The current status of my internet exposure is of course, ongoing. A video exposing me naked continues to be made available on the first day of each month through the "Watch Now" button button on the Facebook page David Steckel Exposed Exhibitionist
At the same time a post is made on my personal Facebook page https://www.facebook.com/david.steckel.75 that contains a link to the same video and scan-able qr code that links to the video. The post for the November video has recently been added.
The video that the "Watch Now" button shows does change each month, but the posts on my personal page with the video links remain and are not removed or replaced. Anyone viewing the page can see post with links to previous months videos. The posts also show up for anyone searching my name (or for others with the same name) using the search option on Facebook. Immediately after posting, the posts are added to the Facebook feed of all friends on Facebook, and continue to show up there for a few more days. Any friends who hasn't turned off notifications also receives one whenever a post is added to my timeline there. I don't have the luxury of knowing how many visitors or which or how many friends are watching the videos, but the videos are sure to be watched to some degree.
The questionnaire What level of Exposure (naked) does David Steckel deserve? continues to be open for responses, but the results so far seem pretty clear. More about that in the post https://davidsteckelnakedandexposed.blogspot.com/2022/10/update-level-of-exposure-of-david.html
One of the most noteworthy aspects of the questionnaire is that 100% of the responses have decided that anyone can approach me in person, demand that I remove all of my clothing, and then keep the clothing as a gift. It wouldn't have surprised me too much if that decision was still in the majority, but every respondent has decided the same thing. It seems clear that I really must deserve it and that I must deserve it even more than I might have expected. There can't be any disputing it when so many others all agree on it. It's for sure that if or when I get what I must deserve in this case, it's likely to be extremely humiliating for me.
One thing that didn't seem as noteworthy is the decision that I can never have any say about any posts of me naked made by others, and being forbidden from ever asking for the removal of those posts. The decisions in the questionnaire are final and absolute though, so any post made of me naked by anyone is beyond my control and is not questionable by me.
Additionally, a fifth question is now included in the questionnaire. This question asks whether I have to sleep naked, with lights on and blinds open, enabling neighbors and anyone nearby outside to observe me naked as I sleep at night.
I do already sleep naked, and on occasion the blinds or drapes have not been fully closed, but so far it has not been mandatory for it to be that way, and not something that was done regularly. If the results of the responses to this question in the questionnaire do end up dictating for this to occur regularly, it's inevitable that many within the line of sight of my window will end up seeing me asleep completely naked. When asleep, I would not even be aware of being looked at or know which neighbors have seen me. I also wouldn't know how many random others in the area might see me.
After this newest question was included, I did try spending one night exposed in such a way, and at first it took quite a while to relax and stop paying attention to who might be outside and able to see me. At some point I did fall asleep though, so it wasn't possible to know who may have seen me.
I did notice that a few cars parked within view of my window left very early in the morning while it was still completely dark outside, although I don't know the exact time they left, if anyone looked in at me, or how long they looked if they did see me.
This newest question has only received one response so far, and the decision does say that I have to sleep naked like that every night. So what was a one-night test for me is already now mandatory unless or until other decisions override it. If not then that single decision is enough to make it required for me to sleep naked every night and be exposed to anyone outside for the entire night.
It will take some getting used to sleeping naked with lights on and with the window uncovered, but if other decisions do override the current decision, it may not be permanent and I may not have to get used to sleeping while exposed all night. The location of my bed provides a full side view of me to anyone outside and there's really no other place for the bed to be located in the room. If the decision turns out not to be permanent, I hope it changes sooner rather than later, since otherwise people out there might begin to know and expect me to sleep that way and mention it or point it out to others who might also look in at me. I also wouldn't have to adjust and get used to sleeping each night while remaining exposed naked to anyone outside.
Below is a daytime image of the view across my bed and out the window. Note the parked vehicles there that leave sometime in the early morning while it's still dark. Those in the nearest building can also observe me and tend to stand near the front corner to smoke cigarettes often.
The question also includes the decision about whether I must masturbate at least once while in bed naked each night. With lights on in the room it is very difficult to know if anyone is watching or looking at me from outside, so if I do end up required to masturbate, I will only be able to hope that no one is looking at the moment or notices what I was doing.
Of course if it ends up as a requirement every night, I would be bound to be seen doing it at some point. Getting used to that may not be too easy either, and wondering if I'm being watched might make it take a lot longer to finish, which ironically would only make it more likely that I would be seen doing it.
Results in the questionnaire so far state that the current requirements for me are:
1) My exposure online must be available that present it directly to others, including to those who know me personally.
2) When I am encountered in person, if requested or demanded to strip naked I must do so, and I must "gift" my clothing to those present, leaving me naked.
3) I have no say about any post of me naked made on the internet by anyone, and cannot ask for any post of me naked to be edited or removed.
4) My device (PC) must be accessible through a remote app by anyone who wishes to access it, and the access information must be available for others to use.
5) In direct view from outside while in bed I must sleep naked every night without covers, with blinds open and with a light on, enabling neighbors and others outside to view me naked all night. I must also masturbate in bed naked at least once each night in view of anyone outside.
These decided requirements exist unless or until future decisions outweigh them. Most requirements are only being reinforced to a greater extent with each additional decision and are likely to be permanent.
The more exposed you are, the better
ReplyDeleteThat's what everyone keeps deciding. It's so unanimous that there can't even be any doubting or denying it.
DeleteWill this exposure also be posted online for everyone to see as it should?
ReplyDeleteWhen it can be posted, yes it will be posted.
DeleteWhenever others post me online, that exposure will already be posted. If I know about it and know where to find it, links will be posted. Others do have the right to post me online naked with no obligation to inform me about it. If I know of it or find it, links to it will be posted in this blog and elsewhere.
If or when anyone who knows me mentions seeing me exposed online, as much as possible about it will be shared while respecting their privacy and identity.
If my device is accessed and it leads to or results on additional exposure of me, as much as possible will be shared about it.
If I have to strip naked in person and be exposed, as much about that as possible will be described afterward in a post. If someone also take photos or videos of me naked at the time, they will own the photos or videos and have the right to post or share them however they choose. If they tell me where they end up posted, it will be related in a blog post. If they permit me to obtain copies of them, they will be posted on pages and in albums.
Without someone else to assist, getting good photos of me in bed or sleeping naked with a light on and with the window uncovered would be difficult. If a solution can be found, photos of it will be posted.
Obtaining photos of me naked in bed from the outside would be even harder to obtain. It's possible that some others who see me from outside may take photos of me, but I most likely wouldn't know about it.
If I am ever aware that I'm being observed by someone outside, I absolutely cannot take any photos of them looking, since they have the right to look without it being documented or recorded, and to remain completely anonymous.
At least one nearby neighbor appears to have seen me naked in bed and observes me from their window in a dark room most of the time. I can't be sure how many others have begun looking in at me or observing me in bed naked at night, but since I always have to be there every night , all night long, it's inevitable that I will be seen or observed a lot more. .
Awesome. Thanks David. We look forward to seeing more of you.
DeleteI really enjoyed the videos that you have posted of you doing various things in and outside your apartment so thank you for posting those.
DeleteYou're welcome, but every video and photo of me naked that already exists is required to be as available to everyone as possible, and everyone has the right to see them and/or post them. You only saw me the way I'm obligated to be seen.
DeleteAlso, there's a really strong chance that you and others will be seeing more of me. It's probably more of matter of when rather than if.
Does it turn you on or make you nervous to be exposed?
ReplyDeleteIt's almost always some combination of both. How much of ether one can depend on things like how, where, and to who I am exposed to or potentially exposed to. It also depends a little bit on whether my exposure is only possible, or whether it's certain or inevitable.
DeleteThe thought or idea of being exposed in some way or to specific people can be a turn on, but when it's actually possible or occurring, there's always some nervousness or feeling anxious about it.
Knowing that anyone can see me exposed naked on the internet at any time can make me feel nervous or anxious at times, especially when or where people who know me will surely see me, but knowing it cannot be stopped or prevented can feel like a turn on.
Sometimes when I see an actual exposure of me somewhere that anyone else can see too, it can feel quite familiar at first as if it's not really available for everyone else to see. For that moment there may not be much of any feeling for me. But then the reality that my exposure really is there for anyone to see takes over and cause me to feel nervous or anxious. I know that what I am seeing is exactly what everyone else can or will see, or even has already seen.
Knowing that my exposure cannot be removed or undone, and knowing it has to remain to be seen can be a turn on.
How nervous or anxious I might feel about it, especially at first, seems to directly correlate to how much of a potential turn on it is or will become for me.
If I'm exposed in some way that feels particularly humiliating at first, or to others who know me personally, I can feel so nervous or anxious at first that I feel near-panic and wish that I could disappear, it's likely that the same exposure will feel like a bigger turn-on later. Once it's probable or definite that exposure of me has been seen and can never be undone, and it has to stay there and be seen even more, the feeling of futility and/or helplessness can contribute to the turned on feeling.
In the video of you masturbating outside of your apartment (and a couple others) it sounds like you're talking to someone. Was someone giving you instructions on what to do?
ReplyDeleteThere was someone else there, but they asked and I promised never to reveal anything about their presence.
DeleteI really wasn't supposed to talk to them at the time, but I did when they mouthed words or made gestures that I didn't quite understand. I was wrong to acknowledge their presence on video. They were there mainly as an observer and other than prompting me a few times, they weren't really a participant in any way.
I think people need to be a little nicer to you. We should at least allow you to have something (even if you have to earn it) to cover up with so you aren't completely naked. We don't want you getting in trouble for indecent exposure. I could think of a few good examples that would be amusing (a mesh thong, soccer shorts with no lining). I'm sure your fans would also appreciate when possible photo(s) and/or video of your public exposure/predicament and how you get out of it. You're very popular.
ReplyDeleteIdeally, if I have to strip it would be in some location with at least some amount of privacy or with temporary privacy. By requesting or demanding that I strip, it's probable that someone would expect to see me naked at least briefly.
DeleteOnce I was naked, it would be up to whoever was present what I was able to obtain or earn to wear.
I would hope to avoid getting in any trouble, even if it was inevitable for me to be seen to some degree or another. I would surely have to wear anything I was provided with, since the alternative would be to remain completely naked.
I never really considered myself and my exposure as being popular, but those who pay attention to my exposure have made it quite clear and obvious what they are deciding that I deserve.
Of course any photos possible of any exposure of or predicament for me will always be posted wherever they can be posted. Anyone who takes and photos or video of me naked solely own all they take, but if copies are provided and sharing them is permitted, they will be shared.
If the owner posts them, any links available to them will be posted as well.
You definitely do deserve to stay exposed naked to neighbors all night long. Unfortunately for now we're left with trusting that you're meeting this obligation. It's very enjoyable knowing that when it's night time where you are, you're naked in a lit room being exposed naked to neighbors through a window ALL night.
ReplyDeleteHow exposed you must feel all night with people outside possible seeing you.
I hope you're not failing to masturbate there every night too. You don't deserve one iota of privacy while doing that.
I think as soon as is feasible he needs to start taking photos/videos of his nightly masturbation sessions so that they can be seen and verified by everyone.
DeleteFor me it doesn't feel like I have to be trusted to sleep while exposed naked to the outside. I'm not only exposed to nearby neighbors, but at night it's possible for anyone passing through the condominium complex lot and road next to me to notice or see me. The lot runs west to east and my bedroom window is directly east of that area. Before I fall asleep at night I've noticed the headlights of vehicles shining through my bedroom window. I can't ignore the possibility that someone could decide to check or confirm that I'm sleeping the way I am obligated to sleep.
DeleteSince I've i became obligated to be exposed while in bed or asleep, I've awakened during the night with urges to do things like cover up, turn off the light, or even close the blind, but I know any of those things would be considered as not allowable. I know I have to ignore urges like that and stay as I am due to the fact that it may be seen that I'm not fulfilling the obligation of being exposed naked.
The routine for me each night is get on the bed naked and to lie there for a few minutes and to try to relax a bit. Knowing I'm exposed and could be being observed can make it take a moment to relax.
Since I know I have to masturbate at lease once, I get that started within minutes. I can't see a lot outside since it's dark and the room is lit up. Usually I only see my own naked reflection in the glass.
Knowing any random person outside may or may not be looking at me as I masturbate can cause me to lose concentration a few times. I'm finding that on some nights it can take me about thirty minutes to climax due to this.
It's my intention to do it quickly and get it done with, but I end up taking a long time, which I know only increases the odds for me being seen doing it.
By the time I finish I'm usually relieved to be able to sleep, even though I'm still exposed for the whole night.
If I wake up during the night I try not to think much about how I am exposed, since it's easier to fall asleep again if I don't.
By the time I get up in the morning, it's just becoming daylight and I have no idea about who may have seen me during the night.
I've been unable to get photos of me naked and masturbating in bed at night, mostly due to no good location for a camera where the photos would show very much. I'll try to work out some way to get some photos or maybe a short video. As soon as something can be shown as verification, it will be.
DeleteFor the time being I can only say that I am sleeping naked and exposed as I am obligated to do, since I can't be sure someone isn't out there just to confirm it for themselves.
I admit that I do often wish for privacy at night, but I know I can't have any, and that I have to stay completely naked and completely exposed all night.
I think it would be an interesting experiment to permit you to wear something to bed like certain kinds of shorts or material that when rubbing up against you might continue to make you hard. There's pieces of clothing that can be just as revealing as being naked. But I'm in the minority on that.
DeleteI think we need to be a little nicer to David and let him at least cover up a little bit at night so he isn't to cold. If I may ask how did this whole thing start. Did you just decide you didn't deserve privacy or did someone tell you. I also appreciate the details and your effort.
ReplyDeleteThere was no specific starting point, since others have been telling me for a few years about some things I do or don't deserve. If a starting point did occur it was when a lot of those things were put into a questionnaire that enabled people to decide overall. https://forms.gle/KZ8qJs96eAs9cH9H7
DeleteThe basis was that if the consensus was that some aspect was deserved by me, that it would become an obligation for me to get whatever was decided that I deserve.
For the purpose of full disclosure, my bedroom tends to be quite warm for most or all of the night and I do have a small heater if it's needed. If I would get too cold outside and it caused me to get too cold in spite of all of that, I would hope that it was permissible for me to cover up just for warmth.
I don't want it to seem like using excuses or trying to avoid the decisions that others have made,
People have overwhelmingly decided that I deserve to be exposed while in bed or asleep at night and I'm sure most of them want and expect that.
As for dares, a few things have changed since then making it harder for me to do such things. One is no one around to assist. I have no access to good cameras other than a mobile phone. I also worked mostly from home then, and now I'm away for work for much of the day and need to use any time off efficiently and to rest while I can.
Mobile phones make great cameras :)
DeleteWould you consider doing "dares" at some point or tasks like you did in your older videos?
ReplyDeleteI think it would be interesting to not allow David to masturbate for a week and see how horny he got.
ReplyDeleteI know from experience that by the second day of not masturbating, I tend to start rubbing myself even without realizing it right away. I start feeling an intense need for relief.
DeleteI gets worse as more days go by. When in bed it's common for me to wake up and find myself humping the mattress, or at least trying to. Once awake I have to force myself to stop doing it, but I always start doing it at some point during sleep or before being fully awake.
The worst is that after a few days of not masturbating, my mind tends to dwell on thoughts that arouse me, which only makes it more difficult to refrain from masturbating.
Once I even tried a chastity cage, but it wasn't a good fit and I could slip free of it except that my balls were still trapped in it. No matter where I put the key or what I did with it, I knew it was accessible within a short time and with some effort.
I hesitate to commit to not masturbating, since even if I refrain while awake, after a few days it's possible that I might climax from humping the bed while asleep or only half awake.
Also, since I have to sleep naked and potentially exposed to others outside, it could lead to me providing a spectacle for anyone outside without me being aware of it until I fully awoke.
That could be fun.
DeleteI'd like to offer two challenges to you if you are permitted to complete them and are willing to. The first is to not masturbate for 1 week and to document the results on your blog. Secondly, at the same time, or a different time, to wear something to bed like shorts with the lining cut out, or silk soccer shorts that would be revealing but also more likely to make you horny due to the fabric and cause you to make a spectacle of yourself in bed by humping, etc. while you are sleeping. You may not be able to do this and that's fine but I had the thought and wanted to suggest it. It seems this could be a different twist that might embarrass you more than just being naked. If you can't because of current rules I apologize for mentioning it but I would be remiss not to mention it.
DeleteWhat kind of underwear do you wear during the day?
ReplyDeleteI don't wear any underwear during the day or at almost all other times either. I have one pair of boxer briefs that I intended to wear to doctor exams or a visit to a medical facility.
DeleteI forgot to wear the underwear for an ultra-sound procedure. When the female specialist told me to take off everything but my underwear and to put a hospital gown on, I saw her waiting for me to do it. I had to warn her that I had no underwear on.
She tried her best to keep from exposing me during the procedure, but there were times when that was impossible.
During the day I wear pants, mostly a t-shirt, shoes, and usually but not always socks.
Is that what you prefer or was that decided?
ReplyDeleteThat's a preference I've had for quite a while now. It's hot and humid where I live, and the painting work I do means I'm often working around bushes and shrubbery. I have to wear clothing heavy enough so that some of these plants don't cut, scrape, or puncture me, which doesn't go well with the heat and humidity. First I quit wearing underwear at work, mostly for the sake of being cooler, but it led to not bothering with underwear at all.
DeleteIf I try wearing underwear under clothing now, it feels strange and uncomfortable. Since I don't wear them any longer, I got rid of all but one pair, since it didn't seem to waste space storing something I am never going to wear.
The only downside to it might be if I played strip poker, since I would have less clothing to lose than most others.
Before you had to sleep naked with the blinds open did you sleep naked or did you sleep with something on before then? So theoretically if you were to get horny you'd could get a spot on your pants. Like if you didn't jack off for a couple days.
DeleteDoes your having to sleep naked with the blinds open prevent you from getting enough sleep to be rested for work?
ReplyDeleteBeing exposed naked to the outside while sleeping did take several days of getting used to. Being tired from working still enabled me to sleep okay. It was mostly when awakening at night and seeing the room lit up and seeing my own naked reflection in the window glass that made falling asleep again take a bit longer.
DeleteAfter so many nights of being exposed naked all night, I can only accept that I've already been seen by some of those who live close by, which makes it easier to fall back asleep.
How was your jerk off session last night? How long did it take? Do you think anyone saw you?
ReplyDeleteIt usually takes me between 15 and 30 minutes to masturbate in bed each night. How long it takes can depend on a few things. One is that the road through a neighboring condominium complex runs in a direct line towards or away from my window.
DeleteThe headlights of any vehicle coming towards me will shine into my window and since they also shine into my eyes I tend to get distracted by them. I never know if the driver or occupants see me or watch me, but they can.
If no headlights distract me I can be done in minutes, which I always hope for but rarely get. With twenty two units in the complex, a resident or visitor coming or going is common.
I usually try to ignore the lights and continue masturbating, but the distraction still delays me.
I'm always aware that delays mean taking longer, which only increases the likelihood of being seen, but I also have to be aware that others have decided I deserve to have to do what I'm doing where I am doing it.
With the darkness outside and with a light on inside, it's very difficult to know if or when I am being watched or looked at, since as I said I mostly see my own naked reflection in the window glass, with the headlights being an exception.
I'm nearly certain to have been seen by someone outside while masturbating on some night, but I can't be sure of which night.
I also tend to have my eyes closed most of the time while masturbating in bed, and unless a bright light or loud noise distracts me, I can't and don't see much outside.
I just know that the potential for me to be seen is always there and that it's not very possible for me to have remained unnoticed or unseen. I also know the reason for me deserving to masturbate and sleep exposed to the outside is so that I am actually and certainly seen, which I have to accept as best as I can.
Even though you deserve to know you're being seen and to know it can't be stopped or prevented, you still deserve to be seen when you don't know you're being seen. That's one reason why you deserve to have to sleep naked and exposed to anyone outside. The whole time you're asleep is time when anyone is free to look at you naked. They can look at you naked for as long as they want to and even take some pics of you and hopefully they do both.
DeleteYou wake up not knowing about it but you've still been exposed to them and seen by them like you deserve to be.
It's exactly right that you deserve to be exposed naked to neighbors, friends, and to everyone else possible so that you're actually seen by all of them.
You knowing you're being exposed to and seen by them but just having to have it happen is one part of what you deserve, but another part is to be seen by them for sure whether or not you know it happened.
Everyone you know, everyone around you, and everyone on the internet is who you deserve to be seen naked by and be seen jacking off by even if you don't know about it...yet.
The key is that they do see you though so they can think about that or remember it every time they see you or are around you afterwards.
Once they've seen you like that, they can decide to say something about it to you anytime they want to, even months later, or never, but no matter what you deserve to be exposed to them and to be seen by them... Not just possibly seen, but seen for sure.
Here is my thought. Wouldn't it be particularly embarrassing if David say,didn't masturbate for a week, and therefore ended up doing things like humping the bed consciously or while he's asleep. That to me would further the embarrassment because he won't know what he did while asleep or if he was seen, and he will grow more and more conscious of how horny he is every day (as he mentioned in an earlier thread). This would obviously be just a temporary thing for everyone's enjoyment. I've also thought of the idea of allowing him to wear something revealing but something that may irritate the hornyness, say for example silk soccer shorts. I also think it would be good for a picture to be taken before bed each night and posted. My idea may be a bit far fetched, but I'd hate not to suggest it, because to me this could be more exciting for everyone, and in a way he may feel more exposed, he's used to the nakedness. I also think the picture idea of just showing him taking a selfie each night would be fun, so that the exposure increases more on the internet. I apologize if my idea is crazy but I had to suggest it. Imagine him not masturbating for a week (he already said how uncomfortable that would be and what he might unknowingly do in his sleep, or even knowingly but uncontrollably). Imagine someone outside seeing him having a wet dream or humping the bed in his sleep.
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