The first day of the new year starts with me waking up exposed naked after being exposed for the entire night through the window. It's also the day for a different video of me to be presented through a "Watch" button on Facebook. https://www.facebook.com/DavidSteckelNewd and through a post on my timeline. https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75
In response to requests that have been made, a questionnaire is available so that others can decide if any change or amendment can be made to a requirement that is already in place and in effect. Other decisions may be added and presented over time for approval or denial. The first decision is for whether I have to continue masturbating at least once each night, or whether I have to avoid masturbating at the risk and likelihood that I will become aroused in my sleep.
Masturbating usually doesn't take too long, and if I do it soon after getting into bed I can usually fall asleep shortly afterwards. If I don't masturbate right away, I sometimes fall asleep anyway, but may wake up and masturbate then. If for some reason I don't masturbate, it can lead me to become aroused in my sleep. This presents itself through me becoming hard or erect during sleep for no apparent reason. Once in a while I will wake up periodically with an erection that began sometime while I slept.
One other way it presents itself is that I end up lying on my stomach and I will thrust my erection down on the bed or hump the bed. I've actually awakened doing this if I haven't recently masturbated. Sometimes it takes a day or two after not masturbating for these things to occur, but it gets worse the longer it's been since I masturbated and is sure to occur by the time several days have passed without me masturbating.
I do know I wake up at times to both of these things, but I honestly don't know how often they might occur. Unless I wake up with an erection or while humping the bed, I couldn't know about it. Only anyone seeing me or watching me at the time would know about any of it, since they would see my erection or see me humping the bed naked.
If decisions are made in the questionnaire, once there's a majority decision on any option, it will be what occurs.
Concerning a site where I can be streamed on video while in bed and/or asleep naked, one potential sites has been found. It's rules state that adult videos are permitted as long as the subject is adult and verified (which has already been done) and no others are depicted. Looking through the other streams on there though, no nudity seems to be present. That's not the concern though. What is a concern is that in the rules it states that "No Uncut Pornography is permitted" Nothing explanatory information is offered for exactly what that means. Does it mean "uncensored"? Maybe someone can visit the site and clarify how that is best interpreted.
The page on the site that any broadcast of me would show up on appears to be:
A new webcam is still due to arrive a in January or a bit sooner. By then a streaming site that meets the needs and requirements would need to be ready for there to be a way for others to easily see and confirm that I am being exposed naked in bed and while asleep.
New Questionnaire embedded below. Also available at: https://forms.gle/N6yLWBiz21BN3kx88
I think what they mean is don't just stream a porn video. Specifically not without any commentary or live action
ReplyDeleteThanks for helping to clarify their intended meaning of "uncut video". It appears that the site might be sufficient then.
DeleteDuring this month your friends on Facebook can finally see a video of you they will probably find extra 'interesting'.
ReplyDeleteYou probably noticed that a post for it has gotten a couple likes already. Just think about how many more of your friends are seeing it too and with the whole month to go still.
I think a lot of friends have already watched some or all of the video. More are sure to watch it during the month.The likes from friends do basically confirm some of that.
DeleteI've been less that comfortable about them seeing it even though it was going to happen at some point. About all I can do now is accept being exposed to them in such a way.
Even though it's being watched by friends, I try not to think too much about it, even though I'm mostly not succeeding in doing that. .
How long will the poll be up before you take action on it? Is it possible for the blinds to be raised further, or the blinds behind the bead to be raised?
ReplyDeleteThe poll will probably remain open for the foreseeable future. Whichever option in the poll has a majority at the moment will be what's required. At this time three options in the poll have tie votes, but since they all require me to not masturbate for at least a week, I already cannot masturbate any more than that, and if I do it once per week it can only be in bed as part of my exposure.
DeleteIf any one decision receives more votes in the meantime, that decision will become a requirement for me.
The poll will probably last until one decision has a very clear majority, and that decision will be permanent. Something like ten more votes than any other options have received, or at least an obvious majority that's maintained for a while.
It is possible for the blind to be raised more.
The blinds, for some reason, will not stay open without being tied or bound in some way, and the one is already tied open with electrical zip-ties that have to be cut and replaced in order for any change in height to be made.
Once fixed in place, the blinds stay as they are at all times. Other than a bit more sunshine making the room too bright during the day, there's probably no good reason why the raised blind can't be opened a bit further.
Raising the other blind would make the sunlight in the room almost intolerable during the day, since it faces the afternoon and evening sun. It also wouldn't add much to my exposure since it faces a tall fence that would block any view of me to anyone who wasn't standing nearly at my front door. The closed blind is also a bit too far to one side of my bed for opening it to add to my exposure in bed. Only the open blind is in a position to expose me if it is open.
The open blind will be raised further. At least several more inches than it was.
I understand that the blind needs to be open enough so that it doesn't provide any concealment of me and enough that it wouldn't inhibit the view of me for anyone looking in. That does seem to be where it will be, especially after raising it several more inches.
Opening it fully might make it appear that I am intentionally calling attention to my exposure rather than appearing that I am unaware or oblivious to the fact that I am exposed and that others can see me.
At some point, if it's decided that the blind still isn't sufficiently raised or that it's inhibiting my exposure in some way, it might be possible to raise it even more. Once raised this time though, it's really only blocking open sky.
When I'm naked in bed at night, the blind appears open much more than it appears in photos.
Once it's raised a bit more, it will leave about half of the entire large window open and uncovered.
Actually it has just now been raised and tied in place again.
A photo of its higher position will be available soon. During the day the bright glare from the sun makes the window appear blindingly bright and it blocks out much of the window.
How do you feel about having your masturbation limited? Can you share how it goes on the blog?
DeleteI will try to do a separate post later about having my masturbation limited. .
DeleteWill you be posting the new new question/poll on your facebook as well so your friends can vote?
ReplyDeleteThe problem with posting on Facebook is that any link provided automatically includes an image from where the link goes to. Even removing the image before posting doesn't work, since it reappears as soon as the "post: button is clicked. A while back, a warning and a month of suspension from posting has already occurred due to this effect after a post was immediately flagged.
DeleteOne work-around is to make sure no photos at all are anywhere on the site or page where a link goes to. One other work-around is to include some random but G-rated image in a post before including a link. In that case clicking the image will only show the image rather than going to the linked-to site. Only clicking the actual link itself will show the desired page or site.
The included image would best have something to do with the included link or else it seems out of place and pointless.
Once how to best make the questionnaire available in a post is ascertained, it will likely be made available to friends.