Increased public access to qr code for the Dropbox “David Steckel naked”

 

 A sticker displaying the qr code for the Dropbox “David Steckel naked’ has been placed on the vehicle that is driven by me daily, which is also the only vehicle that I own or have access to.

When it’s scanned, the code on the sticker goes to: https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fo/2yzbofrn4k2pdju7ncot5/h?rlkey=45zgt41wvnlrmoeoc7ft0a8sq&dl=0

The code enables anyone who scans the code to access and view photos and videos of me naked that are part of the public domain and which equally belong to everyone.

I have no actual right to inhibit anyone from viewing or obtaining any of the photos and videos, and no right to block, restrict, or limit anyone from having free and full access to them or anything else that’s part of the public domain. Even the appearance that this is occurring could be considered to be a violation of others rights to access and view those photos and videos.

The presence of a sticker with the code on it avoids this, both in reality and in appearance. It does mean that others near enough to my vehicle to scan the code, and others locally will very likely see me naked due to it, but it cannot be ignored that they do and always will have the right to see the public domain photos and videos of me naked.

The size of the sticker with the code is four inches square or just over ten centimeters square, and is located on the rear-side window on the drivers side of the car (small SUV).

One of the conditions that I realize has go along with the code being there is that it has to remain there at all times. Another is that whenever I park in any parking lot, the window with the code must not be obstructed by anything, and that I am always to park as near as possible to the store or business that the lot serves. In other words I cannot park in an out of the way place just to avoid the possibility of someone scanning the code.

That last condition is more or less unnecessary though, since even if I did park a good distance away from busy places and walked from there, it wouldn’t last very long. I know that within a short time I would grow tired of the longer walks both to and from my vehicle, especially when carrying a large or heavy load or when the weather was less than ideal.

The addition of the code on my vehicle is a recent development, so I’m far from being accustomed to its presence, even if I am resigned to the fact that it’s there and has to stay there. At times while driving or parked in a public place I can scarcely believe that the code is right there to be scanned by anyone who has the means to scan it.

While shopping or inside somewhere for a period of time, I do tend to forget that the code is right outside on my vehicle. Once I approach my vehicle again and see the sticker with the code, I’m instantly reminded of it though. It’s then that I begin to wonder if anyone scanned the code in my absence, and I wonder if someone may have scanned it and are now seeing me out there while they are looking at photos or videos of me on their phone.

I end such thoughts by telling myself that nobody noticed the code being there, and even if they did, they didn’t bother to scan it. I still know that I could easily be lying to myself, but it works for now.

Since I currently live in a condominium complex, and I park in a parking lot that’s shared by all residents, neighbors and their guests could be the most likely ones to scan the code and to see me naked. It’s definitely possible that at least one neighbor has already done this, even though it’s mostly speculation on my part at this time.

Overall, none of that changes the fact that anyone who views the Dropbox has the full right to view it and eveything it contains. It also doesn’t change the fact that nothing in the Dropbox is actually mine. The photos and videos are only “of” me, but in reality they belong entirely to the public.

There’s almost no doubt at all that people are going to end up seeing me naked after they scan the code. This can happen at any moment and also over time. So I know it’s going to happen, but at the same time I know that everyone absolutely has that right, and I know all that they see of me naked does actually belong to them.

For anyone who might be curious if the code is there or how it appears, here are a couple photos of it.

The code in the photos will not scan, but it definitely does scan when scanned directly. It scanned several times just while photos of it were being taken, and also from further away than expected.

As the photos show, the code is readily available for scanning, and I realize that it’s where to has to be and where it has to stay.

Anything further will be included in updates.

Poll results: Ongoing Prohibition on Masturbating

 

May 15th, 2023

Ever since January 1st of 2023, the poll on deciding upon my masturbation, or lack of it has had a majority of the decisions being that I am prohibited from masturbating or in any way intentionally or knowingly climaxing.

Since the current majority result is in effect and is to be obeyed by me, and the result has not changed in spite of additional votes, it is currently approaching the 140 day point of the prohibition.

I am at times insanely horny and aroused without any way to relieve it, and this seems to be manifesting itself even while asleep. I wake up humping the bed more and more often, and at least one photo captured of me during the night by someone accessing my PC and webcam have revealed me in a quite humiliating and exposed position during a night of required exposure through a window.

I’m left wondering how often I might be repeating something like this and for how long I might be staying in such positions. Anyone looking from outside nearby could easily see me in such a position.

I understand that any effects from not masturbating are for me to endure and accept, and the decisions in the poll were made according to what it was believed that I deserve, so I have no reason to question whether or not I deserve whatever results from not masturbating.

It’s being repeatedly pointed out to me that such a majority of decisions are for me to remain prohibited from masturbating or climaxing, and that it is because a majority of others know that it’s what I deserve.

The poll for deciding upon whether or not I can masturbate/climax is due to remain open until February 1st of 2024, but much of what has been mentioned to me has struck me as being entirely true.

Poll: https://poll-maker.com/QW60PXF8K

Results: http://www.poll-maker.com/S-Quiz-Results?qp=2728704xA26D96fe-113

I can see that a large majority of decisions are for prohibiting me from masturbating and intentionally climaxing. I have to assume that that majority is very unlikely to change even with more decisions being made.

I also see that very few additional decisions are being made, often with more than a month passing now without any additional decisions being made. I can’t deny the fact that it might be due to others being in agreement with the current results, and see no reason for any change in the current results.

I have to accept the fact that if the current majority remains the same, that the prohibition on masturbating/climaxing may well become permanent for me. since it will have been decided that is what I deserve.

For the past several months I have been thinking of it all as just biding the time until the results change, even though there has been no reason to expect them to change.

Recently, partly due to what has been pointed out to me, I have been thinking that the poll remaining open may really just be prolonging the inevitable. It may even be me avoiding what may already be a permanent prohibition on climaxing, and possibly me failing to accept what I deserve.

I know once the poll ends or closes, that’s it. The prohibition will be permanent for sure. But in most ways it already seems to be permanent anyway. Whether I remain prohibited from masturbating or climaxing until February 1st and the ban becomes permanent, or whether it becomes permanent right away does seem to be the same result.

I suppose accepting the results and a permanent prohibition is the right thing for me to do. I didn’t think about how it might be considered to be a disservice to anyone who thinks or wants the prohibition to be permanent for me if the poll continues for months without any actual change in the results.

It feels like a huge thing for me to accept being permanently prohibited from masturbating or climaxing intentionally. I know I will absolutely have to obey the prohibition and, as it’s said in one comment, I will have to do all I can to make sure that I do never climax, so that I remain as aroused and horny as possible at all times no matter how frustrating it would be.

The only way I would ever climax and ejaculate again is if or when someone else caused it personally and intentionally. It’s possible that eventually I could end up begging or pleading for someone else to cause me to climax, and then have it be up to them whether they would enable and permit it or not.

But whether it’s now or later, all of that seems to be inevitable, so I do have to consider accepting the prohibition on masturbating/climaxing as being permanent soon, or at least sooner.

I still feel like I need more time to be able to accept it, but at some point I know I have to accept it. So as soon as I can get myself to go through with it, I will be accepting a permanent prohibition on masturbating and intentionally climaxing, and accept continuing to do everything possible to ensure that I do never climax. It will be stated publicly so that there can be no question that the prohibition is permanent.

Current status of blue jeans with holes

The hole on the front of the blue jeans no longer just grows a little larger after going through the washing machine and the dryer. Each time the hole now grows significantly larger.

I'm finding myself in a tough spot now, since I did commit to wearing them until someone actually says something negative or derogatory to me about the hole or what they see through the hole, but it's now extremely difficult to keep the hole covered in public with even the longer t-shirts that I have.

Some photos of the current size of the hole in front:

I did try shifting my dick to the opposite side of where the hole is, but my dick always shifts back to the side with the hole within a short time, especially when walking. 

Before now it was possible for my soft dick to hang down low enough for my whole dick not to be exposed, but the hole had now extended down far enough that it's almost fully exposed unless my shirt can be kept pulled down over the hole. 

If someone stood close enough to me and looked down into the hole, they would even see part of my balls along with my dick. 

My soft dick now also now flops out of the hole very easily and often, and only the bottom of my t-shirt prevents it from being exposed. Any erection I get now sticks up and out through the hole and causes an obvious raised area under my t-shirt. Even when my erection s covered by the shirt, the bulge under my shirt cannot be hidden. Anyone who would see it would basically know that I had an erection right then. 

It's now pretty humiliating to wear the jeans anywhere in public since even if my dick isn't directly exposed and can stay covered by my t-shirt,  the effort it takes to keep it covered and any visible bulges still reveal a lot.

If there hadn't been a commitment for continuing to wear them, the jeans would rarely if ever be worn in public. I'm thinking about limiting the times they are worn or wearing them less often than they have been worn up until now, but I'm not sure how much that would effect the commitment to wearing them.

 

Possibly publicly exposed wearing jeans with hole

 On a recent day, I had a few things to do which required going to multiple public locations. The list of things grew from just one to several things. Due to other issues occurring at the same time, I was a bit frustrated and exasperated. 

I had worn the jeans with the holes in them for a couple of days, and I had just laid out a different pair without holes that I intended to wear when I went out. I had laid those jeans near to where the ones with the holes had been placed. When I got dressed, probably due to my frustration at the time, I picked up the wrong jeans and put them on without even noticing. 

Since I thought I was wearing jeans without holes, I just grabbed a t-shirt that wasn't very long, since I didn't think a longer one was necessary. 

I still can't believe I never looked down or felt any air or breeze between my legs, but I went out confident that I had on a pair of jeans without any holes in them.

My first stop was a gas station, since my car was low on gas. I usually pay at the pump using a credit or debit card, but this time I was using cash, which meant walking up to a window where a cashier sat behind. Since several others were in line in front of me, I had to stand in line waiting for five to six minutes. Since I was sure I had a different pair of jeans on, I made no effort at all to pull down my shirt or to conceal anything. Once I pre-paid for fuel, I went back to the pump and fueled my car.

I then went to a bank, where I didn't have to wait in a line for too long. I was still sure I was wearing jeans without holes in them.

I then went to a grocery store where I didn't use a shopping cart, since I assumed I would easily be able to carry all of the items I was there to get. As I walked through the store gathering items from different aisles, I saw a few other items that I knew I needed but hadn't thought about until I saw them. I ended up with one arm held against my chest holding multiple items, and the hand on my other arm was also holding multiple items. 

I went to the checkout area and stood in line for a few minutes, still sure I was entirely covered between my legs. The cashier smiled and conversed a bit, but in hindsight I still have no idea if it may have anything to do with what I was wearing at the time.

When I got home, I still had other things to do at home, so I unloaded the groceries as quickly as possible. A couple neighbors were close by, but I didn't spend any time interacting with them.

Once at home I took care of most of what I still had to do before finally sitting down. Only then did I realize that I all along I had been wearing the jeans with the holes in them, and also wearing a shirt that was too short to have concealed or covered the larger hole in front.

When I did look down and saw my dick through the hole, I was stunned. I couldn't believe that I had been walking around with my dick almost certainly very visible without any idea about it at all. I'm still amazed that I'd been obliviously walking around with my dick visibly displayed. What's done is done though, and what's been seen has been seen.

Some photos from recently after my likely public exposure while wearing the same clothing that was worn in public, all except for shoes.

If anyone did see, and it seems impossible that no one saw, the hole is only going to get bigger until even my longest shirt won't be enough to conceal anything. I suppose I should be glad that I was a bit frustrated while out in public, which may be why I didn't get an erection this time. If I had gotten one, I would have been sure to notice which jeans I was wearing, but by then my erection would have been sticking out right there in public and there wouldn't have been much at all that I could have done to conceal it. 

Since no one said a word about the hole or my dick this time, I can only wonder when someone might say something, or if they'll mostly just look.  If nothing negative is said, then my dick may be seen by even more people and for a lot longer than I ever expected. Even just a slight glimpse of the hole lets it be known that I do not wear any underwear at all, which is bound to cause the hole to get attention. A closer look will surely show my once private part that is more and more becoming a public part.