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Showing posts with label objectification. Show all posts
Showing posts with label objectification. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 25, 2022

The level (or degree) of Exposure deserved by David Steckel

 Through random contacts, a range of opinions seem to exist for how I deserve to be exposed naked online and even in person. Some seem to have a good deal of empathy or leniency about to what degree I should have to be exposed naked. Whether this empathy or leniency is accurate or misplaced is of course not for me to decide. Only others can fairly and impartially decide such a thing.

There's no question that I am exposed online, and have surely been viewed by at least a few hundred thousand others around the world to some extent or another. The only question is to what extent I deserve to be exposed naked. That's a question that cannot be accurately answered by me, since only others can decide what is deserved by me.

If I am asked if I deserve something or not, I can only base my response on my own opinions or desires and there's no real legitimacy to my response. If others decide the answer, then there is a legitimate answer based on public opinion.

A questionnaire has been suggested several times to provide this legitimate answer, but until now none have really existed. A brief questionnaire that can be taken anonymously now exists that enables others to decide what level or degree of overall naked exposure that is deserved by me. The results over time can prove beyond any doubt what exposure I actually deserve.

The questionnaire can be taken here: https://forms.gle/AHErQjxugwXufk8N7


 


The questionnaire will be available indefinitely. Current results will be periodically included in future posts along with images of the results. Results at any time will dictate the reality of my exposure unless the results change to dictate otherwise. 

  

Some early results as of October 25, 2022




So at the current time the results dictate the following must occur;

1) His exposure should be available in ways that present it directly to others, including to those who know him personally.

2)  In person, even after satisfying those present, David Steckel should be required to permanently "gift" his clothing to those present, and be left in his naked state.

3)  David Steckel must have no say about ANY post of him naked online, and must be forbidden to EVER ask for the removal of any post made by anyone, anywhere, for any reason, regardless of who will view him naked.

As it stands at the moment, I have to be exposed to everyone, including to everyone who knows me.

I have to give all clothing I was wearing as a gift to anyone who encounters me and requests that I strip naked. Currently this was decided by all participants so far, which means once I remove the clothing I'm wearing it will no longer belong to me and will be owned by whoever requests me to remove the clothing. Trying to retain any clothing would then be theft by me.

Everyone can post me online naked however and wherever they choose, and I must accept it without being able to ever ask for any removal.  

 

Friday, September 16, 2022

Confirming my Exposure to friends/contacts

 Anyone who visits and views my personal Facebook page or the Facebook page "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist" can see links and posts that are available that allow them to see or discover my exposure.

David Steckel on Facebook

David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist - Facebook page 

What can't be seen or known are if the settings of my personal page are set to allow friends and contacts to view or be notified about any posts made, and if friends and contacts have really been invited to the Exposure page.

To avoid any doubts that anyone might have, some screen captures exist to show some of this, and some apps will allow anyone who wants to see and confirm anything they'd like to confirm.

First, a screen capture of the settings page for my personal page showing the current settings for who can see what and who receives notifications.


The settings are as least restrictive as each one can be, but this can be confirmed by actually viewing it if desired using one of two apps.

The first app is called Anydesk. The address for it is 990 573 524 and the password for it is Showmystuff1

The second app is called Teamviewer. The address for it is 1 054 262 400 and as far as I can tell, the password is Nakedandexposed1

Teamviewer is irritating, since it shows a random password but lets one be created too, so it's confusing about which will work. The random one changes when certain actions are taken, but hopefully the one listed will work.  

Anything that is desired to be looked at, checked, or confirmed can be done so. The limits would be nothing that changes files or functions on my system or posting anything that wouldn't be allowed or acceptable due to rules for any website or page, 

If something is found to be wrong or incorrect, such as a setting on Facebook or something similar, it can be corrected if it doesn't violate any rules.

If it's desired to see that friends and contacts really have been invited to view the Exposure page, a few steps would be necessary. 

The first would be to be on the Exposure page, and then find a series of dots not far down the page.


When the dots are clicked on, a menu is shown. One choice is "Invite Friends", which would need to be selected. A box will open to show the current invite status of friends and contacts. It would show that more than two hundred friends and contacts have been invited.


This should enable anyone to see for themselves whatever they might have questions about or are curious about. 

If I am informed beforehand of what someone wants to see, the related page can be left loaded and open, especially if I'm away or unavailable. If I am online at the time, assistance in locating something can be provided. 

The current state of my exposure leaves me with little or nothing to hide or conceal.

Note: If either app is tried and does not work, please inform me in some way. This can probably be done anonymously on this site if it's preferred to remain anonymous.

                                     


Saturday, May 21, 2022

Increased Exposure to Facebook friends

 My exposure is now more available and easier to see for friends on Facebook. First there were the links to my exposure included in the intro of my page on Facebook. They are still there and are permanent.

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

Next came the page "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist"

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd/ 

All friends and also the public can see and click the intro links and visit and view the exposure page and quite a few have done that already. Since I can't know who clicks on links or what they view, I don't know much about who has seen me or is seeing me. 

After the intro links were there, I was asked a few times why there were no posts including them. One reason was that I was horrified by that idea, since posts show up in the Facebook feed of friends and followers where the person can view the post without ever visiting the page it's on. The other reason was that on Facebook every post generates a photo. Trying to post a link to a photo, video, or album generates a photo, which is always a nude photo since that's all there is on those pages. Anything nude immediately kicks in the anti-nudity algorithms on Facebook. 

A way around this was recently pointed out. Including an edited/censored photo or multiple links avoids the automatic photo generation that occurs from a single link. This removed the issue of an automatically generated nude photo when including a link in a post. It's still quite an issue for me for an actual post visible to almost every friend to have a link to a page I'm exposed on. As of now there are four posts like that posted on my Facebook page and visible to friends. 

One post has a qr code image that when it's scanned, goes to the same video that the "Watch Video" button goes to on the Facebook exposure page. It also has a link to the Google album "Public Domain photos and videos of David Steckel naked" https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6

 


Another post has a link and header photo of the Facebook Exposure page:  https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 and also a link to the Google album.


 

The third post is contains the photo from the page: https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:David_Steckel.jpg with the photo cropped to avoid the algorithms. A link to the page on Wikimedia Commons is also there along with a link to the Google album. 



The fourth post is an invitation to vote in the poll to choose which video the "Watch Video" button (exposure page) and the qr code image will go to. It has a link to the poll, https://www.supersurvey.com/poll4236812x01b63125-133 and the poll page contains links to other related pages.


It's likely that these posts ended up in the Facebook homepage feed of friends, but it's unclear to me if they did or not. These are the first page posts to ever have links to my exposure that are completely available to friends, Even though it has to be this way it's not easy to see my complete exposure so available to friends. Right after the posts were made available to friends, the page views for the exposure page did go up but there's no way to know whether any viewers were also friends. Further humiliation for me seems nearly inevitable, but I know that's something that is both completely irrelevant and an intended result. The posts are also never to be removed.

Already it's been pointed out how the posts being for friends only is an issue, since I do not have any right to keep, hide, or conceal any photo or video of me naked from anyone. I do wish there could be exceptions, but obviously there can't be any. The only way it can be is for the posts to be public. If the posts didn't show up in feeds already, they will for sure when the posts become public. That's the horrifying part, but one that can't be avoided for much longer. 

For now I must apologize to anyone who isn't a Facebook friend, since they can't view the actual posts (yet). Sometime within the next ten days of this posting, the posts will have to become public and stay that way. 

Also, to anyone who prefers, likes, or enjoys the idea of me being completely exposed to the public and to people who know me, or who likes or enjoys the humiliation that may result from it for me. Once voters in a past public poll decided that photos and videos of me naked had to be seen by Facebook friends, that decision made it unavoidable and mandatory that it happen. It's proving to be more of a process that an event or a single step, but it is occurring even now. More than a dozen friends have "liked" or followed the Facebook exposure page so far, and other friends from the 230 invites sent are likely to have at least visited the page.

With four posts now visible and available to friends on my personal Facebook page, all containing a link to an album of all photos and videos of me naked and other links to pages exposing me, there's already been a coincidental increase in views. The views could be from random viewers or from friends. There's no way to tell, but in any case it means I've probably been seen or viewed naked once more. Each view could also potentially be someone who has known me for a long time and who had no idea that I was naked on the internet anywhere, discovering photos and videos of me naked. It's probable that they'd look at or watch a few things, but even if they don't they would now know I was exposed naked online. Some might never acknowledge or mention having seen me to anyone else, but there's at least a small chance that some will feel obligated to or even like sharing this information with others they know, especially if those others also know me.

Since the posts became available to friends I can almost feel my exposure to them occurring. It seems they are seeing the posts somewhere, either from a search of my name on Facebook, from their homepage feed, from my page itself, or from some sort of notification that went out to them that I wasn't sure would or did happen. 

There's a certain dreadfulness combined with eroticism that results from just waiting for friends to see any of the posts and for them to see me completely exposed and displayed naked in so many ways. They get to see everything of me, including seeing me naked and masturbating, and I get to see nothing of them or even know they saw me unless they want me to know. It's irreversible for those friends who have already seen eveything of me naked, and I can only live with any humiliation from it. Just having to wait while additional friends see the posts and discover my exposure, but knowing it's almost definite that they will is also a bit humiliating, along with the dread and eroticism. 

No complaint was intended in anything mentioned. It's mostly acknowledging how it is and how it has to be.

 I know I have to be seen naked by friends and people who know me, and they all have to be able to see everything of me naked.

 I know this is already humiliating me and is sure to humiliate me much more, but that I have to accept and endure every bit of it that occurs. 

 I know that I don't have any rights at all about who sees photos and videos of me naked, how they are used, or where they might end up. I know they are all attributed to the public domain (CC0) and are "of me" but not mine in any way. I know everyone has an equal right to view and use them as they see fit, and that it is outside of my rights and possibly even not legal for me to do anything that does or appears to violate those rights in any way. 

 I understand that because I intentionally and purposely hid, withheld, or kept the photos and videos from friends, it infringed on their right to see, copy, or share the public domain photos and videos of me naked. I understand that I now have to be exposed naked to as many friends as possible, and for them to view or be able to view all photos and videos of me naked. I understand that there is no possible way to avoid this exposure no matter how humiliating it ends up being for me.

CC0
To the extent possible under law, David Steckel has waived all copyright and related or neighboring rights to All existing images and videos depicting David Steckel naked in any manner.

Thursday, May 19, 2022

David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist page (Facebook) May 2022 update

 The Facebook page "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist" has now existed for six months. I can mostly only guess at the amount or degree of my exposure that has occurred during this time. 

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd


 




A couple friends and a few past classmates are among those who have viewed my online exposure through the page, but the actual number could be and probably is much higher than those few. 

Nearly 300 of my Facebook friends have been invited to the page through its invite feature, which sends a notification to each of them. Of those, just over a dozen have liked the page so far. What they saw there or viewed isn't known, but they almost certainly visited the page. 

One surprising thing was that a couple of the page likes came from a friend or contact that had not yet been invited, which meant they found it indirectly, most likely from seeing the link to it in the intro of my Facebook page

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75/

The remaining friends that remain uninvited can still find the exposure page in the links there. In fairness to those friends  a post on my own page was added, but with only seven friends/contacts excluded. Those excluded are direct relatives, some of who are elderly and in poor health, although they can still find the link to the page in my intro or through typing my full name in "Search Facebook" box and viewing some of the post or photo results.

The post itself is an invite to vote in the poll for which video the "Watch Video" button will show. When it's clicked on it goes directly to the poll page, which has links displayed to the Facebook exposure page and to the Google album of photos and videos of me naked. Of course it also points out the "Watch Video" button. 

The post audience is set for every Facebook friend of mine except for the seven mentioned, so every other Facebook friend can view the post. The worst aspect of a post on my page is  that friends are always notified of any post automatically, and turning that off completely in the settings seems impossible. I don't know if I'm avoiding that, but at first the post will be made with "Only Me" as the audience. Then a bit later, the audience is changed to "Friends Except" with the seven exclusions included. I don't know if a notification still goes out to friends then, but if it does then almost every Facebook friend of mine received one. 

Screenshot of post: 


At some point, the post audience may become public, but for now it's only for fairness to any friends who haven't been directly invited to the page.

The next potential post on my own Facebook page already exists having "Only me" able to view it. The post contains a qr code image goes to the same video the the "Watch Video" button goes to on the Facebook exposure page. The post also contains a link to the Google photo album itself.

Screenshot of 2nd post:

The post is likely to be set to be able to be viewed by the same audience as the other one (all friends except seven), but as of now it's kind of there but not there since only I can see it.  The post would make it very easy for any friend to view the current video for the "Watch Video" button directly from the post if they were able to scan a qr code, and also give them full access to all of my exposure in the Google album: https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6


Update: May 20th. The post with the qr code image and a link to the Google photo/video album has been made available to and viewable by friends. Both posts described must now remain available to current friends at all times, and immediately available to any new friends. If not and it is pointed out then as a consequence both posts will become available publicly and remain that way.

 

SuperSurvey

Sunday, April 10, 2022

"Watch Video" button / Poll update

 The format for the poll and for which video of me the "Watch Video" button goes to has changed a little bit, and possibly simplified too,

The button will go to whichever video was voted for the most since in one month period. In case of a tie for the most votes, the button will go to whichever video had the higher count first, The poll will be updated each month, leaving in place any votes for videos that had lesser votes.

The one month duration for the button going to each video is to provide ample time for visitors/viewers to see it, since two weeks was deemed to be too brief of time period for several interested parties.

Of course the "Watch Video" button can be seen and clicked on at:

https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd 

The video the button currently goes to was selected by votes in the poll, and must remain that way until its month is finished. The first day of each month is the scheduled time for a change in video, and the next video will be decided only by the poll results at that time.

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Then there are always the personal aspects of it all for me, such as one month feeling like an eternal amount of time, more so for some videos over others when the button goes to them. From the moment the videos were made until recently, it seemed extremely unlikely that any of the videos of me naked would be as "available" as they are now. The idea that even those who know me can easily click a button that goes right to a video of me naked at a minimum is still hard to fathom even though I know they can and even though some already have seen one or more of them. 

Until the button was added, I might wonder more about which of those who know me might be seeing the page or clicking random posts on it, for now I wonder more about which of those who know me might be clicking that button and going straight to a video of me naked at the very least. 

In the recent past, several people who knew me at one time or another have found me through a search on Facebook, The results of doing a search of my name on Facebook now include the exposure page where the button is located. Anyone searching for me seems likely to find that page in the results of their search.

Of course anyone finding and viewing the page will at least see some video of me naked if they click the button, so all I can really hope for is that if or when they do click the button, the video it goes to at that time is less humiliating than some other possibilities. 

If I don't look at or visit the page for a while, I can almost convince myself that it's not really so easy to see a video of me naked just by clicking a button on a Facebook page, but going to the page and clicking the button for myself confirms it really is that easy. I usually end up closing the page after that, since I almost never watch any videos of myself. I already know what each shows. Watching them is for others to do and more than ever before, those others are including people who know me in some way.

The potential, and in a few cases the certainty of being exposed to people who know me, and also to others as well mostly feels like a sort of ride. One that goes from one place to another and I only know for sure where I got on the ride. I don't know exactly where it goes, although I know where it's headed, and the duration of the ride is unknown. 

Anyone can vote for the next video in the poll here:

http://www.supersurvey.com/poll4236812x01b63125-133

 




SuperSurvey

Saturday, December 25, 2021

Facebook page: David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist

 
 
 
A page on Facebook has been created titled "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist". The link to it is: https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

The purpose of the page is obviously to potentially expose me to friends, relatives, people who know me, and  to any other Facebook users who might end up finding the page. 

Obviously not much in the way of photos or videos can be posted on Facebook, so the page is basically a conduit that can lead people towards finding my actual exposure.  The title of the page seems pretty clear about the topic of the page.

The page has been up for about a month, and has so far evaded any outright Facebook rule violations, although several images just disappear without a word even though they were heavily censored already. 

However long the page lasts, there's almost no doubt that it will increase my exposure in a few ways. One surely has to be that my full name is in the title, so anyone searching that name on Facebook will find the page in their search results. Whether they're looking for another David Steckel, and there are more people with the name than might be expected, or whether it's someone who knows me from the past or present and who is trying to find my personal Facebook page. Their search will now include the new page for as long as it lasts.

Even current friends on Facebook might find it somehow on their own, and seeing my name in the title might be enough for them to look at the page.

There's also the fact that by now the page could be showing up in web search results, and might be noticed more.

Once the link to the page was established, I was supposed to invite 10 friends to the page from my personal Facebook page, but as long as I promote the page regularly, only six friends need to be invited.

 I'm not finished with that part yet, since it's not easy to select friends to be exposed to forever and to be humiliated before their eyes. I did send one so far, but I can see that finishing the others is going to be the hardest part of all of this for me so far. 

I know I'll never know who sees the page unless they comment or tell me so, which is often the case, but the existence of the page does leave me feeling exposed for some reason even though I can't know how many people might be seeing it.

In any case I still have to ponder over which additional five friends to invite to the page, and also promote the page a few times. Even finding ways to do that is difficult, since the promotion can't be done in too obscure of a location. 

To be honest I assumed that the page wouldn't last for more than a few days before Facebook reacted somehow, but for several weeks the page has remained. Only a few images have been greyed out. 


                       Screen shot of the Facebook page "David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist"

                        https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

 On my personal Facebook page https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75  hardly anything has changed. Links to my exposure remain in the page intro and the "about me" section for anyone to see. Occasionally some random person who I don't know will either comment, message me, and once even email me. Each time they mention naked pics or naked videos in what they say, and it's usually saying something like I should be ashamed of myself, or saying it's self destructive to me. They clearly have no idea how deep and involved my exposure is or has become. I noticed that not once did any of them mention a link. Only the pics or the videos are mentioned, which means they all definitely viewed something of me naked.

Whether I like it or not, over time I have come to accept myself as an exposed person, since I'm exposed far beyond any hope for control of my exposure. The public domain licensing of every photo and video of me naked means that I can never hope to have any say so about the viewing or use of any photo or video of me naked. I know that my being exposed always overrides any personal feelings I might have about it. I've come to accept to the best of my abilities that I am even to be exposed to and seen by people who know me, and to then co-exist with however much humiliation it might cause me.

Lastly, I think the reason the page increases my feeling of exposure like it does is because of it being a page on Facebook that literally mentions my exposure and names me full name. Having links to my exposure on my personal page still offered the chance for oblivious visitors not to even notice the links there, and that's only if they visit the page itself, since otherwise the page doesn't appear to reveal much of me.

But the new page definitely feels as though it's very openly advertising my exposure, and once a viewer is on the page, they seem almost bound to see or click on something that will expose me naked to them. 

As mentioned, it's hard to say how long the page will exist or to what extent I end up exposed on it, but it will most likely stay there for as long as Facebook allows it. Every day it's there is another day that remains possible for nearly anyone from anywhere in the world to discover my exposure and see me naked or even masturbating while naked. 

As it often is, I'm able to observe that my exposure is occurring and ongoing while doing or saying nothing that could even remotely interfere with it. 

That's about all for now. Updates are possible and likely. 

UPDATE: 

I managed to get myself to invite more friends of mine to like the Facebook page exposing me. One of those friends was of course the female friend of mine who has received a whole lot of photos and videos of me naked, but who has never responded about it in any way. This morning, one day after being invited, she accepted the invite sent to her and even liked the page, probably after looking at all of the posts. 

It's already been pointed out to me that it could be someone else besides for her that is using her Facebook account, and that technically it's not real proof for her seeing my exposure, so once again it falls short of actual proof of me being seen by people who really know me. If she comments or says something, to me about it, then I suppose that's when it's proven that I've been seen exposed by her. 

But I personally know for sure now that she has seen quite a bit of my exposure and my naked body. I'm also sure that she has watched me masturbate naked in more than one of the videos of me that she has received. So to me I now officially have nothing at all left to hide from her, and my humiliation before her is quite complete.

Just as with anyone else who views my exposure online, her right to view me naked at her leisure is absolute and beyond question.  I can only remain quietly exposed to her for her potential amusement or entertainment. I don't think she is viewing my naked body with any kind of sexual interest, but probably at least partly because she has known me for a long time and she is now seeing me exposed naked on the internet. It seems more likely that my exposure simply amuses her, and seeing it occurring might amuse her even more. 

I have to admit that it's a bit of a relief to finally have nothing left hidden from her and some others too. The best I can do about it all now is to hope my exposure continues to offer amusement and/or entertainment.

UPDATE 2:

I finished the task of inviting six friends to view and like the Facebook page:  https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd

The invite page is hard to manage, and I apparently clicked two extra boxes than intended, and invited two additional friends than necessary. Invites are irretrievable though once sent.

I don't know why, but if the Facebook page exposing me lasts for a while, I'm afraid that most or all of my regular Facebook friends will end up being invited there eventually, or be otherwise notified about the page. If the page lasts for long enough, I'm afraid I won't be able to avoid being entirely and absolutely exposed to most or all of my Facebook friend list, and probably to a lot of others who could be attracted there by the title, topic, or photos from the page. 

I thought it wasn't possible at this point, but it looks like my online exposure and my personal life are to become even more combined and inseparable. 

The photo below is a screenshot of part of the page. Notice the thumbs-up symbol on the lower left, and the text next to it "2 people liked this including two of your friends". That's only something that shows to me, but it shows that friends and people who know me really are finding out about my online exposure. It's almost for sure that they also view it. 



Friday, December 24, 2021

Exposed again on Exposed Fun website.

 The five posts have been removed and listed as expired. Two had passed 100 extensions (days), one had surpassed 80 and another surpassed 80. The newest post had nearly reached 30. 

Apparently the server for the website was recently wiped clean, and only posts added after that exist now. In due time new posts will likely be made.

Even though all four earlier posts exposing me on the website https://www.exposedfun.com/ have been extended by viewers enough that all have to be there a while yet, a fifth exposure of me naked has been posted.

 

It turned out that there were a significant number of shortcomings in the fourth exposure of me, with an obvious one being that an image from a previous post was reused. The new post doesn't correct every issue, but it does ensure that I will be exposed naked to even more people, who will all have the ability to copy or download all they see of me.

 

It also means that it's completely up to viewers whether they extend the new post by a day, making it have to stay there even longer.

The link to the newest post is:

https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1998617320 

The edit page for the post is the only place where it can be deleted, and also show other post settings which cannot be changed. It can be seen here that the delete option for the post was disabled upon posting, and cannot be undone.

https://www.exposedfun.com/edit.php?key=f6e8208a623826a3598c14536c608e8f 

The four previous exposures of me can still be seen at:

 Post 1  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1510666436

Post 2  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1182081049

Post 3  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1317874325

Post 4  https://www.exposedfun.com/post.php?id=1315851048 

The four posts of me before this have ended up being required to stay posted for months longer than the short time I expected at first, but by the fourth post I started to expect that viewers might prefer for me to stay exposed in the post for quite a while. That seems to be just what happened, since viewers of the posts are essentially in charge and in control of the length of my exposure there. 

They can either look at my naked body and move on, or they can click a button that instantly adds another 24 hours to the count-down clock for the expiration of the post, allowing even more time for others to see me exposed there, and allowing anyone at all who finds the page to copy, download, or screenshot the pics of me naked there. 

As always, I won't know a single thing about who sees me exposed naked there, who extends any post, who copies or downloads any pic of me, or even who comments since it's all kept anonymous. It's strange to see that written in text and still know that's all not only just true, but that's how it's supposed to be and meant to be on that website. It does seem ironically compatible with other aspects of my exposure online.  

Now I can only wait, be exposed, and see how long viewers make me have to stay there like that.

UPDATE: Two days after it was posted, the new post has managed to be extended for nearly a month already, had well over one hundred views, and a few downloads seem to have occurred. It's clear to me that some viewers do want me to have to remain exposed there for quite a while. Once again I can only observe my exposure as it occurs on the site, day after day for as long as viewers want it that way.

Friday, September 10, 2021

My ongoing exposure naked to friends (Facebook) #1


 

This is the first update in a while, since things have been busy for me recently. Also, the situation related to my exposure naked to those who know me is still happening, since it is more than likely never going to end. With as much time that has passed already since my exposure to those who know me began, I can't even begin to fathom just how many people who know me have viewed photos and videos of me naked, and also masturbating. 

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 

Aside from some friend requests, I have received numerous messages lately from others on Facebook who are not friends and who I don't know. Most are through messenger, but one guy even posted on one of my older posts on Facebook "Does your mom know you have naked pics on here for all to see?" They misspelled "for" but the question is still obvious. I really don't know the answer to that question, but I do know there's nothing I can or could do about it in any case. Other messages range from asking why I'm letting the whole world see me naked, to "hi. saw your naked pics". First, the reason for why is simply because I have to "let the whole world see me naked". 

These messages seem to prove that lots of random others are seeing the links on my Facebook page, clicking on them, then seeing me naked. If so many random others are clicking the links and seeing me naked, then that's partly why I can't even fathom how many people who know me have seen me too by doing the same thing. 

The feelings of exposure and humiliation can get quite strong if I dwell on things that I can't change or on things that can't be undone, so I do my best to avoid dwelling on things like that. I just have to live with the fact that anyone I know and anyone I encounter may have seen me on the internet naked or masturbating. I also know that some of them have seen me that way already, even if they don't say so openly or even if I can't prove it.

I am still receiving penalties roughly every month now for my failure to show verifiable proof of being seen naked by someone who knows me.When a recent penalty was applied, which was a link to a video of me masturbating naked being placed at the top of the list of links on my Facebook page, it was humiliating to know that anyone who clicked that first, top link would see me masturbating naked, including anyone who knows me. I had no idea that I would soon end up basically bargaining and ensuring my humiliation to one specific female friend. This is the same female friend who eventually received a link to the Google photo album of all pics and videos of me naked, 

https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 

and who received emails a few months ago from my contract holder containing videos or photos of me naked. I still don't know exactly what was sent to her, but just from what was forwarded to me after it was sent, it looks like she received quite a bit. 

I expected any penalties to just be put into effect, but I received an email from my contract holder mentioning it was time for a a video of me inserting something naked to go to the top of the link list. I knew there was nothing I could do if that's what was decided, but since I was notified early, I took the chance to ask if there was any way at all to avoid that. I was surprised to find a response of "yes", but I wasn't sure if the other option was better or not.

My contract holder informed me of a website called "Clipchamp", where videos can be edited and shared. My alternative penalty was to go there, upload a specific video, then share the uploaded video directly from the website to Facebook messenger. The recipient of the video was to be the female friend of mine. (of course anyone who really wanted to could know the identity of this friend, but I prefer not to post her name when referring to her.

Of course when the time to share the video came, I kept hesitating and backing out. It was long enough for my contract holder to contact me asking what was going on. I was given a definite date and time to have the video shared by, or the video link was to be put in place on my Facebook page. Finally, my dread for that allowed me to just hit "send" and get it over with. Once I did that I notified my contract holder, who responded with "Not so fast". She hasn't seen it yet. I was reminded of the small icon near each message that says "sent" once it is sent, but changes to "seen by" with the name of the person and the time and date they saw the message. I had to wait almost 18 hours before my contract holder notified me that the message had been seen. I had a look for myself, and it was true. She had viewed the message with the video link. The only question is did she actually watch the video, but I think I'd be deluding myself if I though she didn't watch it. Here is the video she received.

It turned out though, that sending the video only delayed things for a month or so. Then it was right back to having a link to an "insertion" video of me added on Facebook. But I was given a choice again. Actually it was the same choice but with a different video of me naked. But this time my contract holder had a video ready on Clipchamp. My only part was to send it to my female friend through Facebook's messenger again. The video this time was of me naked on a bed basically just being exposed and displayed. It's a quite humiliating video to have your friends see, and I had to send it right to one friend. I kept reminding myself of the other option for a penalty, and it made this option seem preferable. Still though, it was unusually difficult to click the send button this time. This time I knew to wait for the message to be seen by my female friend, but less than four hours later she did see the message and I notified my contract holder. 

Now another month had passed, and I've been given the same option for a third time and third video of me naked. I just found out today which video it is, and it's another one of me masturbating naked. I'm hesitating to send it again, which seems strange since she surely must have seen so much of me naked by now that it shouldn't matter to me anymore. I know I will send it though, because I have to unless I accept the original penalty instead, and I'm not ready to do that yet as long as there's some other option.

The second video she received of me:

Made with Clipchamp  
 
The next video I have to send to her within the next three days.
 
 
Made with Clipchamp  
  
This friend has absolutely had to have seen me naked and also masturbating by now, yet she has not said a word to me or done anything differently. She seems to just be looking, seeing, and not reacting in any way at all. In fact she recently posted on her Facebook page something that seemed out of place for her and it could almost seem to be directed at me.
Her post:

It almost feel like that post is about all the reaction she is willing to show or have. It looks like she's going to have another video of me to "notice" sent to her soon on Facebook messenger.
My contract holder did explain that the penalty is meant to make me have to use my own hand to send something to this female friend that she will know came from me. I'm never supposed to add any text or words in the messages to her, so there's no reason or explanation included. She only gets a link directly to a video of me naked. I wish I didn't have to send her another video link, but I have to, and soon.
I don't quite know what to think about her reaction or lack of it, whether good or bad. My contract holder believes she is finding all of this amusing even if she seeing me naked doesn't arouse her. They believe she's just amused by seeing someone she knows naked and masturbating on the internet where she knows everyone else online can see it too. My contract holder believes that her thinking is that because the photos and videos of me naked exist, then they have to be shown to everyone. In other words, the very existence of the photos and videos of me naked are the reason why they need to be displayed and seen publicly.
It was for me to imagine that this female friend could actually be amused by my complete public exposure to people who know me, and could possibly be enjoying it. But the more I think about it, the more I can recall that this female friend really might just see things that way. My contract holder even mentioned that this friend could have been a voter in the (closed) poll where most voters selected for me to me exposed naked to Facebook friends and voted for me to be exposed. I suppose that's only know to her for sure, but it's something I never thought about, and something that now seems more likely to be true than not. I still can't help from wondering is she is sharing the links and videos with others or not, but I know that's all up to her. 
 
I'm sure random people and people who know me will continue to click the links on my Facebook page and see me naked or masturbating. Those random people will probably continue to comment or message me. I know they don't know anything about how or why the links are there, and so far I haven't tried explaining things to any of them. I hadn't even noticed the comment on the post mentioned earlier (does your mother know you have naked pics on here for all to see?", until my contract holder sent me a message saying that the comment was not be be deleted or hidden for any reason. I think maybe because it has the word "naked" in it or maybe because it might get the attention of more people. Either way it'll be staying there under a photo post showing keys.

I think that's about all there is to say for now. My female friend will be receiving her next video of me soon, since to me it's my best choice and I've already been humiliated to this friend several times already.

Friday, June 18, 2021

Notice of Facebook exposure (not from friend)

 When I checked my email this morning, I found an email from my exposure contract holder. I tend to get nervous when I see this, since it usually means I'm not obeying some rule or requirement, failing to be exposed enough, or that my punishment is being changed or increased in some way.

What I found was that someone on Facebook who I don't know and who didn't know of me before recently, sent a message to me. My contract holder found it before I even knew about it as they were doing one of their routine monitors/inspections of my Facebook activity. I found an image in the email that showed the message with the identity of the person who sent it covered up. Even before I read the text in the message, I knew this was because the message was required to be posted or shared publicly. Here is the image as it appeared in the email:



If the message text is too small to see, here is what it says:

"Hi. We don't know each other, but we do have mutual friends. I don't know why there are links on your page that let everyone see you naked, but I guess that's your thing. I've had two mutual friends suggest that I take a look at your links, and I just thought that you should know that I have seen you naked even though I don't know you at all. You should know that you're being seen naked by a lot more people than just your friends. If you're okay with that then you can just ignore this. Most people would be humiliated by this, but you do you."

My contract holder wanted this posted right away. I was told that this doesn't count as proof of me being seen by anyone who knows me because neither mutual friend they mentioned mentioned anything to me themselves and can't be verified. 

My contract holder said that the message shows that my punishment could be beginning to be served. I prefer to call it a penalty but they refer to it as my punishment. They said the  intent is for me to be seen naked by anyone even though the requirement is for me to be seen naked by people who know me.

In my Facebook messenger I can see who the sender is and I saw that we share 11 mutual friends, which makes it hard to know which two might have seen me naked and then told the sender about it. None of them seem any more likely than the others to tell their own friends or contacts about the links on my page. I don't even know what anyone involved has seen of me naked or whether it was one or two photos or everything including videos. All I really know for sure is that the sender saw me naked since they wouldn't have known what the links went to otherwise. I was probably seen naked for sure by the two mutual friends they mentioned, but since they didn't say anything to me I can't be positive about it.

Since this doesn't count for me being seen naked by people who know me, it probably doesn't change anything for me. But my contract holder wants it known that people are using the links on my Facebook page to see me naked.  

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75

 



Monday, June 14, 2021

Note to anyone following/waiting for my exposure (to Facebook contacts).

 I only recently learned from the person who holds my exposure contract that they have received some questions and complaints that no proof or evidence is being submitted to show that I have been exposed to and seen naked by people on Facebook who know me personally. 

I wasn't aware of this, and I presumed that my obligation to be exposed and seen by friends or contacts on Facebook might be considered to be fulfilled through the links to my exposure in my Facebook intro, and by two timeline posts (made by others) which mention the links.

My original requirement to be seen naked by Facebook friends did call for proof of it occurring, but it's just recently been pointed out to me that those things don't qualify as proof of being seen, They only qualify as the possibility for me to be seen naked there.

I was referred back to the full requirements of my original obligation that says only when a friend on Facebook mentions to me or sends a message to me that they have seen photos or videos of me naked can it be considered to be proof or evidence of it occurring. 

I was informed that there are people waiting for this evidence to be shown, and that they've been closely following my exposure to Facebook friends. My contract holder made it clear to me that these "followers" must be satisfied that people on Facebook who know me personally have seen photos and videos of me naked and that I have been irreversibly humiliated by it happening. My contract holder reminded me that this was the point from the beginning and it was always a requirement for me. 

I still can't show any recent evidence of being seen naked by anyone on Facebook who knows me, but some of them are almost sure to have seen me naked at this point. I know that unless it's mentioned to me though, there's no evidence to prove it. 

As hard as it still is for me to believe that I'm either being seen or have to be seen naked by actual people who know me and who I see in person, and as reluctant as I am to be openly displayed naked or masturbating for them to see, it was never my intent to cause anyone to wait for it to happen. I did know from some past comments on posts that there were a few people who wanted my Facebook friends to see me naked, and wanted me see it humiliate me, but I wasn't aware that complaints and questions about it were being sent to my contract holder all along. 

I did receive a reprimand for this from my contract holder, and reminded that my exposure naked to Facebook friends was both unavoidable and inevitable. I was told that unless I show some proof of being seen naked by at least some Facebook friends in the near future, that there will consequences for me that I will only learn of when they occur.

It's pretty strange feeling to suddenly go from feeling dread and anxiety from having to be seen naked by people who know me, to feeling anxiety over the need to prove I've been seen naked by them. I'm even actually now finding myself wishing and hoping for people I know to see me naked and to message me or contact me about it in any way, even though this also means certain and permanent humiliation for me.

For right now at least, I seem to be more afraid of "consequences" than I am of utter humiliation.

Note: I can't help going to the links in my Facebook intro just to see what the top links go to of me, since that seems like what most Facebook friends will see of me naked first. At the time of this posting, this is the photo of me naked they will probably see first:

https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75
 

They will see a whole lot more of me naked as they click their way down through the links though.

Update June 17th, 2021

Today I was informed by my contract holder that if I fail to provide proof of being seen naked by at least one person on Facebook who knows me personally, that the first and mildest of consequences will be implemented.

This consequence will be for links to more explicit and revealing photos of me naked to be placed at the top of the list of links in my Facebook intro. Presently the first links do show photos of me naked, and I have to admit that there are many photos of me naked that would be more humiliating if they were to be the most likely for people who know me to see.

I was only provided with one single example of which photos of me they might be.

I'm told a link to this photo will be one among others that will be placed at the top of the list of links, and once there they will remain there. I was informed that the photo links will be made available there on or before the 25th day of this month unless I offer proof of being seen naked before they are made available. I was told that most of the other photo links will show me in even more revealing or humiliating ways than the photo I was provided with.

I can't believe that I'm finding myself actually hoping to be seen naked by enough people who know me that at least one of them will be willing to mention to me that they saw me naked. I know even if I'm seen by a lot of them though, it's very possible that not one of them will mention it to me. If that happens I'll have no proof of being seen and the links to more revealing photos will end up in my intro. 

This does make me feel a bit helpless, but I can only accept however things turn out.

I was told that if this first consequence ends up being implemented, then I will be informed of the next consequence soon after that.

 


Monday, May 31, 2021

Completing my exposure and humiliation (Facebook)

Anyone who has read posts prior to this might know that links to photos and videos of me naked from the Google photo album https://photos.app.goo.gl/Mm7gGM9zctNPAr6d6 are posted in the intro/contact information on my Facebook page https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 along with some other links that also go to locations where I am shown naked.

I was prepared just to have friends and contacts on Facebook see or happen across the links over time, but it's been pointed out to me how that's not enough. A post on my timeline that mentions the links in some way has been asked for, requested, and at some times demanded.

Since there are no grounds for me to dispute or refuse this, I have made a promise to at least try to comply with this. The simplest thing would be for me to post something mentioning the links myself, but for one thing I'm just not capable of completing a post like that even when I try, at least without being compelled or forced to in some real way. Also, a post done by me could seem too forward or too self-promoting. 

It seems more fitting for a random post  that mentions the links to be made by someone else. Only a few friends and contacts on Facebook are known to have seen the links so far, but a post that mentions them would be almost sure to cause the links to be seen and clicked on by more friends, contacts, relatives, and co-workers. Yes, this would almost definitely humiliate me, but that's the point and that does need to be what happens. 

So if anyone uses Facebook who might be willing to do the favor of posting something on my timeline about the links, I could then get my humiliation over with. Nothing needs to be included in any post aside from mentioning the links, even if it's just something like "That's some unusual links in your intro" or something just as simple and direct. No links need to be included and nothing about what the links show would need to be mentioned. Any contacts who saw and clicked any links afterwards would then see eveything for themselves.

Unfortunately even the least restrictive settings possible on Facebook only allow friends to post to my timeline, so it would be necessary for someone to be a friend before a post could be made. If desired, it would only need to be temporary, and I could be "unfriended" afterward. The post should remain though.

If more information is necessary, or for any questions, I can be emailed at DaveS113065@yahoo.com 

If preferable, a friend request can simply be sent to me on Facebook, which would be accepted without question. Once accepted, a post could be made to my timeline at the leisure and convenience of the poster. 

Thank you.

 




Update on 5/31/21 7:00 pm.

 This morning I was contacted by someone who said they will add a post to my Facebook timeline that mentions the links, and that it will be done on Saturday, June 5th.

In the meantime, someone else has already added a post about the links. It was added thirty minutes ago as of this writing. It's very likely that people who know me are seeing the post and have already begun to visit my Facebook page to see the links.  

If the first person decides to go ahead with their post on Saturday, the 5th,  that would be sure to draw even more attention to the links. It seems that I am now exposed to many people who know me, and my humiliation is almost certain now.