in my Facebook intro, and by two timeline posts (made by others) which mention the links.

My original requirement to be seen naked by Facebook friends did call for proof of it occurring, but it's just recently been pointed out to me that those things don't qualify as proof of being seen, They only qualify as the possibility for me to be seen naked there.

I was referred back to the full requirements of my original obligation that says only when a friend on Facebook mentions to me or sends a message to me that they have seen photos or videos of me naked can it be considered to be proof or evidence of it occurring. 

I was informed that there are people waiting for this evidence to be shown, and that they've been closely following my exposure to Facebook friends. My contract holder made it clear to me that these "followers" must be satisfied that people on Facebook who know me personally have seen photos and videos of me naked and that I have been irreversibly humiliated by it happening. My contract holder reminded me that this was the point from the beginning and it was always a requirement for me. 

I still can't show any recent evidence of being seen naked by anyone on Facebook who knows me, but some of them are almost sure to have seen me naked at this point. I know that unless it's mentioned to me though, there's no evidence to prove it. 

As hard as it still is for me to believe that I'm either being seen or have to be seen naked by actual people who know me and who I see in person, and as reluctant as I am to be openly displayed naked or masturbating for them to see, it was never my intent to cause anyone to wait for it to happen. I did know from some past comments on posts that there were a few people who wanted my Facebook friends to see me naked, and wanted me see it humiliate me, but I wasn't aware that complaints and questions about it were being sent to my contract holder all along. 

I did receive a reprimand for this from my contract holder, and reminded that my exposure naked to Facebook friends was both unavoidable and inevitable. I was told that unless I show some proof of being seen naked by at least some Facebook friends in the near future, that there will consequences for me that I will only learn of when they occur.

It's pretty strange feeling to suddenly go from feeling dread and anxiety from having to be seen naked by people who know me, to feeling anxiety over the need to prove I've been seen naked by them. I'm even actually now finding myself wishing and hoping for people I know to see me naked and to message me or contact me about it in any way, even though this also means certain and permanent humiliation for me.

For right now at least, I seem to be more afraid of "consequences" than I am of utter humiliation.

Note: I can't help going to the links in my Facebook intro just to see what the top links go to of me, since that seems like what most Facebook friends will see of me naked first. At the time of this posting, this is the photo of me naked they will probably see first:

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75
 

They will see a whole lot more of me naked as they click their way down through the links though.

Update June 17th, 2021

Today I was informed by my contract holder that if I fail to provide proof of being seen naked by at least one person on Facebook who knows me personally, that the first and mildest of consequences will be implemented.

This consequence will be for links to more explicit and revealing photos of me naked to be placed at the top of the list of links in my Facebook intro. Presently the first links do show photos of me naked, and I have to admit that there are many photos of me naked that would be more humiliating if they were to be the most likely for people who know me to see.

I was only provided with one single example of which photos of me they might be.

I'm told a link to this photo will be one among others that will be placed at the top of the list of links, and once there they will remain there. I was informed that the photo links will be made available there on or before the 25th day of this month unless I offer proof of being seen naked before they are made available. I was told that most of the other photo links will show me in even more revealing or humiliating ways than the photo I was provided with.

I can't believe that I'm finding myself actually hoping to be seen naked by enough people who know me that at least one of them will be willing to mention to me that they saw me naked. I know even if I'm seen by a lot of them though, it's very possible that not one of them will mention it to me. If that happens I'll have no proof of being seen and the links to more revealing photos will end up in my intro. 

This does make me feel a bit helpless, but I can only accept however things turn out.

I was told that if this first consequence ends up being implemented, then I will be informed of the next consequence soon after that.

 


Tuesday, April 27, 2021

More exposure on Facebook - updated

 To update since the recent posting about new links to my exposure being added on Facebook, 50 links have been added to the intro/contact information section of my Facebook page. I don't know exactly what each link goes to, but I do know that each one goes to something that shows me naked in a Google photo album.  

 https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6

David Steckel on Facebook 

I'd been told that a sufficient amount of links would be added, but I never expected that number to be anywhere near 50. The list of links is so long that anyone viewing the page really can't avoid seeing them. That's pretty obviously the point though. 

Below is a screen shot just to give some idea of how the list of links looks.

The few links that were there already, including the link to the Google album, did end up allowing at least some friends to see me naked and masturbating, but it's unknown how many people in total saw me naked. With so many links exposing me there now, it's pretty sure that more friends will notice and click on some links. 

The closet thing to a reason for the links to be there, other than making sure people who know me see me exposed naked, brings me to the next point.

I said in a comment on a previous post, and in some older posts, that I never did anything to try to hide or conceal my online exposure from people who know me. It's been pointed out to me that this is not the actual truth. I did intentionally avoid anything that might have allowed people who know me to see me online naked. I just didn't do anything that would have enabled people who know me to see me naked, What was pointed out is that these things are equivalent to taking actions that made sure no one who knew me saw me online naked. So because if this, the links were added to make it easier and more sure that people who know me will see as much of my online exposure naked as possible.

I do apologize to anyone I may have deceived by my previous inaccurate statements. It does seem sure that I will end up paying for those statements by being exposed naked to some of the very same people that I tried so long to avoid being seen naked by. 

I received an explanation of this by email, which was much longer and more detailed than ones I have received before. My "transgression" was spelled out and so were the consequences. Obviously the (currently) 50 links are a consequence, and also what is said to be the final decision that the every link is permanent. 

Before the additional links were there, I had come to terms, at least the best as I could, with my inevitable exposure to people who know me. As it was mentioned to me, I was already being presented naked to anyone who clicked on any of the original links. So it shouldn't really matter that much that more links are there now. Maybe it's the number of links or maybe it's just because I'm so much more presented to viewers of my profile, but I do feel more exposed to Facebook friends now than I did before. 

Before I could hope that the links might go unnoticed, but there doesn't seem to be any way for that to be the case now. 

It's been strongly suggested that I admit that I know that I deserve to have everyone who knows me to see everything there is of me naked. Since it's likely that I'm going to be seen by them anyway, I can go along with that suggestion. So here is my admission.

I, David Steckel, deserve to be seen naked, masturbating, and all else I do naked by every person who knows me, to everyone I know, and to every other person in existence. I know this to be true. 

Now that all of that is done and out of the way, I suppose all there is for me to do now is to wait to be seen, and to wonder which people I know have already seen me and which ones will see me later on.

Friday, April 23, 2021

More exposure on Facebook.

 After six weeks of being locked in the chastity cage, I just couldn't stand it any longer. It wasn't just that I was going out of my mind with the need to masturbate, but also that the weight of the steel cage was really bothering the back of my balls. I finally became desperate to risk violating the rules by mentioning this to the key holder in an email.

I was kind of shocked when I was told that the key was on the way back to me by mail. At first all that was mentioned  besides that was that the current vote majority in the chastity poll  allowed for less than 90 days of me wearing the cage, and that my time served counted towards that.

What I later learned was that there was going to be a penalty for me asking something about being locked in the chastity cage. The penalty was going to be for links to individual videos of me naked or masturbating had to be added to my Facebook page along with the other links that had already been required there. 

 https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

The link to a full Google photo/video album had been one of the public links in my Facebook intro/contact information, but now links to separate videos in that album must be public there too. The first time I checked, only two links had been added, but the number of links added keeps growing almost every day. The key holder, who is also the holder of my exposure contract, does have full access to my Facebook page along with a few other pages I have on other websites, so they can easily add links as they desire. 

After I sent and email asking about the links, it took almost three days before I received a reply about it, and by then the number of new links added had gone up to six. I was told that this was the required penalty for mentioning the chastity cage, which by then I had received the key for, and had finally been able to remove.

I was told that the usual rules apply to any new links added, which meant that they were to remain there publicly and were not to be tampered with or removed by me. I was told that links would be added until there was a "sufficient" amount of them. I have no idea how many links that might be all together.

I had only asked why the links were there, and I was told that much. Without me even asking though, I was told that I should expect for the links to be there for at least one full year, so that there's enough time for people to see them, but that it was more likely for them to be permanent requirements from now on. I was told that the list of links needed to be long enough to draw the attention of anyone seeing my Facebook page.

I'm pretty much just assuming that the links are going to end up being there permanently, since after a year there won't seem to be any point in removing them anymore. By then most people who know me will have seen them. 

At the last count, there were ten new links added to the ones that had already been there. The list really is long now and it does seem impossible to miss when my page is viewed. I'm now positive, but I believe that friends on Facebook get a notification any time my information there is updated. If that's the case, then those friends have been receiving regular notices of updates, and at least some of them have already seen some of the new links. 

Even though the link to the full album that contains the videos had already been publicly available there for quite a while now, the new links seem like they go a lot further towards ensuring my full and complete exposure to Facebook friends and to anyone who visits my page there. The list of links really is long now, and it does seem like it will make sure more people see them and click on them. 

I already suspect that several people I know have seen the links and by clicking on them they've seen quite a bit of me naked, but they just aren't willing to say anything about it to me. Without any real proof of it, there's no real way to be sure. I just see slight changes in how they look at me sometimes, and how they speak to me. I think some of them can't quite believe what they have seen of me, but some seem to mostly be amused by what they saw of me. I doubt that anyone who knows me and who's seen me naked actually liked seeing me naked, but I know it's at least possible.

It does look like the links will draw more attention now that it's long and may get even longer. In the long run I know it doesn't change much, since my exposure naked was already available on Facebook through the original links, but it feels different now that there's such a long list of links for people to see and choose from. 

I'd already pretty much accepted my exposure to everyone on Facebook as a done deal, but even if it wasn't a done deal before, it does feel like it is now. My naked body and my masturbation is almost guaranteed to be amusement or entertainment for quite a few more people who know me, and probably to some random visitors to my Facebook page. That seems to be my place and my role now, so I can only accept that and eveything that comes along with that. Humiliation will either be something I learn to ignore, or it will be like a companion for me from now on. 




Sunday, February 21, 2021

Ongoing direct exposure to friend.

 Other posts and updates describe my recent exposure directly to a female friend of mine who I know personally and am also friends with on Facebook. The link to a Google photo and video album that as far as I know contains eveything of me naked is now being sent by email to this friend on a regular basis.

The creator and owner of the Google photo album is sending the link to this friend every four days now. I have been forwarded each email that was sent, most likely so I know for sure that the link is being sent to her. I only recently learned that this was going to happen over and over again until there's some proof that this friend had seen the album, which also means seeing me naked, masturbating, showering, and doing some other things naked.

I just recently saw another forwarded email with the album link that has been sent to this friend. I can see that some changes have been made in this last email. The link to the album is the same, but now the email has the title of "Photos, Videos" and the message asks her to view the album. 

An anonymous comment on an earlier post mentioned something that is also now in the message. It mentions that the emails can be stopped by replying "Stop". The comment says that it might be a way to confirm that I've been seen naked by this friend. It's probably true since she more than likely would see where the link went before she replied to stop the emails. It's my opinion that she won't bother to reply with anything though.


 https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6

 

From what I know of her, it won't bother her at all no matter how many times an email with the link is sent to her, since it's not hard for her to just delete them if she doesn't want to open them. I think if the emails really are going to be sent to her every four days as I was told, then a lot of emails are going to be sent to her over time. 

I do think she's already seen everything, and as I describe in an update to the last post, I think she decided never to let me know about it. I think she won't even want the sender to know it either. I do think she wants to show me to her friends or share the link with them so they can laugh about how they're seeing me. I doubt many of them, if any, will get any pleasure out of seeing me aside for humor. I think my exposure to this friend is going to go far beyond this one friend. I don't know if this was the point or intent when this friend was chosen as one I had to be exposed to, but I doubt it only because except for me, no one could have known much about this friend or what she'd do once she saw everything of me. 

I know that no matter what, I'll always be humiliated by how she's seen me and how she'll almost definitely make sure other friends of hers see me. Even if the intent wasn't always for my humiliation to include her friends too, but it probably would have changed anything. It may even be seen as more desirable but I don't know for sure. I'm still finding out how different it is to be told and to know that I had to be seen naked by people who know me, and then actually being seen naked by people who know me. it might be easier to take if I didn't have to be seen masturbating and seen with things in my ass, but ever since it started, I was told that my punishment meant that everything had to be seen. 

I this friend doesn't reply soon to stop the emails, which I don't think she will, then I suppose and expect the next email and link to be sent to her. It really shouldn't matter to me if more emails are sent, but I keep dwelling on it for some reason. I'm hoping at some point it'll stop mattering so much, since logically I know I've already been seen by her.

I'm still not even sure why or how this friend was singled out for me to be exposed to or how her email address was obtained. I know it's her email address but it wasn't given to anyone by me. Before my exposure directly to this friend began I was only being exposed to other friends indirectly through the links on my Facebook page.


 Only a couple friends have said they've seen me naked after clicking on those links, but it's pretty certain that more friends have clicked those links and seen me naked. It's also pretty certain that they have no desire for me to know I've been seen by them. 

Most of those who contact me about seeing the links and viewing my exposure are just visitors to the page, and are not actual Facebook friends. Out of those people, most seem to have voted in the poll at https://www.poll-maker.com/poll3242987x72cf4612-100 and voted for me to be permanently exposed on Facebook to friends through the links. Some of them have said they are watching or monitoring the links on my Facebook page to make sure they are always there and going to pages or sites that expose me. I don't know the exact number of watchers for sure, but it seems to be somewhere around six separate people. 

I'm not always able to know their reason or motivation for watching the links. Only a couple of them have said they're enjoying my ongoing exposure to friends and people who know me, and hope to see me humiliated by it. It does look like they're getting what they want, and that it will keep happening.

Also, since I don't use Gmail, I wasn't familiar with how an email could be scheduled to be sent at some future time, since my Yahoo email doesn't have that sort of thing. But I did have a back-up Gmail address from around eight years ago that I finally logged into, and saw this option was for real. I don't recall this option back when I last logged in there years ago. 

This explains what I was told about how the next few emails to this female friend of mine have already been scheduled to be sent every fourth day. I was told the only way they won't automatically be sent is if there is some reply from this friend or other proof of me being seen naked by her. I don't expect for there to be any proof like that, so I guess those emails will be sent to her.

I'm so unsure about what I'd prefer at this point. I dread the idea of emails being sent to this friend every four days, but if she replies then it only confirms what I already believe about her already having seen everything of me. Either way though, there's nothing I can do about it.



Saturday, February 13, 2021

Exposed (Very much) to a real-life and Facebook friend

 An email was just recently sent to me to notify me that someone I know personally and who is also a Facebook friend has been sent the link to the Google photo album (the one I have been blocked from viewing). I now know this is the friend who was asked for others to send the link to, and I also finally know the name of the friend, since I had no way to know for sure until now. https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6

I was forwarded a copy of the email that was sent to her that included a link to the Google photo album. There's no doubt at all that she will see me naked, masturbating, and more, and there's not a thing that could be done to prevent it. 

I know the link was sent by my contract holder, who did tell me a while back that the friend who wasn't identified to me, was going to see me naked for sure at some point, but then I learned that others were being asked to send the album link. I assumed it might just stay as me never knowing if the link had ever been sent or of the friend had seen me naked. Now I know otherwise. 

 

In a separate email message I was reminded that by seen naked by this friend was inevitable, and it does seem that this has now happened. At the moment, the link has only recently been sent to her, so there's not much else I can do except to wait until she reads the email and clicks the link to the album. For all I know she is seeing me naked or watching me masturbate at this moment. 

In the same email, I was also told that I can view the Google photo album for the next few days, but only on a temporary basis. The reasons given were because there's no need to conceal the friends identity from me any longer, and so that I can see what this friend will see of me. 

I did already scroll through the album, and I almost wish that I hadn't been given access to it. I can't even imagine this friend's reaction to seeing me naked in so many ways and watching what seems to be every video of me naked that ever existed. Even after seeing it, I can't believe that right at the very top of the album is a video of me masturbating naked until I cum. That's the very first thing this friend is going to see of me, and she might have seen it already. It's so hard to believe that her seeing me is not just a possibility anymore, but an actual true reality.

I don't know if this friend will mention to me that she has seen me naked or masturbating, and there's no way I'm going to ask her about it. I do know for sure that she's going to see me though. 

It's going to take a while for the reality of being seen by this friend to fully sink in. This is the best known friend who will have seen me naked so far, and it feels a little unreal that there isn't a thing that anyone at all can do to change or undo my being seen by her, aside from if the Google photo album just disappeared. I couldn't make that happen no matter what, and I know my contract holder intends for the album to remain just as it is, and to allow this friend to have as long as she wants to see everything of me. 

I'm not sure of it, but I do think this friend won't be able to resist sharing the album link with at least some of her many friends. Either way though, I can say that I am officially humiliated by knowing that she will or is actually seeing me naked, and definitely masturbating. I don;t know if or when I will see her in person next, but if or when I do, I can't be sure I will be able to look her in the eyes. That's even if she decides not to tell me that she's seen me. If she does tell me, then I think what she says and how she says it will decide some of how I face her in person.

Even though I hoped this whole thing would never occur, and I didn't know which friend it was to be until now, I was told more than once that this was coming, and that a friend who I knew well personally had to see me naked and masturbating. I did know this was a required part of my punishment. I guess in one sense it's sort of a relief to have it finally over with, but on the other hand I have to wait to see if this friend ever decides to tell me what she saw of me, and know from now on that she has seen me. 

If anything is heard from this friend after she sees eveything of me, or if anything else occurs that adds to my current level of humiliation, it will be related in an update.

Also, voters are still occasionally casting votes in the poll at:

https://www.poll-maker.com/poll3242987x72cf4612-100

The results change with each vote cast, but the results remain at basically ten to one for the links to my exposure having to remain on my Facebook page permanently. At this time, the links have been present for around 100 days. I know I'll never know how many times friends have seen or clicked on them so far, but since the voters have the only say-so about the links, I'm certain to continue to be seen naked by anyone who visits the page and decides to click any or all of the links. 


Sunday, January 10, 2021

Exposure to Facebook friends - update 2

 

I didn't plan to do any update on recent posts at least unless or until something changed or something new happened, but I've been what I'll call "urged" to offer an update now that it's a new year. I also didn't want to risk violating my exposure contract again by saying or doing anything that might seem like I'm trying to avoid, limit, or interfere with my exposure in some way.
So first I feel the need to mention that nothing I might say is intended to do any of those things, especially with regard to anything to do with my having to be exposed to and seen naked by people who personally know me.

Since there doesn't seem like there's much to update, the poll seems like as good a place as any to start with.

(Anyone just wanting to see the voting results can see them at: https://www.poll-maker.com/results3242987x72cf4612-100#tab-2 )
As mentioned in an earlier post, the poll has had an update. Now there is not just a photo of me naked at the top of the page, but also a photo of me naked for each choice in the poll. Even the two choices for me not to be exposed to Facebook contacts show me naked, but mostly just show my bare ass. The choices for me to be exposed temporarily and permanently both show my face and a mostly frontal view of me naked. I wasn't told why these particular photos of me were chosen or added, and I'm not about to ask or question anything about it.

By far the most votes are for the first choice, which says "Yes. The links need to remain posted permanently. His Facebook contacts must see him naked." (Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 )
The links required to be there are still the link to my Twitter https://twitter.com/davidsteckel1
the link to a Google photo album showing me naked https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6
the link to the Dropbox "David Steckel naked" 
and the link to a naked photo of me on Wikimedia

I need to say here that since it's what most voters want, then that's still what has to be. I'm in no position to dispute what so many others have decided in the matter.I also know that the links in my Facebook information are being monitored by more than one person to make sure they're there and that they work, so that anyone who knows me on Facebook and any visitors can see and click the links. I know this is the punishment decided for me for my violations of my exposure contract, and I'm trying to do all I can to accept this punishment and all that might come along with it, which I know includes my humiliation as people who know me see me naked and even masturbating. To avoid any uncertainty over anything said here, I'll state clearly that I know for violating my contract, I've earned and deserve some sort of punishment. Since so many have decided for this to be my punishment, then I must deserve this particular punishment.

With that said, each time I read the text in the choice "Yes. The links need to remain posted permanently. His Facebook contacts must see him naked.", the word that catches my attention the most is "must". Even though I know the whole intent of my punishment is for me to be seen naked by people on Facebook who know me, the word "must" reminds me that it is to be definite and for sure. At times seeing that can make my stomach tighten a little and my knees feel a little weak, but then I move on and try not to think about it since there's nothing I can do about it anyway.
As for who has seen me naked so far who knows me, I still only know of one person, since they chose to say so to me. I have no idea at all about how many others who know me may have already clicked a link there and seen me naked.
In the past few weeks, I've seen in person six people who know me who are also contacts on Facebook. Each time I found myself trying to figure out whether or not they may have seen me naked by looking for some clue or evidence. Even without any one of them saying anything about it, I was always left clueless about it. I'm finding it too easy to think I'm perceiving nothing different most of the time, but then perceiving one or two things that almost seem link hints that they've seen me naked, but are not telling me straight out. Clearly I'm going to have to learn to live with and deal with that sort of thing, since I'll never know who has or hasn't seen me naked unless they decide to come right out and tell me. I know even if the links were ever able to be removed (which I know they can't be and won't be), it wouldn't matter now since there's been enough time already for people who know me to have clicked the links and seen me naked.

I guess another thing to mention is that I still have no idea which friend of mine has their email address offered in the comments section of the Google photo album. 
Since I'm still blocked from the album, I can only assume that their email address is still offered there since I haven't had any information saying otherwise. I also have no idea whether anyone has sent this friend the album link yet, or if this friend has seen me naked. Not knowing who it might be makes it too hard to guess whether they might mention it to me or not.
I'll admit that I'm extremely curious about who they are, but I'm aware that I have no right or need to know. I've realized that I don't know the email address of most people who know me on Facebook, since Facebook is the way I tend to communicate with those who are contacts of mine on there. All I know from a screenshot image is that they have a gmail address, but that doesn't tell me anything.
The fact that I'm curious is the extent of things though, since I know whoever this friend is may already have seen me naked and are keeping it to their self. Even if they haven't received the Google photo album link yet, I know they will receive it somehow at some point. I know there's no avoiding them seeing me naked unless they choose not to click the album link once they receive it in an email, if they haven't received it already. I could try to convince myself that it's not really an email address of someone who knows me, but I doubt I'd ever really get myself to believe that it would be offered of it wasn't really someone who knows me.

I've been told that I tend to make it sound like it's my punishment to have the links posted on Facebook where people who know me might click them and see me naked. I've seen this for myself when I read some posts. So no one is misled, the links are just the way for my actual punishment to happen. As I've been often reminded, my actual punishment requires that I be seen naked for sure by people who know me on Facebook, and by anyone else they choose to tell who might also know me.
Even though I'm never sure anymore whether anyone I know and meet has seen me naked, I'm aware that I have to be seen naked by people who know me. I know better now than to ask for more details or information about that, so the most I can do is to accept that fact.
It's still kind of ironic to me that I spent so much time and effort in the past to keep my naked exposure separate from Facebook and from the people who know me personally and who see me in daily life, and now having it available and practically offered to those same people. I can only assume that's the very reason why it ended up being decided as my punishment, and is being carried out even at this very moment.

Lastly, the five photos of me naked now included in the poll are:

 
Header photo

 
Option #1 photo
                                  "Yes. The links need to remain posted permanently. His Facebook contacts must see him naked"


                                                                                         Option #2 photo
                                             "Yes. The links should remain for now, but only for some period of time"
 

                                                                         Option #3 photo 
                              "No. David Steckel deserves to have his exposure kept secret from contacts on Facebook"

 
 
 Option #4 photo
                      "No. His Facebook contacts should have to seek or find his exposure by chance on other websites"

Wednesday, December 2, 2020

First (known) exposure to Facebook contact.

 In prior postings, a punishment that I received for violating my exposure contract is described, and how a poll exists to allow voters to decide whether I would receive a pass on that punishment or if it had to be carried out. A large majority of the votes require for my punishment to be carried out. The punishment requires for links to my online exposure naked to be permanently posted in the contact information on my Facebook page in order for those who know me to view my exposure and to see me naked. 

Poll: https://www.poll-maker.com/poll3242987x72cf4612-100

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75  (Links to my exposure can be found in the contact information there)

The number of people who know me who I am required to be seen naked by is directly connected to the number of votes for the links to remain permanently posted. Each additional vote for this requires that I be seen naked, masturbating, or performing some act naked by one additional person who knows me. I have to provide some evidence to prove this, and it has to be submitted to and approved by my contract holder before it can count as an actual viewing of me naked.

This has occurred for the first time and it was approved as a legitimate viewing of my exposure. The evidence is an image/screenshot that is included here:

So that the privacy of the viewer of my exposure is fully protected, nothing that might identify them is to be revealed. The part relative as evidence that my exposure has been seen has to be provided though, to inform voters that their decision is being carried out. 

Even though this counts as one view of me naked by a Facebook contact, the vote count for the links to be permanent rose by one vote too. Since the majority vote count has to match the number of people who know me who I have to be seen naked by, it leaves me in basically the same place as I was before.

If the vote count for the links to remain goes up faster than I am viewed naked, I will end up further behind and have to be seen naked by even more people who know me. I'm basically resigned this happening unless some proof is suddenly received that I have been seen naked by a lot of people who know me. No matter how many times I might be seen or think I've been seen naked by people who know me, it will not count without proof. 

I've been reminded again that the poll is likely to remain open permanently to allow voting to continue in an unlimited and unrestricted manner. It also seems to mean that the number of votes and the number of people who know me who I have to be seen naked by will be able to climb indefinitely too. 

I'm mostly resigned to this fact too, since I'm either unable to or not permitted to do anything besides for being exposed naked to the required number of people who know me.